Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

i am apparently a zombie...yes...sad really T-T

I HAVE RETURNED!!!!!!! BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

*cough* anyways...

Despite having returned, i still won't yet get any new art up for a little while yet. I'm currently still getting back into things after not being able to doodle at all cause i was sort of not eligible for graduating and needed to be but NOW i am done and have graduated from high school! HAHAHA

I also returned from ACEN in Chicago a little bit ago!!! It was quite exhausting, but I had a great time!!! And certainly a slap in the face after my first con was such a really small one. I cosplayed Saya from Blood+, unfortunately it wasn't until when i was getting things packed into the car and heading to change when i was recognized by one person. ONE person knew who i was the entire time, at least only one person said anything to me. Though i was asked a few times for pictures! ^-^ That made me happy! Although one person was an older male dressed as a woman speaking with a high pitched voice...0,o though not really a weird thing to see at a con. Also i probably disappointed people when they asked me...i didn't really pose or anything..i just didn't know what to do!! So i just stood and kinda smiled...ehe...anyone who has done this who can give me tips for the future, i would greatly appreciate it!! T-T

here are a couple pics, all were taken in our hotel room after the con was over, we were so in a daze and hurring through to do things that we got NO pics other than at one panel we were at and they were not in focus at all XP..sorry my full body one sucks, it was the best of the costume but not great of my face..plus we had TERRIBLE lighting.

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Authentic with the watch there, eh? ehehe

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my friend and sister with me, horrible lighting and pic, but best of the two i have...
my friend is Haruhi from Ouran in the lieelt known Ouran middle school uniform when they are sneaking into the elementary..and my sister is Haine from the manga Gentlemen's Alliance Cross, she is in a "winter" council uniform.

BUT OH!! i remember, i do have a few Kagome doodles from like...i don't know a month or two ago? I just never got a chance to get them up with all the sudden rush of busy-ness! I may get those up sometime then but otherwise, still nothing until i get some old things done. Soooooooo...hopefully i can finish old artquickly and start some new things started!!!! I have so many ideas!! It's like a back up of inspiration and creativity, hehe ^-^ I might put up some WIPS or something too since i'll still be dead for a while longer. Hmmmm...

Ah, yes and for those who read my stories, the views for which have darted up drastically, i love you all for that and have come to inform you that i have FINALLY gotten back to writing!!!!!!!!!! Currently i have only gone to The Catalyst but i will get to Tewoeklon soon. I had a HUGE plot line and antagonist breakthrough during my work for my art final project (which i never got to, ahem..0-o). So i will certainly get cracking as soon as i can! I'll be sure to make an update on Conduit. Also, me and my naughty ways, i have gotten about two new story ideas over the last few weeks or so. I heart them but must not do anything!! *holds head* so hard not too...one is REALLY not like me, well because of the charater type, it's still fantasy. Ahhhhhhh....well that's all i think!

Love you all my darlings!! *huggles*

My mother never helps me lift the whale!

I decided that due to so much going on, I simply had to come and post about it all! Oh, uh, my darlings...^-^

HA. So i'm sure many of you have noticed my sudden leap into the world of wallpapers lately. And that is due to coersion from Mero, but I do enjoy making them and hope to do more once I get caught up on my drawings a bit! SOO MANY TO DO! But i'm so thankful to the 3 subscribers I recieved from starting wallpapers! I soooo appreciate it!

I have, however, gotten my drawings updated a bit though! I have three of five drawings done, the other two are in progress. And yes, I have started Auxvita for you Avarice!! He pissed me off a bit last night but I got him to cooperate mostly....though his hands are still non-existent as they bugged me greatly. But I have big plans for the drawing, I hope it turns out they way I've invisioned it! ^-^

OH and Avarice I'm soo pleased for the drawing you did for me! ^-^ here it is for anyone interested! Her work is so unique and great!
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Now for writings. For the Catalyst, I have finished chapter seven and it's revision and chapter eight has been finished and sent to Mero...who will have it edited after the accursed 4H work....DARN YOU!!!!!! *shakes fist* Then, i will put up chapter seven sometime today, so look for it! Tewoeklon still hasn't moved as I said it wouldn't until I reached the pausing place of The Catalyst. ^-^ Thanks to all who read my stories!!!
EDIT!!: Chapter Seven is up!!!!!!!!!!

