Am I missing something? Like seriously…
I’ve been trying to get in contact with my boyfriend for like 3 weeks. His phone is off, he won’t answer his e-mails, and he won’t call. WTF
Some one please tell me if you think I’m overeating because I’m SUPER FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW. He has a lap top and a house phone and he won’t talk to me or even attempt it. I’m not trying to bother him I just want to know if he’s okay OR EVEN ALIVE (I’m a paranoid person). I’ve been calling and calling and calling (phone off) sent two e-mails and nothing. I was concerned but now. I’M SIMPLY PISSED OFF. I told him about this shit before. He was suppose to come over my house and never did. I called and called for like two days after that night (phone off) then finally sent an email telling him that I was worried (and pissed off) so he finally calls then. He said he was stressed out and all this other shit, and I’m like “okay that’s cool but at least tell me you won’t be coming” or if something happens just tell me so I’m not sitting here worried like shit all day and all night.
AND HERE’S THE FUNNY, he says “okay, I understand blah blah blah”. Now look where I’m at now. I fucking sitting here worried and don’t know what’s going on. I just want to know if he’s okay. It’s that asking for too much? If he was my friend I wouldn’t care as much since they do that sometimes but he’s my boyfriend and we usually keep up with each other. Now I’m waiting for him to show up on G-chat. I dare him to fucking show up and tell me some bull shit. How he’s fucking sorry and all that jazz.
WELL, I’M SORRY FOR GIVING A SHIT ABOUT YOU DUDE. Have some fucking common courtesy and drop a simple e-mail or call. I’m not begging for your attention here, I just want to know your okay. If I pulled this kinda shit on him he would’t like it. He’s really sensitive and would take it to heart.
And what really gets me that he said he wouldn’t do this again. I assume if he’s still alive because I don’t fucking know he’ll pop up and say sorry this and sorry that.
I don’t care what stress you’re under, that’s fine, but to have me like this running around not knowing what to do because you won’t call, is fucking bull shit. I’M FUCKING WORRIED. DON’T FUCKING PULL MY EMOTIONS AROUND.
It takes two seconds to defuse my emotions and move on. I’m just that kind of person. I fly solo and not afraid to do that shit again. So sorry doesn’t cut it this time. I better hear that a family member died or something because the sympathy train had left to I don’t give a fuckville.
THIS IS WAY I WAS BORN/IS/AND PROBABLY WILL ALWAYS BE A LONER.
PEOPLE GOT TO MUCH SHIT TO THEM AND I SOME HOW CATCH THE BACK END OF THAT SHIT IN SOME FORM.
That’s why I’m not in the commenting mood or feel like drawing or being social for the pass few days. I’m worried and pissed off because my boyfriend totally dropped the ball on me. OR SOMETHING I DON’T KNOW. :C
Sorry for this horrible rant, cussing, awful gammer and me acting like an overly sensitive child. It’s just when I care about somebody, I really fucking care about them. :/ And somehow I can’t even know if they are alright…
I should revert back to not getting to close to people so when the shit hits the fan I won’t notice the smell. I just needed to vent right now, these emotions have been swimming inside me for a while.
(Goes back to play FF13) and I promise I’ll get the raffle results drawn and uploaded. I just need to some time to calm down.
*Edit*
Oh the LAWLS
I went to his house and knocked on the door *twice* and nothing. I left a note saying “Please call it’s very important *house number*”. I JUST came home and answered the phone. It was the mom’s boyfriend. I told him that I was looking for him and was trying to get in contact with him for weeks and I’m his girlfriend. He handed it over to mom and I told her the same thing. She seemed really surprised. I ask her if anything happened. And guess what.
NOTHING, HE’S FUCKING FINE. The mom said she will call him and give him my number.
SoOoOoOoOOO, yeah I’m single. For him to just stop all means of contact for no reason is bull shit. The ball is in his court and if he does call me, I’m going to tell him how it is. I don’t know what he’s going through but when the crap is over he will want to talk to me and work things out. But guess what, I’m not that easy to work over by far…
I AM A GOOD HUMAN BEING/DAUGHTER/SISTER/FRIEND/GIRL FRIEND AND I DON’T DESERVE THIS.
