My name is Samantha and I usually go by Sami. I'm a total dork, crazy and random. Yeah, I'm pretty awesome ^_~
Some facts about me:
My birthday is December 21, 1991.
My parents are divorced, and I just refer to my dad as Donnie. And sometimes my mom as Sherry, depends on if we're fighting or not.
I have a younger sister and an older sister. My younger sister used to have an account on theO but she has abandoned us XD
I live in Ohio.
I'm a Christian.
I've had problems with depression so occasionally things can get a little dark here. But I'm doing much better now.
I go to an AMAZING church. I can't get there very often, but I go whenever I can.
I do not have a boyfriend as of yet. But I'm in the market ;p
I am very random. VERY. Crazy and I love it. So be prepared ^^
I like to write fanfics and random stories. I have a fanfic on my other world and it will be finished eventually, I swear!! Just... Don't hold your breath, ne?
I love music.
I've been home schooled since the tenth grade and recently graduated high school.
I have a kitty named Artemis. He's my baby and he's what helped me through my depression the most.
I babysit and I like to talk about the baby and post pictures because while I may not have the "math gene" I definitely got a double dose of the "mothering gene."
My email is [email protected] if you want to email me. Please do, because I never get email. BUT ABSOLUTELY NO CHAIN MAIL!!!

Stupid Titles, Does Anyone Even Read These?

omg that scared the freaking crap out of me!! i came downstairs to feed my bunny, and usually he tries to launch himself at me to get to the food. this morning he didn't. so i tapped on his hutch. still nothing. i thought maybe he was hiding in his little box thing, but usually i can see him and this morning i couldn't. so a million things went through my head in 2 seconds, he's dead, he's hurt, someone stole him again (which is ridiculous cuz last time someone tried to steal him he was in his outside hutch and now he's permanently inside) and i lifted the lid of his hutch and he wasn't in there. and then i remembered that my mom took him to the vet this morning and he was getting his teeth clipped. XDD yes, teeth. he won't chew to wear them down so they grow and grow and grow and he can't eat or anything. so once a month or so honey bunny gets to go to the dentist lol.
i don't know if it's version vibrant or my computer or what, but i'm having trouble getting theO to load when i log on. anyone else having that problem?
about my death note fanfic: the new chapter will be up in several weeks >_< i'm waiting for episode 25 to be on adult swim, that way i won't have spoilers for anyone who watches it on tv and not online. so if you've seen episode 25, you can pretty much figure out what's going to happen, which i found out because i found spoilers online by accident TT_TT i didn't want to know!
i tihnk i'm over-do for an allergy shot or something. i don't feel good :(
i get to go on a field trip on... um... sometime next week, i think. or maybe the week after. soon lol. me, my mom, and miley are driving down to kentucky to see the Creation Museum. my mom's been there before but me and miley didn't get to go. i can't wait i've wanted to go since it opened!!
this post feels long. but my posts are never as long as I tihnk they are, so maybe it's just me lol.
does anyone have advice for how to deal with people who keep calling you even though you told them the first SIX TIMES that they have the WRONG NUMBER? these crazy people will not leave me alone. if i don't answer my phone, they just call back later.
i should wrap this up. to the random thought!

Today's Random Thought: Friends ask why you're crying. But a best friend already has a shovel ready to bury the loser that made you cry.

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ok, so yesterday me and sherry got in a fight about my grades. which are fine. i'm passing everything, mostly C's and B's. i would think she'd be happy i'm even IN school, since i went nto the 10 grade this year planning on dropping out. which i said in small group last night and shocked everyone, it was kinda funny actually. I just don't get what her problem is, she always expects me to be perfect. i have better grades than she did in high school, i haven't dropped out, she should be happy.
changing the subject a bit, me and my best friend had kind of a funny conversation last night. a lot of guys have been hitting on her, and she keeps turning them down. she said it's so annoying, and i told her i wish i had that problem. as far as i know, no guy has liked me since that creepy kid who asked me to marry him in the 3 grade. which was like seven years ago. this might sound kind of pathetic and whiny, but i don't get why guys don't like me as more than a friend. i'm a nice person, i'm funny (according to b-chan), i'm usually nice to everyone unless they're that girl from my old school who felt the need to say very loudly in the lunchroom that i wasn't a virgin, which i am thank you very much. and i like this guy who i'm fairly certain doesn't like me back, so it's just frustrating.
does this remind anyone else of orochimaru:
and this one makes me think of uryu:
i don't like the faces. they kind of creep me out XD i do like the ninja though
i think i've done enough complaining for one day.

Today's Random Thought: I stole it, so it's mine! (Misao from Rurouni Kenshin said this. I love it ^_^)

does anyone even read these?

just wanted to tell everyone that i'm going to be calling my parents donnie and sherry from now on, because i pretty much hate both of them. that's really all i have the energy to type right now

At My Death

I wrote this a couple days ago after watching Blood+ It's from Saya and Diva's mother's point of view, as she's dieing. I apologize for any misspellings, please enjoy ^^
Disclaimer: I do not own Blood+ Darn.
Dieing is nothing like I imagined. The pain is more than I could have ever thought. Or maybe it only hurts this much because of who is killing me.
I managed to kill my sister; the only one I thought could ever kill me. My only regret is that I didn’t kill her before she murdered my chevalier. My faithful chevalier, who swore he would die for me. Unfortunately, he made good on his oath. After that, I really had no choice but to kill my sister. She wanted me dead so she could be the only Queen. I wanted her dead because she took away my best friend.
As if that wasn’t enough…
I wanted to live in peace with humans. My sister insisted that humans existed only as our food source and to create chevaliers so we could carry on our species. She thought I was crazy for believing otherwise. I always thought we could find another way to feed, without killing humans. She used my ideal to taunt me, always taking a “souvenir” from the humans she fed on. A ring, a piece of clothing, anything she could torment me with.
And now, another pain, though thankfully one I will not have to live with for long. That the one to kill me should be my sister’s chevalier… And the father of my children. Though I suppose I can’t blame him. He was loyal to my sister to the end, just as a good chevalier should be. I only wish that I could have seen my daughters before I die. I’m not going to last much longer, I can feel it. I feel like I’m going into a hibernation, but much deeper. And it never hurt like this. Ah, Nathan. Nathan is coming. What’s this? Blood… And my sister’s chevalier has fallen. I don’t understand… But I cannot dwell on it. I am slipping. My poor daughters… But Nathan is here. Nathan will take care of them. Nathan will make it right.

Sleepy... So sleepy

i'm exhausted -_- i couldn't get to sleep last night, and then with the time change... I hope I don't fall asleep during school. I do not want to have to rewind and fastforward through those stupid DVDs to find my place.
Yesterday I watched the new episode of Blood+ , which I loved, and when Nathan started talking about Saya and Diva's mother, it got me thinking. Which daughter was she most like, how did she die, things like that. So I wrote a one shot. at midnight XD so it might not be as good as i tihnk it is, seeing as how i'm kinda sleep-deprived at the moment, but i'll try to put it up tomorrow, probably. I've also got the first part of my death note fanfic to put up, which i'll try to do later today.
my mom worked last night, and she just got home. she stopped at burger king and brought hash browns for breakfast! :D i was a happy girl. but now my stomach hurts T_T
i have no tests or quizzes today. none at all. YES!!!!! that never happens!! of course, i do have a math quiz and a history quiz to make up, but still. well, i ithnk that's really all i have to say for right now. I'll try to put up my death note fanfic when I eat lunch, but no promises.

Today's Random Thought: A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you. A best friend will go up to him and say "It's because you're gay, isn't it?"