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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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Sour soup for the soul :D

Me again with updates and the like.

So yeah, I'm starting school on Wednesday so its time for me to make that statement, not like that I'm going to slow down here har har. As far as the winter vacation it was little sweet and too much sour (in all ways possible).

I got the most important stuff in motion with my shop. I tried to get a savings account but I needed two ids or whatever (drivers permit, bills, state id etc) and all I had that they would accept was my school ID. I even had my birth certificate and social security card, so that was a big bust :.

I did however got the paypal anyway so that was good. Now I have to finish the little ad I started for my lollypop charms which I scanned. I tried getting a little BS keychain camera which doesn't work. When I tried to download the pictures I took with the camera it had this error shit go look in the troubleshooting section in the book, which the "book" (or big ass piece of paper) had NONE. So yeah, I brought a piece of shit just to get shit. That money could of stayed in my pocket >:{.

Then it gets really cold so I can't work on anything on the computer so I'm stuck in my room for days only to come out when I need to eat or go to the bathroom. Which is REALLY fucking depressing thinking about ALL the stuff I want to get done. Not to mention my inspiration for anything was gone so I didn't do anything creative in the last week except how I would cuss god/universe/whatever out, the only thing that really made me happy lately >:D.

So yeah this winter break was a bitch in a half which left me VERY resentful toward anything and everything. A very bitch'n start to my new year :D! Lets hope SOMETHING fucking GOOD happen before a sell my soul to the devil for the perfect life (cause I'm pretty much doomed to go to hell anyway XD) and/or jump off my two story house onto a bed of spikes and candies.

Anyway… Since I got the paypal I’ll open commissions and finish my shop world so I can get some kind of cash coming my way while I hit the streets again to try to find a job… Fucking YAY :DDDD

Happy Fucking New shit Year

Computer f*cked, need inpso, OMFG tablet

Kay folks its yours truly with another update in " too many problems channel news!" (echo echo)

SOooooo come to find out when we came back to get the computer back to see whats really worng with it that we found out that cpu on the mother broad is dead as well the power supply.... O___O WTF...

But my hard drive is OKAY so my files and shit should still be there. We even made a back up just in case.

But again since the computer gods probably hate me for all the bad computer karma I gather since I got the computer, my programs our gone! photosshop, after effects, dream weaver and whatever else is fliping gone. I could of ate a toddler and start speaking in touge when I heard that shit. I was cussing SO much. It wasn't pretty.

Even though I coughcoughpriratedcoughcough the programs it didn't make it any better. I have to install the bitches ALL OVER again...>{ I should still have the files that the programs was on in the hard drive so I'm praying to the computer gods that its there along with my other shit I Have in my hard drive.

I had so much shit! Programs, stock images, yaoi (har har), free games, and music...

Then they had the nerve to try to sell us a out of the box computer thats been gathering dust for three months! that runs slower and don't have that much memory!

I was ready to kill... seriously...

But I told my mom I wanted to wait and check out some other options before I get another crack head computer made from compac... Should but comcrap!

So come to find out my mom payed to get a year warrenty a week before when we try to get help on the phone for it and the company would fix our shit for about 200 bucks and we should have it in about one or two weeks. So we went with that. F you circet city or how ever you spell it...

AND OMFG ABUSING CAPS LOCK AND I GOT A FREAK'N TABLET!

I just got it yeterday when we came to get the computer so we can ship it of to computer heaven I mean hospital!

Now when I get my crap computer back I can flipping draw and color on the computer! Yayness to the exteme!

I really need my computer... I'm so uncreative and extra lazy in the day time... I can draw at night but don't draw as long since my bed time habits had changed... Sucks. I'm in a rough spot right now but I will get over it... Hopefuly before my computer comes back... : and not having cable doesn't help either...

so till then

I stall post again since I like put my problems indirectly on my friends... or just to get it out my system -__-0...

Chow!

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