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It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
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My last day as a teenager :D

Hello all and welcome back to another page of my life! Well guys I’m sorry to say that this is my last day as a teenager..

I can no longer blame my parents for my short comings. I can’t say that school made me who I am. I can’t say that it’s my peer’s fault that I resist growing up… Its all on me now…

Yeah right, phfff… XD

Yes guys and gals my birthday is tomorrow! I’ll be 20 years closer to my death! And how glorious is that day will be! I just got use to saying I’m 19 proudly with out messing it up! But know I’m blessed with yet another number to dazzle my older peers on how young I look. Awww, how does that old fart father time move so fast?

Anyway my mom got me that god damn ice cream cake that I can hog on all week so I’m happy! Also my friend wants to take me out! :3 But he asked me where did I want to go and I’m like UHHHHHH. D:

In other fabulous news I had mock interviews in school today. Where you make believe that your teachers and staff of the school are interviewing you as if you were really getting interviewed in the real world! CLASSIC!

First I got to tell you this hilarious story on how I was 45 mins late to class because of our shitty bus system here and my amazing brain. So I fairly enjoying my first bus ride of the morning at 6:45AM when I realized that I didn’t grab the 20 bucks off my dust coated table this morning. So I was like WTF and I’m half way through the ride so I have to get off and go back home. Not to mention I was already stressed about the day because I thought I was going to suck ass. Did I mention we had to LOOK the part too. But I’m smarter then that and packed all my interview clothes in bags so I didn’t have to look I work at kinkos on the way to school.

So after I grab the monies and a couple of other things I left out on the bus again and got my breakfast (dunk’n donuts coffee). After the second bus ride I knew that I would have to wait about 30 minutes for the 125 (the bus that takes you to hell and back time wise which I love X3). So I sat down and was enjoying the weather for about a HOUR till my bus came. It was 8:50AM and class started at 9:00AM so yeah WTF septa (company name).

I always arrive at school a hour before class starts which is 8:00AM so yeah the morning went smoothly for me. But I got there and the rest of the day went fine. But I was so hungry in class that when we had break I was eating till I felt like I was going to puke. So when we was about to do the interview I changed my clothes and everyone though I looked so nice! I’m glad, I didn’t have any jewelry on so I though I would be missing some things but it came out just fine! When I had the interview, the lady I had was really impressed with my answers and the things I did like the TMM club!

I never thought that the minor things like that I do would even sound professional in an interview. But she said that I should always say things that relates in what I want to do (graphic design). It made me even more proud I started it because I know people are looking and learning from it or at least I’m hoping, the views are always going up. So yeah, that club is here to stay plus its something that I can put the things I learned in a organize format, plus its fun!

I had some of my works and she loved them too including the clay charms! I felt soo good because lately I’ve been a real downer about everything. Doing this interview had showed me much more then what I knew! So I’m going to keep staving for the things I want. I always thought I was a lazy bum that had interests that really didn’t help as far as jobs but seeing it the way she did made me think “ Hey! I do a lot and not just for myself but for others too!” So yeah I got the case of the fuzzies today. :3

And to think that this day was going to blow ass. This day turned out to be one of the best! No to mention both my class next week get pizza because of some attendance nonsense. I’m looking forward for next week. 8D

The day was fantastical and tomorrow will be too! I hope everyone had fun reading this old thing. So I wish you a good day!

Yours truly,

more of the same really :P

Hey hey! It’s yours truly with another fun filled update!

Nothing much is really happening. I’ve been drawing a little more planning to do more today. I really want to draw my old original characters and TMM characters. Looking back at the offspring series I was like damn, those designs are really good. I want to draw them again. And make more series but I have to finish up the ones I started already like the maid profiles and bios. I’ll get back into the groove again promise! I just have to work up to it haha.

I also have new ideas about aliens in TMM and other concepts. I’ll post about them today. My friend joe has really good ideas and he wanted me to make his character! I doodled him last week and he is hot hot hot. I have to post it for everyone to see. Also I decided to redesign mew blue berry Popsicle. Between her looks and her costume I can never draw anything out that I truly like so I’m just going to start fresh. I may just change her food again. Something has to be done, she driving me berserk.

Oh yeah, I went out with a friend on Saturday. It was really fun besides the fact I felt awkward through most of the day. I though I would be fine but I was sweating bullets in the inside. The class mate I was with felt the same way too, pretty funny! We went to the art museum steps the same step that rocky was running up in Philly. The view was really great we talking about mostly anime and manga while we was there. It was nice going out with a friend. Lord knows I need more haha… >_>

Hmm, did anything else happen lately? Oh, yeah I was playing resident evil 5 last week with another friend at school. It was sooo funny and awesome playing with someone else! I was shooting and punching zombies all over the place. It was really cool doing the boss round. This black blob thing was chasing us all over the place and we had to shoot it down in this gas room thing and trap it. Then push the on button so that the gas would ignite. Its was great! That’s the only time I stay after school is when my friend brings his PS3. I stay there till like 5:00PM when class ends at 1:30PM. It’s the only time I can play games that isn’t years old haha.

Did I mention I finished the world ends with you on the DS. It’s the best hand held game I’ve played since old school Pokémon. It kept me busy for weeks. And the plot is really good. Even though the ending got a wee bit confusing D:.

