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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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Long time no type!

Hey everyone is yours truly once again! :D

Nothing new really, I had my week’s vacation two weeks ago and it was okay. They changed the schedule for my capstone class to Tuesdays to Wednesday’s soooo, being so forgetful me I forgot that it had that it changed so I came to school on Tuesday anyway. YAY…. So I pretty much got my roster for the semester which was all screwed up as well. My capstone class that was originally in the morning was listed at night as well as my friends that had night anyways. So then between me and him it really was at night instead of being a morning and a night class you can choose from.

THEN the next day being in my real class the roster was a big fat error and capstone is ONLY in the morning. Which is a relief, I really didn’t want to come home around midnight or leave out in the middle of the day where its super freak’n hot. Oh, did I mention it’s my last semester and I’ll be graduating in September? Which is scary because entry level jobs in my field is rare and I’ve been looking for jobs since I was in school and never was hired or interviewed so that’s really discouraging as hell :. So yeah trying to stay on the positive side of things still.

So I found out who was my teacher in both my classes and it was the really good one Miss Medley! I had her for my first animation 2 class and she did very well! So I was jumping off the walls when I found out that she was the teacher I will be having my last term with.

So yeah, capstone is working on a big product showing all what we learned through out school. I have the all the best class mates too and my friend is there so I’m happy. For our first assignment we had to make a logo for ourselves and projects. There were a lot of good ideas out there too. We sketched what they looked like and posted them up so everyone can have they say and etc. Mines were 777 productions. I made the sketch and everything in Photoshop so I may show it later. I made other icons and things for myself. The other one I liked was Lazy fox productions with a chibi me sleeping under the words.

I might make my other logos too as well. We also got to think of a way to animate them. Everyone had an idea for mine so I felt really good. Still not sure how I’m going to do it. I know I just went through hell and back with flash -__-… It wouldn’t import and crashed. I tried many things and it just won’t act right, but I found a break through! After it crashes and asks to wait for a response, I chose that and a few seconds the window for the import comes up. So yeah, I found a way around it XD.

Oh I almost forgot my own project. It’s going to be an animated comic book! With my totally original characters and storyline like I mentioned before. If everything goes well at the end of the project I might upload it somewhere.

Besides that, I haven’t been too active here at all. So sorry for my total laziness but it seems like the O seemed to dry up a bet as well for some reason… not to mention the TMM section, it just like freak’n died or something. I got pictures to post too but just too lazy XD. I have to update on the clubs as well… So much work to do.

So what’s up with the rest of the world out there? Is everybody is trying to stay on the good side of things like me also? I hope everything is going well for everybody out there too. Oh and thanks for some of the subs and comments also. They mean a lot even if I don’t get a chance to comment back. :3

Till next time! :D

WIP Kurt porgess

Hello! This is not really an life update but an artistic one! I've been working on this kurt picture for a few hours since last night. I just posted the lastest progression of it.

I've after I started working on this I figured I could enter the realism contest but x-men is not really an anime XD. Maybe I'll go ask later. I love drawing cartoons characters as if they were real. I want to do Amu form shugo chara next.XD

I hope you enjoy and check out the posted one! XD

My week :3

Hello hello and welcome back to my happy home!

I hope everything is going well with everyone and that finals are not killing anyone physically!

Well, nothing really special is happening on my end. I had a really good week at school! The first class I had for the week “portfolio”, we had pizza because of class attendance! I was really excited because I didn’t have to buy any lunch for that class and also the fact I was STRAVING to death waiting for it that day. I guess I completely forgot the fact that coffee doesn’t fill you up like a sandwich does so I ending up spending money anyway for a hot dog in the vender… Awesome… but it was worth it because I was about to go after one of the students for sure XD… Umm, so after that one of my class mates got his Wii and the brought new game Punch out 2 that day. Man, that game is awesome! I had a great time and I was playing it for hours. Not to mention that another of my class mates gave me two dollars to buy a drink for reading his final paper… I was a very happy lady that day…

