Work Today

Actually NOT looking forward to going to work today. Thursday, when I last worked, $10 came up missing in my drawer (register). I have noooo idea how it happened. I found out Friday and called my manager and he let me know that he left a note for our GM and doesn't think I took it and the worse thing that could happen is I will get written up. I DON'T WANT TO GET WRITTEN UP! I didn't take any money to deserve to be written up! I really think it was stolen when I went to go clean the bathrooms.... I got asked "Can someone check the cameras?" NO they can't. Wanna know why? Because this place doesn't HAVE cameras to be set up. I am really really upset about this! I hate being accused of shit that I didn't even do. It's BS. :S. Im so nervous. I wanna tell them I will replace the $10 dollars that went missing on Tuesday when I get paid, but I don't want it to seem like I actually took it. I wouldn't do that! I'm not stupid. I KNOW they count drawers before and after we use them SO WHY WOULD I TAKE MONEY OUT OF IT?! SERIOUSLY! IT'S DUMB!

German Caroling

I just got done christmas caroling in German. I went with the german club (which I am the Secretary of) and we went to SIX different retirement homes.From 12:30-430. I AM TIRED! lol. It was sooo sooo awkward because we had to talk to the older people and it was so very weird because I wasn't sure what to say! And when I asked questions they didn't say much or anything. I felt really bad though because they couldn't hear very well or anything. But I am glad they enjoyed our caroling. I am going French caroling next wednesday and I am more excited about that than I was excited about today. I love German, but French is just so much more fun (to me). And the people going are more charismatic than the people who went today. haha. ^-^. Except this one girl, when we practiced carols in french, she'd be really quiet but when she would hear me sing, she'd get louder than me. She thinks she's better than everyone else and thinks she's SUCH a fantastic singer. I mean, I'm not saying she's bad, but she's not very good either. I can't ever understand her when she sings because she doesn't pronunciate her words very well. I don't think I am good at singing, either. So it's nothing like me being competitive or trying to talk big and think I'm better because I think the both of us suck! XD. Another reason why I don't like her is because she talks about how much she hates mean people and what-not but she's VERY mean! She was talking about how gross her gym class was and how she didn't want to dance with them! I was about to punch her for that! That's so mean! Anyways, Im gonna be done writing because now I have to leave the house again and go see christmas lights...THEN I have to go swimming at a hotel...THEN I get to eat pizza. Dx.

School Bleh

As much as I love school, lately it's been something I'd rather not do. I've been feeling so sick and exhausted! But I'm pushing through like a champ. Hahaha. My Geometry and Chemistry grades are getting better. I hope I can keep getting better, because I really can't fail those classes...haha. I don't work today, yet again. It's nice and it's going to suck going back because of being sick and all but I have no choice. It's not so bad, either. Right now I am trying to keep myself awake because if I fall asleep again like I did yesterday, I won't ever be able to sleep tonight. That's the worst part ever. I am debating whether I should go to church or not. I really rather stay at home then be lectured about going to hell and doing what's right and what-not. I could be here relaxing and playing Animal Crossing.lol. It's really foggy and icky outside, too...and I don't want to drive in that...in the dark especially. GAH. lol. Well I am about to go put my size 2 gauge in. I have an 8 in right now.lol. Wish me luck! XD

Do Do Do Dododododo lol

Well as for the situation with my boyfriend, he and I are over. I broke up with him. What he did was unbelievably way too far. It was just so not okay. As for my friend, things are still a little shaky. She and I have this notebook and we write back and forth to eachother in it. She has the same for her other friend. Well just recently she and I became friends so now all 3 of us have notebooks together. I have one with Kaylee. She has one with Savannah. And Savannah and I have one now. I am really happy the 2 of us are friends. It almost seems as if Kaylee is uncomfortable with the idea, but it's not that big of a deal. All 3 of us can be friends. The only tough part about it is I don't know Savannah as WELL as Kaylee does. But that's okay. She can already trust me with stuff that she doesn't feel comfortable with telling Kaylee. Eventually, I think she will tell her. I enjoy having a friend like Savannah. She gets what I mean when I say Kaylee makes some harsh comments, even if she is joking. And it's nice that she can rely on me and I am able to talk to her to make her feel atleast a little better. I don't know how well I can rely on her, but that's okay. I can manage. I mean, I have made it this far, havn't I? I'm only a little psychotic. Haha. XD.