And like a retard in a spelling bee, I’m out…
When artists constantly complain, bitch, and whine about anime/art in general.
• No one is putting any effort in their art anymore
• Everything looks the same
• The generic anime girl with random blood and bandages pictures
• Same portraits, faces and characters in a white background
• No back-story
• No emotion in the characters
• Only making fan art for page views and to sell in the cons
• Its simple: get inspiration and ambition (yeah, its REALLY that f*cking simple)
WAHH WAHH F*UCKING WAHHHH
Welcome to the world… it’s a bitch isn’t it? Please do me a favor…
Shut up…. SERIOUSLY >:I
What the hell is wrong with people? People will draw what they are going to draw whether effort is put into it or not. Whether for page views/ attention or not. Whether it’s for just fun and they are not seriously perusing art in life. It’s just the way shit is PLEASE get over it and yourselves.
And yet again the people that blurt out such crap do it themselves. This is what’s wrong in this world. People are SO hung up on the negative and how things should be that they are wasting time complaining about shit that will probably won’t change and won’t make their life any better.
How the hell do you know if someone spends 15 minutes or whole days on one piece of art? Or if it has a back-story or not? If it really has emotions or not? Not one is fucking psychic so we can’t just KNOW everything from a just looking at the picture. The only thing we can get is what is presented to us and our perceptions of the picture. So even the most generic piece of art might seem bland and hollow to US but the artist might have a whole world and back-story to it tucked away somewhere. People, I swear…
Then the whole nameless character doing nothing in blank space thing… We all did it at least once, so I don’t even what to hear it… >:E
Not everyone’s art will have super duper diverse styles and techniques in there gallery. We all draw for different reasons. We all have are own goals in life.
Life is hard. Don’t go up someone’s ass because you think no one puts effort in their art anymore or just draw the same shit/animu for money. Fuck I would die to of draw aimlessly for some MUCH NEEDED money in a shit hole economy. It’s their choice what they draw. I have my dislikes too but WTF. If you don’t like what you see DON’T look at it. Click the back button. Leave the community; no one is tying you down to stay.
Sorry folks I just really had to get that off my chest. I think one of the hardest things with being in the anime community is stuff like this. People draw it (really good stuff) then bitch and moan on how bad it is.
One MORE thing. Yes, anime has its generic stereotypes, but just what? EVERYTHING DOES!
Every type of genre or genera is going to have its generic stereotypes. In stories, characters, plots, movies, shows, and cartoons all around the world, I don’t care it has one. Most likely anyway, I could be wrong…
And you know what? We might like the cookie cutter thing but it’s useful because genera’s need that “base” of what it is. How can you make something better in the first place or put a twist in an age old archetype if there isn’t a generic base to it? I don’t like being generic (In any way) but it’s not the worst thing in the world if you can change it or improve on it in your art, story, whatever it may be.
People just need to relax and draw… Just draw because you want to and it makes you happy. What’s the point at the end of the day if we are going to bash each other for it? Lets just shut down all these web sites and draw in are lonesome…
You can only bash your own art then…
Overly provocative pictures…
This is not some site found on the 99 page on Google on search for anime porn people.
I don’t want to see some naked bitch with her legs half cocked open and barely covered. I know anime it known for this kind of stuff panty shots and half covered boobs and all that but come on… This is soft porn… And it shouldn’t be up on a site like this. Put that shit somewhere else, there’s plenty of places to do it.
Then people are fucking perverts/fave anything fan service related half nicely done. I don’t fucking care if you like to draw that shit but don’t throw it up on this site. It really doesn’t belong here.
A chick with unnaturally huge tits isn’t sexy.
I don’t want to see up their bat cave.
I don’t want to see their ass.
I don’t want to see them in a porn/hentai pose. Point blank…
There’s sexy and there’s superkawaiibigeyedboobedbitchwitheverythinghangingoutsparkledesu…
Thank you, and goodnight…