The next day was better then usual as well. I got done my final project in the director program which blows ass because it’s like a retarded version of flash with ONE undo… Yeah. No one even uses that program in the work force so like what the hell, why waste money and time? Anyway I went and got another class for next quarter because if I don’t, the one class I’m going to have (capstone) I would have to pay that out of pocket which I don’t have no job or anything thing to pay it sooo yeah, another class for me! I decided to take animation 2 again since I thought it would be good to learn 3D max and shit… and that was one of the only multimedia core classes that were in the morning. Like ALL of them was at night. I don’t want to travel 2 hours there and back in sundown and night time… I just don’t want to do it… I wanted to take flash but it was one of the night classes… BLOWS…

Sooo that was my week… Now I got to work on my portfolio which is a bunch of gloating and how I do my art work. Not looking forward of doing that for a few hours :. So the week that’s coming up will be the last week of this quarter and I will have a WEEK off from school! Holy crap XD! Haha, I just I don’t need to complain much since I have 5 days off every week… So yeah, but its still nice to not to have school I guess…

I’m wondering what capstone will be in detail. I know that you will have to work on a huge project but I still don’t know what it is really… I’ll find out soon enough… if its working on a project I think I’m going to work on a original comic I had in the works for years. I won’t say what because I never post anything original on the nets unless it’s a random creation or something… Soo um yeah.

In other news, this world has over 1000 views! I was like wooowww people really read this stuff XD. I really happy though, it feels really good. Also my Mew café got 999 views which it’s over 1000 by now. Like WOW. I just made this world a few months ago and its exceeding my own world that’s been here since the beginning! I’m really proud and everyone that joined and posted them helped a lot too. So yeah, happy 1000 views!

I guess that’s it for now… I’m trying to post every week now, so everyone knows what I’m up too. Then I get the chance to type down all my thoughts… I’m just glad I’m not horribly depressed at the moment and typing down emo shit. Even though I can type down 1001 things that I wish would just go away in my life but I’m being more optimistic this time around! :3

Well, I hope everyone enjoyed this post and keep the views coming! And go and join my Café mew mew club if you draw fan mews! Or if I didn’t make you a guess poster then tells me haha!

My last day as a teenager :D

Hello all and welcome back to another page of my life! Well guys I’m sorry to say that this is my last day as a teenager..

I can no longer blame my parents for my short comings. I can’t say that school made me who I am. I can’t say that it’s my peer’s fault that I resist growing up… Its all on me now…

Yeah right, phfff… XD

Yes guys and gals my birthday is tomorrow! I’ll be 20 years closer to my death! And how glorious is that day will be! I just got use to saying I’m 19 proudly with out messing it up! But know I’m blessed with yet another number to dazzle my older peers on how young I look. Awww, how does that old fart father time move so fast?

Anyway my mom got me that god damn ice cream cake that I can hog on all week so I’m happy! Also my friend wants to take me out! :3 But he asked me where did I want to go and I’m like UHHHHHH. D:

In other fabulous news I had mock interviews in school today. Where you make believe that your teachers and staff of the school are interviewing you as if you were really getting interviewed in the real world! CLASSIC!

First I got to tell you this hilarious story on how I was 45 mins late to class because of our shitty bus system here and my amazing brain. So I fairly enjoying my first bus ride of the morning at 6:45AM when I realized that I didn’t grab the 20 bucks off my dust coated table this morning. So I was like WTF and I’m half way through the ride so I have to get off and go back home. Not to mention I was already stressed about the day because I thought I was going to suck ass. Did I mention we had to LOOK the part too. But I’m smarter then that and packed all my interview clothes in bags so I didn’t have to look I work at kinkos on the way to school.

