Yeah, this world is what is going on in my head and my life. (Well some of what is going on in my head...not everything. Just wanted to clear that up for you.) So yeah, hope you like reading what I have to say. Don't forget to comment to. I would like to know what you think of my world you know. Cause if it sucks, I would like to kno. So, yeah, that's it!!

A summer full of NOTHING

I know I have been seriously slacking on my posts and you're probably wondering what I have been doing all this time. Well the answer to that is absolutely nothing. I graduated from high school (finally!) and now Io'm at the stage in life where I decide what I am going to do next. I was suppose to have gotten a scholarship to go to the University of Phoenix and all my hopes and future plans were on that however I did apply for another school as a back up thing but things went terribly wrong. I never receive any further information about that scholarship. I wrote those essays got them check by numerous of people who all said it was excellent I turned it in to the person who was responsible for it and have not heard a thing I would have called and see what was going on, but I have no contact information though they have all of mine. But whatever. I'm cool time to forget about that and move on to plan C.

All this time I've been dong quite a lot of thinking on what it is I'm going to do since I know I cannot continue to spend my days not doing anything but watching anime and browsing the web. (strange how while I was in school all I wanted to do was nothing at all, now that I'm doing that nothing I want to do something. lol) So I came to the conclusion that I will do what I had in mind for like ever. I'ma go to an art school.This is something that I know I can do and won't suck at and I know that I will enjoy doing it as well. I don't think I will be in school by this fall, probably not until winter but yeah, I have to get working on my portfolio. I need to have some good quality masterpieces in there so my days of doing nothing are going to be filled with drawing and arting and stuff.

I feel like its going to be kinda difficult to get my awesomeness back since I haven't drawn anything really since may. I'm probably going to be a bit rusty. Not to mention I need to find a way to get inspired. To tap into my imagination and creative spirit, I'm going to attempt to write some poems off the top of my head and probably try to post at least one a day.

Well umm, that's it for now I guess.
TaTa!

Blood

Blood
Blood
Blood
Taste awful
But oddly good at the same time
Blood
Blood
Blood
So rich in color
Such precious texture
Blood
Blood
Blood
A quick stab with a dagger
Maybe to the kidneys, maybe to the head
Blood
Blood
Blood
Covered in it...
but is it mine...or yours?
Who knows?
Who cares?
Blood
Blood
Blood