So once again it’s Thanksgiving. I felt so bored today I’ve been doing tons of things on the computer including updating my sweets deco blog! It was good to finally post something there again. I forgot how much I love to talk about my crafts.
I felt really annoyed this morning, I have no clue where it came from but I was really irritated. Luckily it passed and that’s when I started doing things on the computer. I edited all the pictures I took yesterday and posted some of them on my blog and here. It’s the first of probably many projects I will do. If you didn’t check the blog out I mentioned that I’m going to deco my earphones and make some macaroon towers for x-mas. Hmm, I completely forgot to mention I took a craft trip and brought stuff including the foam cones for the macaroon towers. : Oh well, it wasn’t a big deal just things for more deco! :D
On a more artsy subject I finally started my calendar picture! I started on the tree in the picture and it was a total pain at first. I never painted a tree so I went to look for some tutorials on DA. THERE'S ONLY ONE THAT’S GOOD. I mean there are a zillion great tutorials for everything under the sun but drawing/coloring trees… NONE, or pretty much is none. There was one but it wasn’t quite right for what I’m doing. So I had to learn as I go and it’s turning out better. I’ll practice on trees more after this to learn for good. I also started on another picture of Mew Torte. She's in total flat colors and it’s the cutest thing ever. I’m going to make it my worlds design once I’m done. :3 (its about time huh?)
Cutest wip EVER
Oh, I forgot to mention before that is was snowing! Yes, we were having a white Thanksgiving. It was pretty awesome, here are some pictures.
And last but not least my I’M THANKFUL FOR LIST: (random order)
1. Sai and my patience to learn it.
2. My wonderful wonderful friends!
3. My family and pets.
4. My stupid computer because at the end of the day it does what it supposes to do…
5. My warm house.
6. My super junky room
7. My baby PS3
8. My artistic/creative ability
9. My sims 3 game
10. My discovery of sweets deco
What’s on your list? Have a happy Thanksgiving everyone!
So yeah yesterday as I was finishing Kelsey’s gift (which you should see because its totally epic) my friend Brandon came over and gave me a copy of SIM MOTHER F**KING 3 FOR THE CONSOLE.
I PRETTY MUCH EXPLODED INTO RAINBOWS AND SPARKLES.
I had the game for the PC but my computer is such a piece of crap I couldn’t really play it after like 15 minutes, most which consists of LAG. So when I saw the ad for the console I was like DO WANT. Then Brandon was like “early X-mas gift?” and I was like F**K YEAH. Then he actually got it for me and I totally love him forever and ever. Then he said he had another gift for x-mas any way and I exploded again into rainbows and sparkles. XD
The game is epic, I totally love it and it was something I wanted for way too long. So yeah if you don’t see me in a while it’s because of sims 3 and making hot male sims date each other. HAR HAR HAR.
Special shout out to Kelsey and J.C Elric since it’s their birthdays today and yesterday. I hope you guys birthday was good. Speaking of which I started the sketch for J’s picture. I’ll color it in copics because it’s addictive as well as fun.
There are other pictures I want to start and finished. The one old picture I’ll finish next is the old Mew ichigo line art that Kiro loves so much. She expressed how I should finish it before and I always said that I will or something likes that. SO YEAH EARLY HEAD UP FOR YOU KIRO THAT’S NEXT ON MY LIST.
I also have tons and tons of ideas I want to start up. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I’m going to start on the prize for Chel the bell. It’s been way overdo but I didn’t want to just scribble something out just for the sake of it. ;A;
Okay I can keep going forever but I don’t want to. Thanks for reading.
Been meaning to do this FOR A WHILE and since I have nothing important to talk about I’ll to it now.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
All of them, every single one, online and off. I thank god/universe/all that is everyday that I have them. They inspire me, pick me up, they make me dream, and they make me want to be the best person I can ever be. I love my friends.
I think the best part about my friends as a whole is that they are all different. Different styles, walks of life, philosophies, and flavors. I never know what’s going to be said or heard, that’s why it’s so exciting to post something up or have good news to tell.
When it comes to my art oh boy, friends always played a great role in that. The top on the list and my very most favorite is gifts, not receiving them but giving them. For years I notice that when ever I make a gift (drawing) for a friend its better then my normal art. I don’t force it out, or even “try” its just flows naturally. I’m always excited seeing it come together even when I’m just thinking of the possible theme of it. I can’t wait till the person sees it, I love working on it, and I feel like that much better of an artist because I feel like/have improved greatly. That’s what art should feel like, all the time, everyday. Then I was thinking not too long ago, maybe when I was working on Pudding’s B-day present about how all my gifts pictures where always better. I wondered if that still held true since I haven’t really done it in a long time. Then I thought about the concept again later on and said to myself “Yeah I still got it, this picture looks great”. I thought back on the more recent pictures I’ve made for others and said “It really is true, it never left”.