So after I grab the monies and a couple of other things I left out on the bus again and got my breakfast (dunk’n donuts coffee). After the second bus ride I knew that I would have to wait about 30 minutes for the 125 (the bus that takes you to hell and back time wise which I love X3). So I sat down and was enjoying the weather for about a HOUR till my bus came. It was 8:50AM and class started at 9:00AM so yeah WTF septa (company name).

I always arrive at school a hour before class starts which is 8:00AM so yeah the morning went smoothly for me. But I got there and the rest of the day went fine. But I was so hungry in class that when we had break I was eating till I felt like I was going to puke. So when we was about to do the interview I changed my clothes and everyone though I looked so nice! I’m glad, I didn’t have any jewelry on so I though I would be missing some things but it came out just fine! When I had the interview, the lady I had was really impressed with my answers and the things I did like the TMM club!

I never thought that the minor things like that I do would even sound professional in an interview. But she said that I should always say things that relates in what I want to do (graphic design). It made me even more proud I started it because I know people are looking and learning from it or at least I’m hoping, the views are always going up. So yeah, that club is here to stay plus its something that I can put the things I learned in a organize format, plus its fun!

I had some of my works and she loved them too including the clay charms! I felt soo good because lately I’ve been a real downer about everything. Doing this interview had showed me much more then what I knew! So I’m going to keep staving for the things I want. I always thought I was a lazy bum that had interests that really didn’t help as far as jobs but seeing it the way she did made me think “ Hey! I do a lot and not just for myself but for others too!” So yeah I got the case of the fuzzies today. :3

And to think that this day was going to blow ass. This day turned out to be one of the best! No to mention both my class next week get pizza because of some attendance nonsense. I’m looking forward for next week. 8D

The day was fantastical and tomorrow will be too! I hope everyone had fun reading this old thing. So I wish you a good day!

Yours truly,

more of the same really :P

Hey hey! It’s yours truly with another fun filled update!

Nothing much is really happening. I’ve been drawing a little more planning to do more today. I really want to draw my old original characters and TMM characters. Looking back at the offspring series I was like damn, those designs are really good. I want to draw them again. And make more series but I have to finish up the ones I started already like the maid profiles and bios. I’ll get back into the groove again promise! I just have to work up to it haha.

I also have new ideas about aliens in TMM and other concepts. I’ll post about them today. My friend joe has really good ideas and he wanted me to make his character! I doodled him last week and he is hot hot hot. I have to post it for everyone to see. Also I decided to redesign mew blue berry Popsicle. Between her looks and her costume I can never draw anything out that I truly like so I’m just going to start fresh. I may just change her food again. Something has to be done, she driving me berserk.

Oh yeah, I went out with a friend on Saturday. It was really fun besides the fact I felt awkward through most of the day. I though I would be fine but I was sweating bullets in the inside. The class mate I was with felt the same way too, pretty funny! We went to the art museum steps the same step that rocky was running up in Philly. The view was really great we talking about mostly anime and manga while we was there. It was nice going out with a friend. Lord knows I need more haha… >_>

Hmm, did anything else happen lately? Oh, yeah I was playing resident evil 5 last week with another friend at school. It was sooo funny and awesome playing with someone else! I was shooting and punching zombies all over the place. It was really cool doing the boss round. This black blob thing was chasing us all over the place and we had to shoot it down in this gas room thing and trap it. Then push the on button so that the gas would ignite. Its was great! That’s the only time I stay after school is when my friend brings his PS3. I stay there till like 5:00PM when class ends at 1:30PM. It’s the only time I can play games that isn’t years old haha.

Did I mention I finished the world ends with you on the DS. It’s the best hand held game I’ve played since old school Pokémon. It kept me busy for weeks. And the plot is really good. Even though the ending got a wee bit confusing D:.

Alright then, I’m going to warp this up. I hope everyone is doing well. Give me a shout! Oh yeah, I’m sick of hearing about this swine flu stuff too… Just wash your hands and things you should have been doing since your were like 3 to prevent from getting a cold… I really hate the new sometimes >_<…