Alright then, I’m going to warp this up. I hope everyone is doing well. Give me a shout! Oh yeah, I’m sick of hearing about this swine flu stuff too… Just wash your hands and things you should have been doing since your were like 3 to prevent from getting a cold… I really hate the new sometimes >_<…

OMG who's that posting? D:

Howdy Howdy!

Good god it’s been a long time since I was last active here. How is everyone doing? Is everyone okay? :0

What the hell was I up too you say? Well I just met up with an old friend of mine name Joe. He’s awesome and it’s like we never skipped a beat! He’s also into business so he going to help me out with mine. He said I should wait a bit till I’m a bit establish to open the shop up and everything and should focus on networking and such. He also said I should wait to give my charms for free as prizes too, which is a bit disappointing since I really liked the idea and wanted to keep my promise. He said that early businesses go through a lot of changes so I shouldn’t be so hard on myself. Soooo I the shop will still be closed. It doesn’t matter much I don’t have the money to support it the way I want too anyway. So I guess I will just focus on more light hearted things like
my TMM stuffs and just having fun here and DA.

I’m sorry that I just stopped commenting and the like for about three weeks, I just was having fun catching up with him. He’s so fun and he is good at cheering me up when things are down! I wuv him :3

I didn’t post in any of my worlds for weeks and I’m sorry for that too. I’m going to post in it and make it come back alive again! Oh yeah and if anyone notice I just made a shugo chara fan club. I notice that I really didn’t see any so I decide to make my own if anyone want to join and post anything shugo chara related there go PM me. I still have to make a banner and stuff. So yeah….

Oh yeah, I made thrid place in "make me a male mew contest". GO ME, and congratz to everyone who won. :D

I’m backz yo.

For realz. :3

A happy post!

Hey party people it’s another yours truly update!

To first start off I’m in the new school quarter with only two classes a week. I love the new schedule; I have all the time I need to do everything I want. I also found about my grades and I passed all of them! Including the one with the really shitty teacher. I got a B in her class. So all is well in school.

Oh yeah, I’m going to have to take an extra class next quarter because if I don’t I have to pay for the one class “cap stone” out of pocket. So yeah another two day classes next quarter too. So I have to figure out which class I’m going to take over. I’m thinking about taking web design again. I really want to get into it again; it’s really fun to do. Then I’m thinking maybe flash or after effects. I never really got into flash as much as I wanted to last time and I want to learn how to animate as well.

Hmm, decisions decisions.

While I’m in the home run of my college I’ve been thinking about what I’m going to do after ITT Tech. I’ve decided to go to an art college (wow surprising). But I want to go learn the fine arts/studio arts. I really want to learn painting, watercolor, sculpture and etc. But not only that but I want to be around other artist too. What I really like about ITT is that it’s small and family like so you know a lot of the people that go to school with you. They have all kinds of personalities and interests so it’s a breath of fresh air every week. I want that in art school too. I love being at home doing my own thing but able to be around other people like now is so awesome. I never was happy in school till ITT. Its really awesome to say that :3.

So now I’m on the hunt for an art school that’s right for me. I want to learn more formal stuff but want to be able to do my graphic arts too for good measure. If I can find a school that I can chose what classes I want to take that would be awesome. There are a few open houses of art schools around my area so I’m going to make a portfolio and go to them and see what happens. I just sketched the living room area where the TV is to get a feel for perspective and stuff. I can’t wait to see what’s in store!

On other note, my sisters lip gloss business is doing good! She and my mom went in a few salons yesterday to sell some and did well. She had enough to get really nice bag for her projects. Even a salon owner wants a meeting with her this week since she wants to do make up in her store too! My logo design has caught some attention too! People really like it and that’s great. That can open the door for some free lance jobs in the future. My sister said I should make some business cards for my designs so she can hand them out as well as her own. Sounds like a plan to me!

I have been working on the mew tutorial again on and off. I’m on the part of making personalities and it can be a pain in the ass. But I’ll get through it with grace… Again :. Continuing on the same topic I did another comic page for TMM sweets collection. I have yet to ink in any of the new ones though. I will soon I know I will. I hope! XP

I hope everyone is doing just as good! That’s all for now!

Thanks for all the comments, hugs and favorites. ALWAYS appreciated. :3

Earringz and la arts >:D

Warning this is more light hearted and happy post and probably won't exceed a page.

I making some Victorian/steam punk earrings! This is the first time making earrings or anykind of jewerly and I love it! I started on the first earring of the pair two days ago. It was crash course on making earrings it took 2-3 hours to complete most of the time with spend trying to tie a bow. It was a pain in the ass because the tutorials were lacking some details but I made it through and now I can make them on the fly.

I'm now making the second one and its much easier and quicker to do. I'm just waiting for the fraying liquid (it makes the unraveling of the fiber stop and harden) to dry so I can make a bow out of that one too. After that I'm done! I'm so happy and proud of myself! I've skecthed a lot of ideas of jewerly and can't wait to try them all. The next big project I want to tackle is a brooch, braclet, and a pearl chocker. I have the house camera too so I will take picture of all my creations and post them up! I really excited about this and with my new schedule coming up I'll have more time to do stuff.

I also posted some new pictures over the last two days so check them out and give them some of that TheO love. I'm going to draw more today so watch out for more art!