“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.”
Friedrich Nietzsche

Yay for Stuff

so i made an amv which has been formulating in my head for the better part of a year. i always wanted to make one of cher and hubb from wolf's rain with the coldplay song "the scientist." it reminded me of them from the first time i heard it. but i went through absolute HELL to get all the stuff i needed, downloading the episodes and converting them and all that unspeakable shit. torrenting is always either wonderful and effective or frustrating, misleading, and ultimately a big fat waste of time. but i finally found them for direct download, which made my day. of course they were in a weirdass format, so i had to then download like six different trials of converters (wasn't about to BUY one!) to find one that DIDN'T leave a big ugly watermark in the middle of the video. finally found one. AND THEN I LIVED MY DREAM!
yeah, i know. it's sad.
so humor me.
look at it.
LOOK AT IT!
....oh yeah and on a totally unrelated topic, comments are fun. :D
just sayin'.
you know. :D

...so yeah. here. it's got a few glitches in it cause my movie-maker was skippy and i couldn't watch it without it freezing till i'd already saved it as a movie and it was too late. but i like it overall. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40PSZIW_95Y

So then you were like Whoa! And I was like Whoa!! And you were like Whoa.....

i still hate worlds. trying to get sort of used to them though. i wouldn't mind so much if people actually read them, but y'know...
so here i am, sitting in computer class, pondering the mysteries of the universe, such as whether i really did well on that math quiz last period or if i'm just fooling myself into oblivion again. i need some coffee. OH MY GOD, i want raw cookie dough right now. i HATE having no access to a refrigerator.
in my opinion, this is the only worthwhile smiley in our spanking new cache of pixellated overcuteness ----->
i need to watch some new anime. i haven't in such a long time. i actually HAVE anime that i haven't watched, but for some reason i haven't watched it yet. i've had mushi-shi 3 since my BIRTHDAY, goddamnit, and i haven't even seen it yet! this is like a disease for me. it's mushi-shi. come ON. also i've had deathnote two. but since i don't have the first one, i have a reason for not watching that one yet.
...i have too many papers to work on......
i don't know anything about the korean war and my damned army helmet is from vietnam. so there goes my chance to take up a few minutes of my presentation putting an incredibly heavy thing on my head and falling over. also, i have an english paper on Peter S. Beagle, author of The Last Unicorn, best writer ever. i found him on myspace and begged him to be my friend. no answer yet. my heart will break into miniscule fragments if he won't be my friend.
i kinda wish school was closer to being over, but if it was, exams would be here. and... i'm not ready for exams. not in the slightest.
i'm so bad. i don't study for anything except math and sometimes history, and then only the night before. including exams.
somehow though i still get A's. this is a huge mystery to me. i just wish it applied to math as well as my other subjects. math is an everyday struggle for my life.
i'm taking in-the-car driving classes with a neurotic teacher and a girl in my class who doesn't like me.

i'm shutting up now, because i think i've spewed out everything my mind can wrap itself around right now.
------->the parting glance