Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
i have no life. i need a life.
y can i no has life? T_T
at least my house has food again.....ahhss, le sigh! *sluggish flailings around of bonelessness*
have this shiny shiny vid to ease your pain knowing of my cold, mustachioed shell, which of course causes you terrible terrible terrible inner traumas of woeful despair...but this..this shall begin your slow healing process:
soooooooooooooooo, friday morning i was subjected to the experience of wisdom extraction
yes, you thought correctly dear minions, i am now no longer a bearer of wisdom teeth, i am without the toothy sagacity that one will later spend their entire lives trying to achieve once more, growing out the long beard and mustache for the stroking and twirling whilst in thought, eventually reaching such a maximum amount of inner power with which you can regrow your oral bones
HOWEVER
i seem to have been given the magical power of minimal to no pain whatsoever, merely the occasional dull aches... it would seem, though unsurprisingly of course, that my immense awesometastnicity has counteracted the normally imminent doom of continual days of oral agony, BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA >:D
Bow down to my power! Flail your limbs as my wondrousness fills your body!
the only downside that i cannot avoid regardless of my greatness, is the stomach clenching hunger which cannot be satiated due to my still withheld ability to eat normal foods...and therefore i have been living on milkshakes and water since the morn of surgery and i am certain a few more days shall pass before i can eat much food food... my mastication desires are saddened…SO FULL OF WOE *dramatically puts hand to forehead* although, due to the fact i have been sleeping most of the time, i have not been awake too much to experience the starvation pangs as of now *nods*
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WELL, now that my current life change is out of the way, i have something else to announce! YES, what is that strange statement you read? it is something for which announcing is relevant! :D
*ahem* i do believe i have mentioned before that for a while now i have been obsessively enjoying watching youtube videos of people playing the game minecraft--if not, then there you go, i have told you and you feel special--...because yes, i am one of those pathetic creatures who watches other people play games XD
for a long while i was maintaining my denial of wanting to actually purchase it as i am not particularly fond of computer games...all those keyboard combinations to know, blehblehBLEH >:U but, happening to get my friend merokins into the fascination with the game, she began to urge me into buying it with her so that we could play together and epically fail at our noobness, therefore, WE BOUGHT MINECRAFT!
we have only been playing for a bit more than a month now, and as we often get into the fleeting desires to be some of those awesome people online who do things that are popular amongst the masses, although us likely becoming the ones nobody will ever care about, but we want to do so anyways cause maybe who knows not really yeah...and, after this small amount of actual play, we decided to go ahead and try to start making our OWN youtube vids of us playing the lovely minecraft! *obnoxiously disturbing dance*
things are still a bit slow and bugs are desperately needing to be worked out, but we have begun and it shall hopefully become more interesting as time progresses, and we figure out the sound issues which are often turn offs to any potential watchers *nodnod* yesyes indeeds
Having told you of this joyous addition we have bestowed upon the virtual world, i link here the first two parts! they aren't overly great and sound quality fluctuates a lot, but tis a beginning, a thing with which all must endure!
NOW, LOVE THEM! LOVE THEM LIKE YOU MEAN IT, and like the video, comment, view it actually ON youtube—you know, i will just give the URL link and you shall have to make the effort to click it in order to see the vids...doooooo it--...make us feel important in the most minuscule manner possible o 3o
Since i said i was back, i figured i should go ahead and be saying why i won't have anything up for a while still…despite the previously ranted documents thing. *blahblahblah*
That reason being, i am 99.999999999…% sure i am getting a new, personal scanner for Christmas as it was the only thing i actually wanted--plus i spent hours searching for one that wasn't over a thousand dollars and specifically told my dad *cough*-- …i don't really ever WANT things, i usually just say things i still need for this or that, or just money and gift cards for whenever i am needing to get something. i'm weird like that i guess *shrug*
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaahhh, a scanner just for me *dances obnxiously* easier, quick access, and the secret reason…so i can post any naughty stuff XD when you scan in things they are automatically always there every time you scan in a new thing…like a, history listing but you can't delete them. i have a great relationship with my mom, and we are both perverts, but even still there are things you just don't thrust in your parent's face. Like yaoi drawings, or sexy, naked men drawings..which are often one and the same.. or something. >:3
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways…just be sure to expect an onslaught when i do scan things in, as well as several..several outdated seasonally themed ones, and then some others too... yesyes. *nods*
Thursday morning: i am eating ginger snaps, the less fun brother of gingerbread cookies. Makes me want gingerbread cookies. *nomnomnom* i need to get some gingerbread dough. Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. i am considering stay awake and mysteriously decorating the house a bit(inside of course, i am no house climbing piñata-----no, i don't know what that means T 3T) so far that looks like the plan seeing as it is 6:33 am and i am watching a movie, looking at webcomics, writing this, eating cookies, you know…those active things not associated with getting ready to go to bed. Hmmm..i need more water.
