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RIP Jeremy

A year ago today, one of my good friends Jeremy passed away of leukaemia. I couldn't make it to his mass today, but if I could I would tell him that I miss him. We all miss him.

I remember hanging out with him and our other friend Brett at school, and how I was always too busy or wasn't able to hang out with them afterwards. I won't get that time back, but we all move forward.

Brett's probably the one who's hurting the most, but he's also the one that can live on for him the most, as his very best friend and practically his own brother.

I wish those two the best today. Cheers to you, Jeremy! You'll always be freshman, even if you're technically now a senior <3

-Jenni Bean

Strep Throat and Keychains

So I've got strep for the first time in my life. Some of my friends used to get it repeatedly, but this is the first time I've had it. I HATE IT. It's like I've got angry little dragon/cat things scratching at my eardrums. My throat's so swollen that it's actually puffing up under my skin. And I wake up screaming from pain, like I'm possessed. I never get headaches, and this is ridiculous. What do you do to deal with this? All I've got is tea, Ensure, soup, and meds.

Also, you know those acrylic jewelry and keychains? They look like this:
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I know there's solid coloured ones and people make it multicoloured by layering, but these and others I've found it's more of a solid base and the image looked like it's printed on top. I want to make acrylic keychains and necklaces as presents for my friends and possibly to promote my comic at future conventions. Anyone know where or how?

-KF

It's all so...so EMO DX ~Edit~

I was playing around with the World settings and accidentally changed my tangerine background image...I miss it, I don't have the file anymore either, I edited that thing in middle school. So, my poor choice in colour scheme resulted in this. My conceited "My face is everywere!" page.

Gonna change the colour scheme soon. Hopefully =(

But here, check out the before and after pictures: link

~EDIT~
Made the background paler, it looks a lot better now.

G33K!! Chapter 1 Script Completed!!

It's 5:22am and I finally got the inspiration to finish the written draft of the first chapter of my comic. Longer than my goal of 16 pages, really it's more like 25 pages, but I was able to fit in a quick introductory battle. I like it. Hopefully you will too. The goal is to have at least 3 chapters completed by the end of Summer, hopefully leaving me time to print and bind them.

I'm tired and I'm going to sleep now. Tomorrow I'll finish the storyboarding(with stick figures and notes from the script). I'm so happy this is finally started, the first chapter is always the hardest! Nighty night.

-KF

Feature link: How I Plan and Make Comics--The Original Doujinshi-Making Process

Personal Life Rant

Usually I don't do this, but I feel like it tonight.

I get that I messed a lot of shit up between me and him last year, but he still stayed with me, and still tells me that he loves me. I know it's hard trusting me again, but I'm true and dedicated to him, and I know that trusting me fully is gonna take a long long time, and I'm happy that he's still with me, even if we don't have a title. Knowing you still say "I love you" without any sex involved feels great, and probably why I can stand not having a title between us right now. But it hurts to hear that he doesn't think I miss him while he's spending 2 weeks in Europe. I love him. I seriously screwed up before, last year, but I love him and it probably sounds stupid coming from someone just entering college. I don't care. I'll keep trying to prove that I can be trusted.

I used to not treasure my relationships before because of a guy I used to be involved with. I forced him out of my life, he was no good for me. No matter what relationship you're in, if you recognize that it's good treasure it. Treat it special, otherwise you'll end up in my mess--all because I didn't appreciate what I had right in front of me.