"Put the razor down, I love you more than anything."
What more could you say?
The truth?
But I love these innocent lies, I love the things that break me inside
I love the pain
I love the hate
But the fake has always been my heartbreak
The venom's drove me sick
It's drove me insane
But who really notices me?
All I've ever done is run from myself
The enemy's taking over
The evil's I think are coming true
I'm that evil I've been trying so hard to banish.
But can you demolish you?
I can't destroy myself
Just let the razor kiss the innocent skin
Let it leave it's mark
Let me drown
Because I know how to save myself
I choose not to
Let the venom sink in
Lose control
Let the evil voices command your soul
I think it's best to let this nerotic psycho gain it's control
I'll never be able to find the girl that was pulled apart and broken
She died when the monster took over her soul
She gave up
And gave in
She let the venom break her down
No heart is left there now.
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Well there you go :] I promised a poem
and here it is~
Comment, review, and please ignore how messy it is xD
I still have some parts I'm not satisfied with
BUT
if you have suggestions, I would love to hear themmmm
~Riska
mkay so its like 2:36am right now....
and i actually fell asleep at like 11pm!!
which is really early for me XD
anyway i had this really weird dream...and i cant really explain it...
and right now im still kinda half asleep lol
uh in my dream there was this weird dude- i think is was a dude- and he has blue hair with two peices of red...and he looked a little like Undertaker from Kuroshitsuji...and he had envy-hair green eyes- as in his eyes were the color of Envy's(FMA) bright green hair....
uhhh he was like a stalker...and he actually has been in my dreams/nightmares ALOT recently
like for the past month or so...
but he is really creepy...and had a square head....
all of my dreams usually have me in anime form...and everyone/thing else in anime form too...and as im writing this im actually also drawing a picture of the little stalker thing...
its definatly not gonna look as creepy as it should...but hey ive never actually drawn a creepy person before
and the twists in his hair are also gonna look weird cause i've never done anything like that either XD
ill put the picture up later cause frankly right now im really tired...and i wanna go back to sleep
i only really wrote this cause i needed to say it somewhere...and i dont really wanna start texting Risa at this hour XD
you know what? too bad for her ill text anyway XD
and if your reading this...=D love you <3
^^"
heh-heh
awkward...
kay well buh-bye
and if anyone is actually reading this, i would love ot know if you have ever had a really weird dream!!
or if you, yourself have ever had a dream stalker like i do!!!
=D
~Riska
