its crazy thinking about this person
this person just drives me insane
i love them
i miss them
and honestly i cant even express my true feelings
its like absolutely impossible
there are sooo many different obstacles in my way
everything
people
connections
feelings
complicated reasons
its soooo straining sometimes
every second i feel like i could spend it with them nd not die or want to remove myself
i'm just absolutely insane at this point
i wont even see them till august