Her Words

WARNING: Mature content dealing with relationship infidelity and insecurity along with depressed thoughts.

It was long ago,
When the love was there,
Now four years have passed,
And it's barely a glimmer.

Day after day,
I see his eyes glow,
Many fleeting emotions,
Shine deep in his soul.

He stares blankly at me,
Doesn't know what to say...
How could he? We're dull-
Doomed to wither away.

I look down at my hands,
But my eyes no longer see,
What lies before me, no...
I see only what must be.

My whole body shakes.
I know I must stand.
My knees wobble,
My mouth tastes bland...

I look him in the eye,
I know what's at stake.
My mouth forms the words...
"My life, you must take."

....To be Continued.

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This poem just came to me, inspired by many things I read about relationships gone wrong and the woman feeling she can no longer live...I feel it's wrong but it is a depressing issue.

Can't Get Over You...why??

I can't seem to get over you,
No matter what you've done,
No matter what you do,
I just can't get over you.

I still see that look,
That look in your eyes,
That look gets me hooked,
I can't help but see that look.

People tell me to stop,
"Stop caring!"
"Stop thinking he's hot!"
They tell me, but I just can't stop.

Why can't I hate you?
Why can't I ignore you?
Why is it that you're still here?
Why is your face the only one I see?
Why can't I just be?
Why is it that it's your eyes I fear?

They capture me,
make me see,
those times in your room,
when it was just...
Us.

Lies

Quit weaving all your lies
I can see the answer,
plain in your eyes.

You try, yet fail, to show a smile,
that's true to your heart,
all the while.

What I don't get, is why?
You do this, say that,
All I'm seein' is lie lie lie.
Well I have a word for you...
Good bye =D