I don’t know maybe it’s my gift of gifts? I always love giving in every form but I don’t know where it comes from in artistic form, but I won’t question it. I just know that it definitely drives my passion for art and no amount of words can describe my gratitude for that alone. So thank you my friends for everything you guys done for me whether you know it or not.
I am a part of all that I have met. ~Alfred Lord Tennyson
Hey hey everyone! Here’s another update on my life! 8-D
Once again a huge update, I don’t know how to say this but… I’ve gotten my first kiss. D:
Yeah, these virgin lips have finally found another. And I would advise to take cover but seeing that this happened last Friday I know nothing bad happened afterwards. In fact what happened after the kiss was the best part of the day!
That day we hung out at the King of Prussia mall after I left school. Going to the lego store and making some bad ass cars. He tried making a tank like car while I throw my creative edge into the pits of hell making a total abomination of a car XD. All I did was piled legos on top of one another and added wheels to them, but that’s not the best part, I tiled the tower of legos so it was at an angle THEN added wheels. It was epic for sure. I made another car too that was more like a car then a wall of legos. So someone left their chick-fil-a cow toy there and I made a spot where he sit and ride in my car of future death. GOD I love the lego store. So we raced them on this ramp so we can see how epic the explosion of legos will be. My tiled tower of death didn’t fall apart as awesome as we thought which kinda sucked because I wanted to see something awesome. His wheels just popped off the bottom when it hit the end of the track. It was funny as hell. I raced my other car with the cow in it and the cow flew out of it and onto the floor. It was truly badass.
After we took over the lego store for about an hour we headed to the big borders with the love seats I would die to have in my cramped room. He read fairy tale when I read some beading and craft books and magazines. I never realized that there were so many great ideas floating around out there like that. I hope I can get an original idea that can be my trade mark product one day, but till then I shall have fun trying to find it.
Anyway after we left from the mall to downtown it started to rain and gay shit so we went into the borders there to escape the rain till it calmed down. As soon as it looked safe and we headed down towards Penns landing which has an awesome huge river which you can gawk at trash and birds. It starts raining hard again and thunder storming so we hid under a store roof thing. You know when there’s a corner and the store doors are imbedding in the corner and you can walk across in front of them to the go across instead of going around the sidewalk corner? Well if I blew some brain cells I’m sorry, some things I can’t explain for the life of me >__>.
Anyway we were under there and he the freaking gull to ask if I still wanted to hang out as well suggest that maybe cut the date short. I was like “holdup young brother, no rain is going to stop this right here!”>:C… I want my days worth of my cuddly boyfriend since I will go through withdraw of fun through the weekend anyway…” He agreed and we kept the date on. The rain let up too which was awesome because my hair doesn’t like water or moisture in general. So we’re skipping along the sidewalk when my fox senses where tingling. I felt like that we should go to the art museum steps like we wanted to do before, but since it was a bit late we decided to do it some other time. I was a bit iffy but I almost always listen to my instincts so I told him that I wanted to go the art museum steps instead.
So we turned our asses around and went the other way. So we get there and its night time now and there’s a concert going on right on the steps! I don’t know who was playing but we decided to just chill out on the huge statue that has some steps and fountains on the bottom you can sit on. MAN, were those the most awkward hours of my life. We both were clearly thinking about it…about KISSING. I mean I kissed him on the cheek last time I said good bye and he said he wanted to kiss me before on G-chat. So yeah…. The music was going and they were playing some good stuff. There were huge lights around the area so the park wouldn’t be so dark so we saw each other in some really good lighting.
We were sort of talking about it and how his first one went. I was soooo shy that I didn’t look at him much. I wanted to kiss him myself but my boldness would only come but so far with my more rational mind in control as well. Man, it was just soooooo weird, like the atmosphere was perfect, the night was beautiful, we were hearing some awesome music which some was romantic! I was cold and he had his extra hoodie so I had that and we were huddled together talking and stuff. But alas I didn’t kiss him and the concert was over and all the people were leaving the steps. I told him maybe we get up to the steps and see the awesome view and we went up to the curb to cross the street. He said that it looked like that they wasn’t going to let people up there since they have to pack everything up and stuff. So we hang at the statue some more and I said that I would kiss him once all the people left that came from the concert. But by that time it was time to leave. So we head down the steps on to the park path.
