Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
sorry i am always popping in and out all the time, my lovely minion dears *pets slowly*
lately i have been in a rather annoying art slump.....it's evil and not in a good way... T -T
so i have been attempting to doodle little random nothings in order to get through it as best as i am able in my own weird way, and those are likely going to be the things that i will be uploading for a bit now...and a few of those have been posted too, and another is coming in a bit *nodnod*
be sure to check them out!! ...seriously...do it...do it....DO IT... OHMYGOSH, WHY AREN'T YOU DOING IT?! D:<
here is one, she is so adorable, just look at her dorky face...LOOK AT IT AND KNOW ALL
*pops lips* sooooo yurps, that is what's going down in the realm on my side of the interwebs...hopefully i can kick this slump, because it's really hindering my doodling........so many WIPS...needing so much love....dying all alone.....
such le sigh i have, my darlings...such le sigh...... -____-
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oh, and i am still going to get those old The Catalyst chapters up, i have just been a slow potatoe........yeah i spell potatoe with an e, what of it? HUH?! I AM A REBEL OF SPELLING AND GRAMMAR!!! I SPELL DEFINATELY WITH AN A, INSTEAD OF AN I !!! YEAH, WHAT OF IT??? THAT'S HOW I ROLL MAN!!!
yeah - 3-
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to lighten your obvious woes at my annoying propensities, have this marvelous piece of greatness
i know, i know.
you've all been suffering from severe withdrawal due to my lack of existence
well, i assure you, it is not because i hate you, no, i hate you for different reasons ha, kidding o Do..no seriously, i am o-o
i am just me, which as my brainwashed minions you would all know, and/or, not even notice either way as you are too lost in thought of my greatness, or pineapples..or..ketchup..
i do, however, sincerely apologize for my tendency to vanish off the face of the interwebs...i do not mean to hurt you, and i hope your shrines continue to have my face o 3o
ANYWAYS, i came on to say a little random nothingness, just to say hey, i still exist, i am working on things..kind of..and yeah...hi there mah minionizzles.....i should really stop trying to do that o-o
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behold the not so epic tale of a not so fascinating moment of my failness
*ahem*
as per my usual self, i am quite fond of keeping my laptop files organized and neat, with complex systems of folders within folders within folders, etc.
so every now and again i go into my file tree and do some cleaning, as i am near constantly adding new images, plus there is the occasional double--or triple--which needs to be removed and/or measured up to the other(s) to see which is best; and then at times i must do some hunting to find the artist of images i have obtained--primary from tumblr--which did not have a source, however, despite the fact i dont just post these images and tend to use them personally, i still prefer to have the name so that i can properly title the work in my folder and for that 'just incase' i should ever use it i shall have the correct person to credit *nod*
well, i decided to do this tonight, for i had added several lovely sebciel pics and knew i recognized some but wasnt entirely sure enough if i had them or not...and thus began my tangent off into file workings... this can also lead to more additions due to jumping down one rabbit hole than another, though i do make my way back, but with more images for arranging XP
i have just now finished doing another round of this organization, mostly my images files, mostly 4 main folders in particular--i say main because the 'main' folders have folders within folders within folders...so there were many folders worked in, but overall most of what i did was in the four 'main' ones rather than a complete item overhaul--
all this took me 7 hours...SEVEN HOURS...
...there are times when this OCD and perfectionism thing i have going on can truly warp reality for me...actually...that happens a lot..a lot........but..anyways...
after all this time, the only bit of anything left in my mind is that i am so hungry voraciously right now...
i was going to eat the shake i had in the freezer whilst watching some of my youtube vids, however it is now 7:30 am and there is no time left for ice cream -____-
EDIT: it is now 11:50 am...i cant sleep, and even if i could i would only get about three and a half hours (from when i first intended, which was 10:15, now it is just a little more than two hours) as i have to shower and do all that post showering things that i do, since i apparently have a doctor's appointment at 6 pm and i am currently several days unshowered, and you can only go so long before it is blatantly obvious how disgusting you are......LE SIGH *flails wantonly in a puddle*
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i felt i had to share this with my world of nobody because it was an immense weirdness, one of those peculiarities which cannot go unspoken
i have no life. i need a life.