As of late I have been really busy. Too busy to get on the computer or pre-occupied with something else. I had to work Saturday and Monday. I spent Sunday relaxing and playing Animal Crossing. I have today and tomorrow off so I can try to catch up on sleep and hopefully start feeling more healthy. I have been playing Animal Crossing non-stop since I have got home and I am getting bored of it fast. Only because it's pissing me off that I can't get some of the damn fish. I have caught a lot already. And I am paying the last debt to Nook that you have to pay. Unless he makes you pay for the statue of your character that gets made in the end. NOT SURE. I have never actually caught all of the fish and bugs, collected all of the paintings and fossils, or anything like that. I played this in 5th grade and my mom and aunt took over a lot because they enjoyed it as much as I did and ended up doing everything for me. That's how Pokemon used to be, too. Haha. XD. But I can do this sh*t by myself now. XD.

Eventful Birthday Party

Last night I went to my friend's 16th birthday party (This is the friend I have been having a lot of problems with and I don't even find a point in calling her my best friend anymore). I spent the first half hour by myself (by choice) because I was trying to put gauges in and they were helping her sister get ready for her little middle school dance. Dinner came and I am not used to eating home cooked food as much anymore (because of work and missing my mom's cooking), so I had 3 helpings of lasagna. It was delicious! But then she went and said "oink oink" and I knew she was kidding but it wasn't okay. It really got me upset. So I told my boyfriend about it. And our conversation went like this:

"Yeah, but you still went over there.." - BF

"Wow. Thanks" - Me (because Im just trying to be a good friend. I know she hasn't treated me the best but I don't have it in me to just stop talking to her completely and especially not go to her 16th birthday party)

"What else can I say huh. You didn't listen to me. I tried to keep you from getting hurt by her. And look where you're at. I mean yeah, it's a b**** thing to do, but you let it happen. Sorry babe, that's just how I see it.And you're probably thinking 'wow what an a**hole', but ya know what, i'm not going to sugar coat that situation any longer. You're stronger than that cari. Don't take shit from anyone. You don't let that one guy do anything from your work, Kaylee is not better" (He just compared my friend to a pedophile in that last sentence) - BF

I didn't reply to him at ALL after that. Yes, I came by my own choice and I expected stuff to go down like that. I KNEW she was going to treat me like crap, but I don't have it in my heart to just not show up or just turn my back on her... I am just way too nice for that. And I WASNT asking him to stand up for me or anything, I just wanted someone to talk to. My mom didn't have her cell phone so I couldn't text her about it and I couldn't tweet about it or say anything either... I just wanted to be comforted. So when he said that I started bawling my eyes out. I went to call my mom but she was busy so I ended up just going downstairs with my friend's mom to talk to her.

I have decided that there is too many problems with my relationship with my boyfriend. He lives too far away, he's not starting school until january (appearantly), he fed me a huge lie Thursday night, and he said that and he was so mean about it. He's not nearly as serious about life as I am and Im ready to go go go and get things done and go to college and do good in school while he does nothing but sit around playing video games and smoking cigarettes. :/. So I am probably going to break up with him...but I am not going to talk to him at all for now. I am way too mad and waaay too upset.

I got cheered up because we all had a frosting fight! It was so much fun! I can try attatching a picture but everytime I try to it never works.

BUT anyways, I got it the least worse because I didn't join in right away but man, were we covered in frosting. After that we played Just Dance then ate ice cream and cake and she opened her presents then we played Never-Have-I-Ever and of course, I lost...right away. XD. But then my friend started making rude comments to not only me, but the friend that she likes a lot more than me, too. So me and her friend (Let's call my friend that has been rude Francis and her friend who just moved here and likes a lot more than me uuh Lora XD). Lora and I went to Walmart to get pixie sticks and we talked and we both feel about Francis saying those things to us. She may have been kidding, but it still hurt our feelings.

We came back and we ended up being downstairs by ourselves but Francis made us go upstairs and me and Lora ended up talking until 2 in the morning and bonded. I like her now. Before, I thought she hated me and was trying to take my best friend away but it's not like that at all. And she's really really nice.

I had a good time over all, though. :3