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so i've finally found my ray of sunshine
my jacob
so strange because he's so unperfect
so strange because i'm not sure what will happen
more strange because my edward has found a different bella
more strange because i've fully been pulled away from my edward and its been afixiating trying to remove him from my memory
i dont want to forget edward
i havent tried remembering him though
but my edward is fully a ghost in my life as though he's fully disappered
my jacob is strange i feel so drawn to him
my jacob is very liberating and i feel as though around him all my emotions want to just splurrr out
my jacob has romanced me and i feel like i want to take a plunge
the only reason i am falling is because my handle my angel my edward as mierly disappered
the only reason i am falling is because the ghostly figure of my edward is so hard to bare without
the only shadow i see of him is his bella that romes around my halls
the only feeling following me with this shadow is pain and broken souls trying to repair my heart
the only feeling is sadness and i wish it wouldn't remenis
the only happiness is letting those emotions free and it only happens around my jacob
jacob i am not sure of you but you have surely free'd my soul it is merely held down by your hand waiting to pull me into a kiss
once this kiss has been complete
it is my soul to be set free
only your kiss could set me free
ok so this person i'm alwaysssss talking about lol
i'm absolutely happy that this will happen
but i'm absolutely upset i wont be able to do anything till august
but its going really well
except i dont want to be the rebound for him at this moment ehhh
yea
ok so i'm not sure
i happen to be soon seeing this guy
then i happen to still be on an old flame
i still want to be with this new flame
but this new flame hasnt necessarely been lit
and well i just felt like informing
only bc i've been writing a post like evryday
so just keeping up
oohhh like 2 three posts ago the pic with the girl looking down
i scetched it
it looks absolutely amazing 9.tailed i'm gona give it to you
sometime
thankyou =] love you all
so yea i've been putting up a post like everyday so far i think i might've missed a couple of days but yea
kinda the same thing as yesterday
this boy who i wont see until august
is well i dont think perfect but i dont think i'm like everything he wants
i know hes mainly what i want and he doesnt have any of the qualities i dislike
its extremley hard for me not to think of him like every second
he litsens to me for evrything i think its insane i must say
but when ever i think of us together
i always see how evryone else is reacting
it isnt that great
but i really cant help but feel that way about him
its crazy thinking about this person
this person just drives me insane
i love them
i miss them
and honestly i cant even express my true feelings
its like absolutely impossible
there are sooo many different obstacles in my way
everything
people
connections
feelings
complicated reasons
its soooo straining sometimes
every second i feel like i could spend it with them nd not die or want to remove myself
i'm just absolutely insane at this point
i wont even see them till august