I have no clue what happened, I don’t know what entity suddenly slipped into my body, for all I knew I was in another parallel universe where I just did what my brain told me but I snapped. I snapped and said “Just kiss me already! I want to get this over with!” For those few moments it seemed like time stopped, I honestly didn’t know what the hell fell before me to say that out loud as I did. But I did and I meant it in every bone in my body. He just looked at me, smiled, and said “okay?”… I was surprised he didn’t start shaking me around to get whatever bugs that were in my head out. XD
So then I’m like “there over there!” Pointing in the darkest parks of the park where no one can see us. I didn’t want ANYONE to see us. I’m just so shy and private that I’m willing to kiss in a part of a park where a body could be buried in. So we walked down the park path were it was dark since there weren’t any real lights around and parked it on a rotted bench… Romantic. But I wasn’t in the mood to delay this any longer; I was ready to have my first kiss! So then we sat there, I wasn’t looking at him much… I expressed how this was like getting a needle or whatever nonsense I was relating this too. So then he inched up to me and finally he said you know close your eyes, so I did. I felt his face get closer to mine. I got a wee bit tense and was ready impact. Then Wham-O the bird has landed and his lips were on mine for a few seconds. I was surprised that it lasted as long as it did which were just about 4-5 seconds but I thought it was going to be those quick ones.
And like that it was over and I was rendered useless because I was speechless. I finally done it, I got my first kiss and it was from something that I cared about and he wasn’t bad looking either! So we sat there still and chat a bit. How was it? Was it as nice as you thought it was going to be he said? I couldn’t do anything but said yes, because it was. I wouldn’t give it up for anything in this world. Oh, and he also said I had soft lips hehe… He leaned in for another one but I moved my head out the way. My shyness kicked in again and I just wasn’t ready, just… So soon, I don’t know! XD… His head went down and we both laughed while I hugged his head.
So a few moments later while he was saying something fire works start going off! What amazement! Just like that it seemed like the universe was celebrating my small rhapsody of love. I got so excited because we wanted to see fireworks all summer and here at this time and place here they were! So being the big kid I am I run out into the parking lot to get a better view and yelling at him about the fireworks. He was surprised too and we held each other and watched the fireworks together. I even gave him a kiss! I was like “come here you!” ha-ha. I swear I never case to amaze myself… Anyway the fire works were just gorgeous and they were right be hide the art museum so we had an awesome view, besides the trees being in the way a bit on the bottom.
After that we went home like champions! I have to say that’s one of my best nights I ever had, may be the best ever. I came home and told my sister and mother and they were all “Awwwwwww” he-he.
So yeah, that’s the story of my first kiss beginning to end. We hung out after that too and I’m like more and more. He’s so caring and such. Wouldn’t want to give him up for anything. :3
I have to update in a more timely matter so the smaller details won’t get fuzzy and stuff. Plus I want to let people know that I’m alive even when I don’t post or comment. I’m glad everyone is taking the time to read this! I’ll post again soon.
Till then peace, love, and ramen!
I have no clue what to say.. I really don't...
The guys came over and replaced the heater and water heater for the house. I can feel warmth coming from the radiators and I could cry ;-;.
It’s been over a year since the heater was broken. SO many days of a running nose just for sitting here because its simply as cold as the outside, so many times where I couldn’t sleep at night because it was just so cold and it took all night for my toes to warm up because I need to/want to work on something on the computer, SO MANY TIMES I cried because I was so depressed, so many times where I just wanted to leave and never come back. I just wanted something to go right for a change WITHOUT a price. FINALLY, FINALLY.
TWO winters of no heat but bull shit space heaters that only heated the air around it. Oh god, it’s just so many emotions that I’m feeling right now. I can finally be warm; I can finally WORK on my shop and my pictures with out my fingers getting frost bite. I can know that I have a creative outlet besides my tiny room and desk. I can finally breathe a little easier. Yeah, food is scarce, yeah money is low as a roach’s ass but I can know I’m coming to a warm house. I can final do want I love and make money off it and make my dream career out of it. I can reach for my goal faster and stronger and not cold and depressed because I want to feel like this is an escape or a way to fix it or if I don’t I’ll lose my mind.
Oh god, I can cry but I don’t want to because I’m sick of it even it those tears are from joy. I just want to enjoy this. Such, a foreign feeling of actually feeling the house being warm and not worrying about bringing down the heater and knowing that my feet are going to be cold any way. Just, a wonderful feeling…
Just fucking wonderful. :)
Oh yeah, I just made my commissions world and posted a new picture so check it out :)
