Writing introductions is a bit tedious so....just take a look at my first post if you want to know more....
....and if you get curious about the name of this World or my posts, check out the second one.
- Created By Sailor Nevar
Black and White 2
When I was a little girl my mother used to tell me if I was bad the penguins would come and take me away to outer space.....
....it would seem she wasn't quite lying....they're definitely in league with someone if not aliens...
...this anime messes me up so bad....why did it have to be penguins and apples?
I've started my super-fast-not-so-good-but-I-don't-care sketching again....
first Alfred (20 min? - can't concentrate b/c he's thinking of Arthur
)
2nd Alfred (10 min?...eh....the muscles of his right arm are kinda screwed up....)
first Lily (about 30 min, and given away)
super old "Yellow Girls" in grayscale so I'm not posting it officially till it's redone... (not a speed drawing either...)
The Time Discipline
I dyed my hair too dark again...I had one of those time slips I think...
They happen more often than I realize, as if the other ones of me are very busy...
Part of me still feels like I just got back from Italy yesterday, but of course that's not the case. I've been back for over a month. In just two more days I'll be 32. Thirty-two. It sounds ridiculously old. I can't seem to find any redeeming qualities about the number. I also can't bring myself to feel like it means I should be any different than I am at 31. If I haven't decided to start being "grown up" now, I'm guessing it's too late...
But at the same time...
...there's always that voice in the back of my head that worries...
...and makes me regret doing the things I like. It's not as though doing something else would have been better, just that by having done them other things have been lost or put off. Again. And again. And the regret is perhaps more about not having done those things that we promised ourselves we would. Things we had decided were important. Things we wanted to accomplish. Things that time might run out on if we're not careful.
When I realized it...by being loved, I was being washed away
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