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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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WIP

Hey all, just showing you my latest picture wip.

I love how its coming out so far. Can't wait to get it done and show you guys! :)

In a TOTALLY UNRELATED NOTE: My birthday is coming up in TWO DAYS. I'm planning to go to Atlantic City with Brandon even though its suppose to be colder and rainy near the end of the day. (fuck you mother nature)

I have to bother my parents (REMIND MY DAD AGAIN) of this event and demand money which slightly annoys me. >:T

Magical Days!

Hey everyone, how are all of you, good I hope!

My last week has been WAY BETTER then 2 weeks ago. Very moody and angry at the world but I got past it faster then any other time so I'm really proud of myself! If you remember my latest picture "Desu Eyed Girl" that was my tipping point! Since then I've been feeling much better!

If you remember the last couple of posts, I've ordered a lot of stuff. Well, all of them came but the Arch Angel Michael cards, those will come in at the end of this month. I was SO READY FOR THEM TO COME NOW. But I have to wait till the 19th of this month, damnit. All the other stuff came and are wonderful! My gel candle and soap books are so cute and fascinating. I don't have any materials to start making either but I'm going to work on it soon.

Art wise I've been doing good. I've been practicing on my pencil shading more and realism. I want to start sketching pictures in the morning so I can tighten up that area. I've also started drawing pictures without the line art but with all colored pencils! The said picture is still have yet to be finished but I love how its coming out. Hopefully I'll get back to it so I can finally post it here.

I'm thinking about deleting my Candy Sanctuary fan page over at face book. I've been posting my blog updates there but its still very dry and I have no real desire to get it up and running. Since that requires me going around and start friending people and other things on the site. I don't like face book much outside of what's happening to the few people I actually pay attention too. The other problem was that I didn't want to have a zillion sites that I would have to keep up with so I was trying to find a solution to either let it go or not. But I caved and got a tumblr instead without deleting the fan page XD. I've always loved tumblr because of the TONS AND TONS of cute pictures people will post. If I got into a bad mood I would just look at someone's page till my anger died out haha. So yeah, if you have a tumblr add me and vice versa! :D Though it didn't solve my problem of deleting the fan page or not haha.

Oh I forgot some things! Brandon treated me to IHOP the other day. I got the CINNI-STACK COMBO, but the damn eggs didn't have cheese in them! I was so mad because I was super hungry and wanted to eat so I had to wait a bit longer. Other then that the outing was great. Then on Sunday he treated me to a mini shopping spree of snacks when I was complaining of my snack cravings. He's so sweet, my best friend in the whole world haha!

I also got my hair done on Friday and MAN does it work wonders on the ego haha. I felt so pretty (or even more ;D) and just graceful. I wanted to take pictures of myself but I never got around to do it. XD (I hope I don't sound conceded since I believe every woman should feel like that!)

Thanks for listening to my rambling once again. Thank you for all the comments and faves on everything I do! I have a special surprise that I will give to you all soon!

Take care everyone!

♥ Yours Truly ♥

This week was full of win.

It has and I'm loving it. I've gotten so much stuff from Amazon for cheap (things for one cent) it makes no sense at all. I also went on a small shopping spree over at the Asian food grocer. I did an angel reading for a friend and he gave me a 25 dollar visa gift card! I put the money in my Amazon to try to pay for the food but it wasn't "eligible". HOWEVER I used that gift card money on some new arch angel Michael cards and this godly watercolor book. FFFF the cards won't get here till May NEAR MY BIRTHDAY.

Speaking of, my birthday is next month on the 14th. I'll be *drum roll* 22! Man, time flies and I'm really getting old compared to the average demographic to this site. Maybe I should pack my stuff and GTFO over to DA like everyone else *shot*. I would never do that, leave this site. Even if I eventually move on, I will always come back here some how. This place is like my second home. Getting back on track I haven't thought of anything I should get, I don't even know what I want for my birthday. I was thinking about some really bad ass earphones, or even hmmm maybe a Wii? Wii's are uber cheap now. WAIT 3DS! Even though I barely play the DS as it is haha. So many things I could get! Brandon is planning to pay my way to a trip to New York with him and his friends. They would be lovely if it all comes together since I haven't heard about the trip itself since he told me about it.

What really made this week so bad ass was that I've gotten a lot of things that I wanted/needed. I'm getting into candles and other "bath and body" things. That's where Amazon gods were shining on me giving me some super cheap books on the subjects. One book is about the making really cute soaps and the other one is all about gel candles. When I first saw the gel candle I was in LOVE and wanted to try it myself. Actually I want to try it all! Candles, lotions, sugar face scrubs, and other products that would really enhance the look and feel of the body. I think its nice to make something of your own that's natural, especially if its for the body. Its weird though, I found myself wanting to buy more "good smelling" soaps for myself when I had not interest in it before. Now, 6 months later I'm gathering the information to make it. XD

The other things I got from Amazon for crazy cheap is a silicone casing and screen protectors for my Zune Baby (my Zune HD) for one cent each. Both volumes of the Brigadoon mangas for really cheap and the first volume DVD for one cent. I actually got the Brigadoon stuff weeks ago but I figured I should mention it here too haha.

I almost forgot about my Chocolate Mousse Cakes! THANK YOU EVERYONE that hugged and faved, I was so happy that so many people liked them! It was on the front page on the day I posted them so I was ecstatic! They were also a big hit on DA I had about 50-60 hugs within 1 or 2 days! The most I've ever gotten on anything. This pass week has been the best I've had in a while hands down. So much have happened that really makes me feel I'm heading down the right path. :D

OH YEAH before I forget, I just opened my blog shop! I can't believe I was about to forget that. I finally gotten around finishing up my cake charms and threw them up in my shop. I have other charms and rings that I'm going to put up there too. For now I just got the cell phone cake charms. Spread the word if you can haha. Also HAPPY EASTER, my family didn't really celebrate it (my mom only made ham) so yeah haha. It was good and I had an awesome day.

I'm exploding over all the things I want to talk about but I'll end it here. Thanks for reading, hugging, faving, and commenting! It really appreciate it! LOVE YOU ALL!

Take care!

livestreaming (ended)

About to live stream in 5 minutes, hope to see you there!

http://www.livestream.com/monochromerainbow

Sakura Sunday!

I went to my City's Sakura Sunday, it was quite awesome. You can go to my blog to read about it and look at some of the pictures I took there.

Here's one that I totally forgot to post. *runs off to post it*

A lot of those guys were REALLY CUTE and had GREAT BODIES. * embarrassed*