y can i no has life? T_T
at least my house has food again.....ahhss, le sigh! *sluggish flailings around of bonelessness*
have this shiny shiny vid to ease your pain knowing of my cold, mustachioed shell, which of course causes you terrible terrible terrible inner traumas of woeful despair...but this..this shall begin your slow healing process:
haven't been around much...not an unusual thing here of course, but true of most places *nod* i still lurk and come on everyday but i don't necessarily do anything but look at what's there and move on to the others before starting my working processi(yes, i LIKE to plural things for no reason with "i", seems more attractive to both the mouth and ear T 3T)
i FINALLY, like SO FINALLY, started my two necessary online classes and since i really haven't altered my sleep schedule like..at ALL, as i was hoping to try to, i tend to have most of my waking hours spent with working, brief periods of not working are generally spent doing something relaxing or completely different to clear my brain of the class nonsense. plus, admittedly, i probably do some of the lessons slower than necessary..i can't say for sure HOW i manage that, but i do o-o ..yeah..*shrugles*
sooooooooooo, i am working on my stuff for this week, and since i had been spending the last two weeks sleeping through at least one day of the week, not doing much the others, and then staying up from early friday morning to saturday night...and i just can't keep doing that, it's going to kill me or something i am sure. to try and purge this a bit, i wrote down the lessons i MUST do the day in the week in my calendar rather than what i generally did of writing in what i DID do that day, or a slash for doing nothing T__T i did that plan of action creation last night after deciding to not do more math and instead make a crochet thing for my mom whilst watching one episode of Undercover Boss that i hadn't seen and then rewatching episodes of I Survived... which i as i said had seen but not for a while sooo, some of them seemed newish in a way kind of maybe not really sometimes and ended up being awake till around 9am or so finishing the thing i was making my mother XP i am SUCH a dork buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttt i already know that and it seems even though everytime i make a little crochet creature i take a decent while, i always think i will be able to get done in just a a few hours..not like...five o _ o ANYWAYS that isn't important, just that i "wasted valuable working" time notice i put that in quotes, because it's a sugective phrase...as i would not consider it wasted, all of my time is valuable o 3o AHA *sniff* well so, get to the point i started this whole post for.....
i am starting my econ stuff, which eventhough i have had projects in i've managed to get them all done when starting a bit into the week given, but i get to the first lesson of the oh, five or six lessons to get done by saturday by midnight...and it is, no joke, A FREAKIN RESEARCH PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A. RESEARCH. PROJECT. D:<
i know i chose the accelerated pace chart, with the intent of getting done faster, since MY (hours of work spent on) arranged and personalized schedule according to the given time charts wasn't ALLOWED *eyeroll* yet the one i sent in for geometry WAS...stupid stupidness T 3T
luckily, at least, it isn't something that requires long indepth writings or any of that nature, just some basic answer these questions with minimum one-two paragraphs and present in some fashion (i am doing a blog, again, did it for another project) the one thing that makes it just...evil..it would be okay before...but no..the last required part...is to have...a stupid freakindamnWORKS CITED PAGE!!
EEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *runs in wild foaming circles of insane stupidity, pulling out hair, throwing rocks at bystanders, stealing celery, liking everyone's ice cream before they get too*
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...nah, i am just annoyed :/ but all that sounded WAY more interesting..and entertaining, and funny...i like humorous, it makes me giggle. ...........no, i know, you're surprised. but don't worry i have already had just under a gallon of ice cream(yes, if you are taking in the fact i lick one ice cream per person...that is, a LOT of ice cream) and so i must wait until i digest before going insane again, for the humor, as i don't want to throw up on you. HA, no, i just don't want to lose my icey cream bounty >:3
goodbye for now, watching Aliens 2 whilst working on fixing up some econ related word documents to prepare them for being printed and filed accordingly
no, no this post has nothing to do with goobers, naners, peas or the wizard of oz...i actually don't like all of those things, with the exception of bananas, which are awesome for both consumption and humor :D
no, i am just here to say i am putting up art very slowly but surely...right now i have some gaia avie arts i have been doing for friends on gaia, a lot because one day i hope to open an art shop there and i need samples *nod* but also because i like giving things to friends ^ 3^ i'm just so wondrous that way XP
i'm sure you have all been missing me terribly...it's alright you few, i am breathing.
this is completely random, but anyone watch that show Hoarders: Buried Alive on TLC? i find that very intriguing...i enjoy it. partially form the psychological standpoint but it's also cool to see the before and later on images, of how people progress in their cleaning and who is still not fully accepting of their issues. *nodnod* i doth like. OH and those ones they also have, the collection obsession and the freaky addictions...more psychological related shows but very fasinating to see the things people collect, in an almost hoarding fashion as well as the things people become addicted to doing or eating or having with them, etc. then on a completely different scale yet same channel is the wedding shows, like Say Yes to the Dress, both normal and atlanta, the four weddings is okay, oh bridezillas--different network but same category--. Those are fun, mostly i like the Say Yes, because i enjoy seeing all the wedding dresses ^-^ i like wedding dresses, i hve always liked dresses like that i just don't wear them because i don't have the body i want nor the money or reason to have something like that. so it's fun to see all the different types, plus then the people can be interesting too...some weirdos and annoying ones always poke their heads into things.
a pointless mention i feel need to shout after this, any show in any way related to new jersey is a bunch of mindless, spoiled, garish crap that should not exist. these people do not deserve this recognition for being ignorant, cheap, sluts. the things people are doing lately with television is sad. and movies are just constantly being redone versions of ones already made and anything original seems to be bashed. i feel like the worlds intelligence is slipping T 3T*shakeshead*
well...that is my daily contribution to tangent ranting on the interwebs...i'm sure the populace of earth is better for it - 3- yes yes indeed.
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now...i want ice cream. why can't it be a growing substance? just go out and snap off a carton of ice cream from your garden? tsktsk nature and your short comings! *shakesfist at sky*