Since I have finished getting all that information to you all, I now wants foodies. I haven't contemplated what I want much, but I think that I may have some spaghetti...for it is yummy to me^-^ And after that has been devoured muchly, as I am known to eat a three person helping, I will get to work on Auxvita! And he best be obediant this evening.

Toodles than!! ;P

"...like having an onion fall on your head or your head falling off at an awkward moment...&quo

Sooo this is my SECOND time writing this darn post...stupid thing.

Anyway, I'm here to say stuff and things in regards to my various works as I am a goober when it comes to posting updates here...well anywhere actually if you know of my other sites. Hehehe. ;P

Now then, for writings! I have gotten chapters four and five of The Catalyst put up in the time between my last post (I believe)! Which is always nice for those who actually read it^-^ Especially since the other night I wrote chapter six! Fastest I have ever written a chapter lately. In other story related news, Tewoeklon chapter four has been started but I have yet to get back to it though. Silly, silly me :P Oh, yes and before I forget, I will be putting up chapter five of Blade for those who still follow it. ^-^

In doodleland, I have currently 3 in progress drawings...soon to be 4 actually. Hehehe^-^ because i'm a stupid person really. HA. Yeah. Other than that though I have one finished one, a SessXKag fanart. First one actually, which is sad considering it's my favorite InuYasha pairing. You'd think I would have gotten around to it at one point...alas I have sucked too much I think. ^-^ Two of my in-progress drawings are from The Catalyst, another is one I STILL haven't completed for someone at my school. The last one of those four will be for my friend AvariceTears! She gave me a lovely comment and in it was mentioned drawing her character. So I thought, why not! So soon I hope to have a drawing of her character Auxvita in my style with my funky background work similar to how I did my drawing Simple Pleasures . Let's hope things all get done!

In the realm of me, my first vacation is going to be coming up next week. I'm not sure if i'll have any wifi where I am...I think I will but i don't know. I'll just have to find out when I get there! My next one isn't until august, although I don't really know whether i'll have any wifi there either. Sadness really. :P But things will work themselves out one way or another. YEAH FUN ME TIME!

Why are you so adamant on eating my various potted plants? They are my only friends!

TA DA! Low and behold a brand new post for you to read! So be happy. BE. HAPPY. ^-^

Sooooo here I am with news of funness.

Ok I have two chapters finished, The Catalyst chapter five has already been finished, sent, edited, and sent back to me for the revision...which I have yet to do though. Hehe. ALSO I have finally gotten around to working more on Tewoeklon chapter three and last night (technically very early this morning) I finished and sent the chapter to my editor, Mero (MerokoYui4). I'm so glad that I got back to that story, I missed it and i'm happy I was able to delve into it again^-^ Yeah, woohoo! I hope to write some more relatively soon.

EDITS: Chapter four of The Catalyst is up and ready for reading!!! I have also recieved and revised chapter three of Tewoeklon as well! HAPPYNESS! I should be getting done with chapter five of The Catalyst's edits right after this!--which I did!! ^-^ I also put up chapter four of Blade, eventhough it's discontinued I thought what the hell...OH! and I decided to put up chapter three of Tewoeklon as well! So YEAH!

In my little corner of doodles, I have not done a whole lot at all -_-. I still have a commission drawing that I need to finish for someone at my school...which is out(has been for a week now)...0,o hehe ^-^ So bad am I. Then I have a work in progress as well; otherwise all the ideas I have for drawings are still swimming around in my brain waiting for a release. Poor littles possibilities!

Oh and lucky you in the world of the true existence of me, I have decided to have my ears pierced again! I is excited. Unfortunately the place we were getting it done, no longer does cartilidge piercings, which I thought so, however their sign says otherwise...freakin sign... -_- Anyway, I was able to get the other one I wanted though. I got a third piercing on my right ear and will get a cartilidge one on my left ear, however I can;t do that know until my 18th birthday in september. The is mostly because the place my mom likes, a parlor, does not pierce or tattoo anyone under 18 years of age. Kinda annoying but yeah. I don't to much, it's only a few months. ^-^ Plus my mom knows the people there and they know her, she has three tattoos...soon a fourth once we get some more money for stuff like that. Hehe, yes my mom is seriously awesome.

WOW, don't you people feel so special and fuzzy to know that about me! Cause you should. You should. Yes, yes. Mmmhmm.

EXCITMENT THEN, HUH!? well....yeah that's really all I have to say....yup...yeah.

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