THIS IS WHERE I TALK ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE AVERAGE IN MY LIFE. OR RANDOM THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I THINK SHOULD BE HERE. ENJOY YOUR STAY.

Another update

Im an idiot.

Ok i am posting this post from my ipod, so im sorry for any puncuation, grammar, or spelling errors. Um. So!

I have been online a lot since i got back my ipod. Heh. And well...i have made zillions of new friends. One of which is tuler's new gf. She is korean, and really nice! We are very close friends already. :) and me and ty are talking civil now. Yeah, i told you im an idiot. Haha.

So i dont have a huge crush on cole anymore. No, now it is ozzy. Thats short for ozland, so no, im not talking about ozzy osbourne. Ha. Oh, and i have a wife now. Yes. Im married. To a girl. Remember my ex girlfriend? The one i posted a pic of waaaay back? Yep, we are in love still, and married at current.

I have a lot of emo stuff. And i am cutting again, but its ok. I dont mind doing it now, and everyone knows i do it, so i am fine with it.

I got mad at some idiotic bitches today. They were acting like they are the queens of style and stereotype. Im sorry, but emo IS a style of clothing, and looks, just as much as it is a stereotype and/or true emotional problem. It just is. Styles and stereotypes have always been like that.

Well im on here often now, and i will try to post pix sometime...i am getting so much better at my art. :3

Loves and bye for now.

Emogrl4life

~闇姫

Summer and other stuff!

Ooookee dokee!
So.
I'm out of school for the summer after the 28th of this month. Great, but not great. I'll miss my friends.
Sadly, I might have to do summer school. Then again, maybe not. I'm not sure yet. But I'm hoping that I don't have to deal with summer school. I HATE summer school with a passion.

I have also figured something out. I know what I want to do for a profession. I want to be a professional photographer. You know, dealing with nature shots and stuff. Wildlife. I'm really good at it. I figured that out over the weekend. I was hanging out a lot with my great uncle, and he has professional cameras, and takes really good professional wildlife shots of flowers, animals, and scenery. He let me use one of his cameras during a trip to the wildlife refuge out here, and I took some DAMN wonderful pictures. I'll have to put some up when my great uncle sends out the disc of the pictures I took.

So I might be getting my sexy darling phone back. I have missed her. She was my lovely. She still is. And I will be able to text more people, now that I have more people's numbers. HAHAHAHA!!! It will be fun. Yes yes.

I'm hoping to see my brother sometime this summer, too. We have been talking a lot lately. We have grown really close even though we live far away and haven't seen one another in so long. We are desperate to hang out with each other soon.

So anyway. I've been drawing lately. The art looks pretty good, so once I get a scanner again, I'll post some art. Or try to, haha. It might even have to come from my phone, to be honest. Lame.

So I got a new pocket knife. It's...sexy. I like it. I was going kind of knife happy this morning when I got it. I kept flipping it open and then shutting it. Ha. The blade looks lovely. I'm kind of craving as of late, but I'm trying not to.

Well...I'm not entirely sure what else to write. Hmm. To any of my friends that remember me from Florida or New Jersey, ones that I was seriously personally friends with, like, that I met, if you ever want to talk to me, just PM me, I'll tell you my new house # and cellphone #.

Hope everyone is doing well. Don't be emo. Trust me. Not. Worth. It.
And don't do drugs.
Except pot.
Pot is okay.
Not harmful to people in any way, shape, or form. So yeah.
Love love.
And no, I'm not on pot.
...yet.
Just kidding.
Or am I?
BWAHAHA.
^3^
<3,
~KHAOS

Dumped off

Hey, everyone...emo trippy me is back. I got dumped by the love of my life recently, and ever since, I've been really fucked up. All emo trippy confused and pissed. I've been cutting my right wrist ever since, cause I hate living right now...my fucking theme song is probably "Never There" by Cake. It fits my ex. I'm pissed off, too, cause my friend asked out a guy I broke up with cuz it felt like incest. She asked him out acting like she was me. So now I'm dating him again, and I don't want to be, but I don't want to hurt his feelings, either. I still love my more recent ex SO MUCH. And I'm dating my ex-girlfriend again, who is dating my recent ex. So I'm really tripped out. I don't know what to do anymore. I hardly eat, I've been cutting, I cry a lot, and I wish for death a lot now. I want him back. He was my life...he was the only thing that kept me going and kept me happy. Now I'm dead. His theme song is officially "Heartbreaker" by Pat Benetar. Ya. Well...bye for now, or maybe ever.
~TsUmI~

Possible FOREVER Leave

Hello everyone. It is me, Tsumi. I wanted to tell you all that, should I stop responding for 2 or more months, I am no longer alive. So don't get freaked out if that happens. And don't worry. I'm still debating suicide, so no one, including me, even knows if I'm going to kill myself yet. Please don't get mad at me anyone, it'll only make things worse for both of us. Let us hope I don't do it.
~Tsumi~