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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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My Birthday and Stolen Gallery!

I want to thank EVERYONE for their b-day wishes to me and everything. You guys are so sweet and caring, you all really made this birthday my best since childhood. THANK YOU THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH.

My birthday was awesome and full of win. Brandon was so awesome and got me a My Little Pony toy that lights up haha.

I didn't even open it yet but I'm going to place it somewhere nice, hell I might play with it since I'm such a big kid already. I went to the shore in New Jersey and stayed there the whole day where Brandon treated me like a queen and spoiled me rotten haha.

I have a huge post about it on my craft blog but I wanted to say thank you to Kelsey, Hanaro Souhi, and everyone that was really kind to me. It means the world to me so thank you so much!

Besides that, while I was up till 5 IN THE MORNING LAST NIGHT since my sister wanted to play the radio ALL NIGHT, I saw some major art theft. The person's gallery had STOLEN PICTURES of Ribbon Heart's art DA. When I looked at the stolen piece it looked painted over so I check to see if ribbon heart had an account here. I checked her gallery and saw that all her works had watermarks on them. So when I checked the stolen pieces in question I saw that the area of the watermarks have been messed with. So then I went and reported all the pieces with the url of the originals except one that wasn't in ribbon's gallery anymore. I contacted ribbon as well and told her about it. Unfortunately this happens to her a lot so I'm glad I was able to catch an art thief in action. Hopefully the works will be deleted from the idiot's gallery and MAYBE the person will learn something.

It really sickens me when someone have the balls to take someones work, take the watermark off and post them as if it was theirs. I mean if you like the drawings so much it doesn't take much to try your had at drawing yourself. If anything it should inspire trying something new, not being an a**hole and claiming stuff that isn't yours to begin with. /rant

But anyway, today was crappy since I barely got any sleep because of the music (I want to move out so bad). Hopefully tonight will be better because I seriously needed the sleep last night because I was so tired after my birthday.

Thanks for reading guys, have a great night!

Feeling better and important decisions

Hey all!

I’m having a fantastic day/night! I just feel good since last night. Before then I was really stressed and frustrated over everything but today was surely a new day!

I think working on Sayura’s B-day picture *SHAMELESS ADVERTISING* really helped to lift my bad mood. How could someone be depressing while working such cuteness?! That and my art is was the only thing I felt good about. I’ve made pictures that I love and I can’t wait to make more. As well as work with my ideas, comics and the like. That reminds me that I need to work on my fan mews and post something in my club. I really need my small note/sketch book right now so I can write down everything I want to get done! I have tons that I’m excited to see finished and get started.

One of my main downers was my crafts. I went and tried to make a small charm but I was completely stressed out because of the lack of space I had plus 1000 other things that you can list. I thinking it over and was close to just packing everything up till I had the proper space for it. But I decided to hang in there and keep everything where it’s at (a complete jumbled mess in my drawers), and just do simple things for now. If you read before a few posts ago I explained how it was near impossible to try to start a business where I’m at now and that still stands. As much as I want to start it I can’t try to work with such a faulty foundation. I don’t even have the proper space to work with my clay the way I really want to. When I start I want to make sure I have everything I need to “really” make it work and not just for me but my future costumers and clients. It completely unfair to them since I want this to be the best business it can be for all parties involed.

So instead of me bluntly packing my crafts up just to get it all out my face I minds be making small things for me. I love doing it so why have all my materials, clay, and books, go wasted? As much as I want to save them for my business I rather make things that I can use then not make things at all. After all the time, money, and space I used to get here its quite a shame to see it up packed up, even if it’s for a short while. Then I can explore other options like making stickers, acrylic charms, and things like that. Or at least make the art for them haha.

Speaking of which I’ve been doing great with it as you can see. I’m still working on the vector picture and I got a great handle on it so it’s not so stressful. I’m even using the pen tool with ease, what success! Besides that I’ve went into flash and played around in there and I’ve been looking into pixel art. Another medium I thought I never was going to go into. Even though I haven’t done any yet I’m sure it will be much easier to get into then I thought. I’m really excited to see what I make out of it.

One last thing, I really want to do something with this world’s design, I might use my latest fairy as inspiration. I also want to make another world where I can dump my “wish list of things I want in life” at. I think it would be a great idea. XD

That’s it for now; I hope you guys are having a great weekend. Bye!

My last day as a teenager :D

Hello all and welcome back to another page of my life! Well guys I’m sorry to say that this is my last day as a teenager..

I can no longer blame my parents for my short comings. I can’t say that school made me who I am. I can’t say that it’s my peer’s fault that I resist growing up… Its all on me now…

Yeah right, phfff… XD

Yes guys and gals my birthday is tomorrow! I’ll be 20 years closer to my death! And how glorious is that day will be! I just got use to saying I’m 19 proudly with out messing it up! But know I’m blessed with yet another number to dazzle my older peers on how young I look. Awww, how does that old fart father time move so fast?

Anyway my mom got me that god damn ice cream cake that I can hog on all week so I’m happy! Also my friend wants to take me out! :3 But he asked me where did I want to go and I’m like UHHHHHH. D:

In other fabulous news I had mock interviews in school today. Where you make believe that your teachers and staff of the school are interviewing you as if you were really getting interviewed in the real world! CLASSIC!

First I got to tell you this hilarious story on how I was 45 mins late to class because of our shitty bus system here and my amazing brain. So I fairly enjoying my first bus ride of the morning at 6:45AM when I realized that I didn’t grab the 20 bucks off my dust coated table this morning. So I was like WTF and I’m half way through the ride so I have to get off and go back home. Not to mention I was already stressed about the day because I thought I was going to suck ass. Did I mention we had to LOOK the part too. But I’m smarter then that and packed all my interview clothes in bags so I didn’t have to look I work at kinkos on the way to school.

So after I grab the monies and a couple of other things I left out on the bus again and got my breakfast (dunk’n donuts coffee). After the second bus ride I knew that I would have to wait about 30 minutes for the 125 (the bus that takes you to hell and back time wise which I love X3). So I sat down and was enjoying the weather for about a HOUR till my bus came. It was 8:50AM and class started at 9:00AM so yeah WTF septa (company name).

I always arrive at school a hour before class starts which is 8:00AM so yeah the morning went smoothly for me. But I got there and the rest of the day went fine. But I was so hungry in class that when we had break I was eating till I felt like I was going to puke. So when we was about to do the interview I changed my clothes and everyone though I looked so nice! I’m glad, I didn’t have any jewelry on so I though I would be missing some things but it came out just fine! When I had the interview, the lady I had was really impressed with my answers and the things I did like the TMM club!

I never thought that the minor things like that I do would even sound professional in an interview. But she said that I should always say things that relates in what I want to do (graphic design). It made me even more proud I started it because I know people are looking and learning from it or at least I’m hoping, the views are always going up. So yeah, that club is here to stay plus its something that I can put the things I learned in a organize format, plus its fun!

I had some of my works and she loved them too including the clay charms! I felt soo good because lately I’ve been a real downer about everything. Doing this interview had showed me much more then what I knew! So I’m going to keep staving for the things I want. I always thought I was a lazy bum that had interests that really didn’t help as far as jobs but seeing it the way she did made me think “ Hey! I do a lot and not just for myself but for others too!” So yeah I got the case of the fuzzies today. :3

And to think that this day was going to blow ass. This day turned out to be one of the best! No to mention both my class next week get pizza because of some attendance nonsense. I’m looking forward for next week. 8D

The day was fantastical and tomorrow will be too! I hope everyone had fun reading this old thing. So I wish you a good day!

Yours truly,

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