not Thursday morning: Sooo, yeah, that stuff never happened...the staying awake to do things i mean. i decided to go to bed cause i was tired and mother was home sick again anyways..and stuff. i then proceeded to sleep through the rest of that day. No Thursday for me! *evil laugh of evil* now it is Friday morning, and I am again writing on this journal post that I didn't end up posting yesterday eventhough that's when i wrote most of it.
Last night i dreamt about being in someone's giant home that had--for some reason-- a personal grocery store thing…and i got foodies. ^ 3^ i bet it's because our house has no food. No. Food. Sad thing is, i didn't eat any of it in my dream...WHY SELF WHY!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! *mourns shiny uneaten foods of my sleeping night*
Now i am going to post this. To no one. Cause no one reads these. Hehe. i know i'm sad T___T
Oh, if anyone read my last post, i give you a cookie *hands prettiful big cookie..with only one bit of lint on it--flicks it off* now if you DIDN'T read it, then NO COOKIE FOR YOU! D:<
don't forget to grab your complimentary cucumber on the way out --should your soul be wicked that is C:<
i finally get around to doing what i need to and i get rammed in the face with a brick wall of more problems.
a freakin, thick wall of stone crushing my skull...it's like...you finally make it across one road of a highway only to get hit by a speeding truck at the threshhold of the next T_T
i have always known life likes to screw me over as a hobby, but it's horribly upsetting to a messed up person such as myself to make progress at being better, or trying to be better really--which is very difficult for me, you have no idea--, and not only not get any results above baseline--which would have been fantastic-- but to have them tank into the vacuum currently making it's job to suck up everything i am working towards...
sigh...
i know it's not a huge deal really.....and i won't and don't honestly take it as such...i'm mostly just ranting in frustration of the moment...
sighsighsigh...
and the worst part of all............................................THEREISNOFOODINTHISHOUSE...IAMSOHUNGRYRIGHTNOW DX
like that kind of hungry were your stomach hurts and you can feel it up in your throat, begging for sustinence.....
i will be forced to resort to cannibalism soon it seems..and in that case i must then part take of my sibling, for i'm sure she is very nutritious...
life...you may have cut off my limbs but i shall come back...and bite your damn legs off...cause that's how we black knights roll T 3T
I decided that due to so much going on, I simply had to come and post about it all! Oh, uh, my darlings...^-^
HA. So i'm sure many of you have noticed my sudden leap into the world of wallpapers lately. And that is due to coersion from Mero, but I do enjoy making them and hope to do more once I get caught up on my drawings a bit! SOO MANY TO DO! But i'm so thankful to the 3 subscribers I recieved from starting wallpapers! I soooo appreciate it!
I have, however, gotten my drawings updated a bit though! I have three of five drawings done, the other two are in progress. And yes, I have started Auxvita for you Avarice!! He pissed me off a bit last night but I got him to cooperate mostly....though his hands are still non-existent as they bugged me greatly. But I have big plans for the drawing, I hope it turns out they way I've invisioned it! ^-^
OH and Avarice I'm soo pleased for the drawing you did for me! ^-^ here it is for anyone interested! Her work is so unique and great!
Now for writings. For the Catalyst, I have finished chapter seven and it's revision and chapter eight has been finished and sent to Mero...who will have it edited after the accursed 4H work....DARN YOU!!!!!! *shakes fist* Then, i will put up chapter seven sometime today, so look for it! Tewoeklon still hasn't moved as I said it wouldn't until I reached the pausing place of The Catalyst. ^-^ Thanks to all who read my stories!!! EDIT!!: Chapter Seven is up!!!!!!!!!!
Since I have finished getting all that information to you all, I now wants foodies. I haven't contemplated what I want much, but I think that I may have some spaghetti...for it is yummy to me^-^ And after that has been devoured muchly, as I am known to eat a three person helping, I will get to work on Auxvita! And he best be obediant this evening.
