Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
that's right, it's me, be gladdened by my being *takes a stance for optimum basking in of*
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anyways, now that you have had sufficient time to bask, i bring the news
yes, i have been MIA some more, i told you i would be, you were warned, get off my back GOSH
unfortunately this art slump is STILL kicking my butt and as immensely displeased as i may be, it refuses to vanish, such a jerk really T 3T i have managed a few sketchy pieces, totaling seven, of those five are merely profile sketches of some oc's of mine, one is a total mess which i just recently put up, and the last is a chibi of one of my gaia avies...cause i need a new signature doodle since i am changing my avie soon *noddums*
i still need to get five of those pieces scanned in though, takes time to do that many; i intend to do a few tonight, hopefully i will manage the last four profile doodles...which leaves me the gaia chibi the next night, i hope...mmmhhmmmmm yesh yesh indeed *stands with deep and fixed gaze upon nothing, stroking my stylish stache that i don't have but i pretend i do even though i can't actually grow one because i am female, but as a dapper lunatic i of course must have one*
oh, also, i am going to get those The Catalyst chapters updated and up eventually...however, i admittedly forgot where i left off before...probably only got up the first two, maybe, i don't know...do you know? who knows, nobody? eh, whatever, i'll figure it out..or something... have faith my minions *pets*
here's my crappy doodle, check her out, do it my darlings, dooooooo iiiiiitttttt
i know, i know.
you've all been suffering from severe withdrawal due to my lack of existence
well, i assure you, it is not because i hate you, no, i hate you for different reasons ha, kidding o Do..no seriously, i am o-o
i am just me, which as my brainwashed minions you would all know, and/or, not even notice either way as you are too lost in thought of my greatness, or pineapples..or..ketchup..
i do, however, sincerely apologize for my tendency to vanish off the face of the interwebs...i do not mean to hurt you, and i hope your shrines continue to have my face o 3o
ANYWAYS, i came on to say a little random nothingness, just to say hey, i still exist, i am working on things..kind of..and yeah...hi there mah minionizzles.....i should really stop trying to do that o-o
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behold the not so epic tale of a not so fascinating moment of my failness
*ahem*
as per my usual self, i am quite fond of keeping my laptop files organized and neat, with complex systems of folders within folders within folders, etc.
so every now and again i go into my file tree and do some cleaning, as i am near constantly adding new images, plus there is the occasional double--or triple--which needs to be removed and/or measured up to the other(s) to see which is best; and then at times i must do some hunting to find the artist of images i have obtained--primary from tumblr--which did not have a source, however, despite the fact i dont just post these images and tend to use them personally, i still prefer to have the name so that i can properly title the work in my folder and for that 'just incase' i should ever use it i shall have the correct person to credit *nod*
well, i decided to do this tonight, for i had added several lovely sebciel pics and knew i recognized some but wasnt entirely sure enough if i had them or not...and thus began my tangent off into file workings... this can also lead to more additions due to jumping down one rabbit hole than another, though i do make my way back, but with more images for arranging XP
i have just now finished doing another round of this organization, mostly my images files, mostly 4 main folders in particular--i say main because the 'main' folders have folders within folders within folders...so there were many folders worked in, but overall most of what i did was in the four 'main' ones rather than a complete item overhaul--
all this took me 7 hours...SEVEN HOURS...
...there are times when this OCD and perfectionism thing i have going on can truly warp reality for me...actually...that happens a lot..a lot........but..anyways...
after all this time, the only bit of anything left in my mind is that i am so hungry voraciously right now...
i was going to eat the shake i had in the freezer whilst watching some of my youtube vids, however it is now 7:30 am and there is no time left for ice cream -____-
EDIT: it is now 11:50 am...i cant sleep, and even if i could i would only get about three and a half hours (from when i first intended, which was 10:15, now it is just a little more than two hours) as i have to shower and do all that post showering things that i do, since i apparently have a doctor's appointment at 6 pm and i am currently several days unshowered, and you can only go so long before it is blatantly obvious how disgusting you are......LE SIGH *flails wantonly in a puddle*
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i felt i had to share this with my world of nobody because it was an immense weirdness, one of those peculiarities which cannot go unspoken
THAT IS RIGHT MY MINIONS! I, the one and only me, have done...*pause for effect*THINGSSSSSS!
i went ahead and put up a few more of my little works, there is a newer one too, so we are closer now to the most recent!! *dances obnoxiously with a rather attractive bowl of mashed potatoes*
anywho, most of the are just character concept sketches of some of my own characters *nod* one is of a character from one of the stories i posted some of in a world on this site; however that one has gone through many changes and most of what is already written will be scrapped for redos since the evolvements of the story and characters *nodnod*
there is one bleh sesskag sketch, i do have a ton that i mushed into a sesskag sketch dump but it is so big i don't want to put it up here; so instead here is the link to the dump on my deviantart :3
enjoy all the crap for now, i will do more bundle posts soon...oneday we shall reach a time when i have things that are current with my ability at the time..one day *looks off longingly*
Incase you haven't already seen I have two new drawings up, one from yesterday the other from today. They're nothing special, I just wanted to say what's what in the doodle world since I was posting. Also I wanted to know whether you think I should put up this one Blade drawing I did a little while back? It's ok and all, but Ookawa ended up looking WAY WAY WAY to much like Cross from my Empty Sound (because I hadn't drawn her since three or four style changes ago) and Roiyaru just didn't look right to me. At all. So if any of you think you really want to see it just say so and I'll put it up later.
And, the weirdest thing happened to my site. Ok, it really wasn't all that bizarre but it was incredibly unexpected. Now you think it's something major don't you? But it's not so don't start hyperventilating over nothing. I came on today and I had 164 views for Infinity (here) and 44 views for Conduit my other world. Infinity jumped up over one hundred to one hundred and twenty pages views and Conduit around twenty I think. It's really, really weird. But I have no new guestbook comments, or subscribers, or subscriptions, or views on my art. It's just so random. I'm confused:P
Anyway, just telling you things. Yes, I know you love them but I have to go now. Bye, bye^-^
