Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
..no, shhhhhh shhhhhhh....i didn't mean that *pets intensely* you know i love you darlings, you know it......*whispers*you know... > 3<
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Anyways! I decided to pop up to announce that i have been contemplating changing my avatar!! :O Yes, i realize that is a tiny, random, not really worthy of mentioning change, however i wanted to say something about something. It also shows my existence and i have been trying to be better with assuring all of ye that i am, in fact, alive.
I suppose i also felt this could be worthy of a post because i so very veryVERY rarely change my avatar here, or anywhere really. When i find something i like i tend to stick with it for a good long while. That actually applies to nearly every aspect of my life. o-o For example, I own several articles of clothing, wear only a few constantly, and some of them have holes in them--the two pairs of shoes i wear regularly both have holes and are falling apart--but i still keep and wear them all because i heart them and they are technically in tact. Plus some aren't things i actually wear outside...often...
Okay enough of my sloppiness.
*ahem* Ever since theOtaku had its huge overhaul and got rid of myOtaku, i have had a total of TWO avatars. Yup, two. And now i felt like it was time to change, not sure why, but i just did and so i am going with the flow of my feels. One should always flow with the feels. Unless it is about things that could get you arrested, then you probably shouldn't. First you need to make sure you won't get caught, THEN go with it.
For a long while i maintained this site as one where i show my love through imagery for my second OTP, sebciel--sebastian and ciel from the anime kuroshitsuji--which you no doubt noticed considering the theme of this little world of mine. They have also been what my two avatars featured since the myOtaku change. HOWEVER, i am considering having a sesskag avatar. I will likely be altering my age-long maintaining of avatars and instead trying to have new ones a little more often, so i will likely switch between the two, or maybe even have some OTHERS. GASP! OH MY! WHAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY?! I know, i know, it is a daring and unexpected announcement from your beloved leader, but never fret, i have not been possessed nor infected with parasites that alter my very nature. I was sure to lock the cage more securely this time.
Since my decision I have been working on a few sesskag avatars that had been lingering sadly in my files, unloved and yearning to be used, and i feel like since i have done so, one of them deserves to be shown. Some i have actually done a lot of work on. Why do some people make the weirdest color changes on things? I mean, Sesshoumaru isn't orange, why is he orange? *eyeroll* No idea... Currently i am debating between several, some i have done stuff too, and some i haven't touched and just simply have. ... GAH! What shall i do, sweetlings? WHAT SHALL I DO!? IT IS SO HARD TO PICK!!!!!!
There are nine that i am contemplating, which i CAN cut down to four i think...but of those four, three have at least two versions to choose from--cause they were ones i messed around with--...so it seems as though there are even MORE choices to be made....
UUUGGGGHHHSSSSSS WHY SO HARD?!
and being a llama just makes it harder!!
As the title of this brief update post states, i have put up the final two profile sketches i had!! WOO!!!! So no worries, you needn't endure them any longer *pat* Though i know you obviously liked them still...right? RIGHT? I hope so...
While this is still an update on that, i wanted to take a moment to vent a little upset i felt in regards to a recent development on my deviantART account. Since i began uploading again i lost two followers, then gained one, then lost one; oddly enough while in the interim of not posting anything i gained a few, and now that i have gotten back to it i suddenly lost three.
Of course i am not going to stop posting these types of pieces whenever i have them, it is MY account and i will post what i want, however it still saddens me that the three that left may have done so simply because of this. I obviously enjoy my art for myself, but i also like to know others enjoy them as well. And while ups and downs of followers is not new or uncommon on any of my accounts anywhere where such a thing can be done, this particular instance just sort of bothered me simply because of what i just said. Not posting-> i gain some, then start posting again-> i lose some. It is a bit of a minor blow to oneself.
Now, in all honestly, it does not bother me immensely, and i do not begrudge whomever it was that left, it was their decision and everyone has their reasons. But regardless of those realities, the slight nudge is just a current irk within me.
Yeah...well, anyways! All that cerealness aside (yes, i meant to say 'cerealness'), back to the topic at hand!
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Uhhh, actually, that is pretty much it...o-o
Whelp, stay tuned my sweets, for there is more stuff to come!! Hehe, it's like i'm a channel...you love to watch my channel, don't you ;3
the christmas eve and day have now passed, and i hope you all had a lovely time of it, doing things and stuff and thinking of me because that is the way obviously; if you don't celebrate christmas, but some other holiday, or perhaps none at all, then i hope it was an enjoyable holiday/few weeks for you also ^-^
i have nothing really to say again, because i hath been too busy to do much honestly, but i felt i should say SOMETHING since holiday stuff.....and sooooooo...have another video from the same guy because i like his stuff plus i rewatched it recently, so therefore it is latched in the brain of me...it is also vaguely christmasy..in that the set is christmas themed....yeah, that's it o-o
sorry i am always popping in and out all the time, my lovely minion dears *pets slowly*
lately i have been in a rather annoying art slump.....it's evil and not in a good way... T -T
so i have been attempting to doodle little random nothings in order to get through it as best as i am able in my own weird way, and those are likely going to be the things that i will be uploading for a bit now...and a few of those have been posted too, and another is coming in a bit *nodnod*
be sure to check them out!! ...seriously...do it...do it....DO IT... OHMYGOSH, WHY AREN'T YOU DOING IT?! D:<
here is one, she is so adorable, just look at her dorky face...LOOK AT IT AND KNOW ALL
*pops lips* sooooo yurps, that is what's going down in the realm on my side of the interwebs...hopefully i can kick this slump, because it's really hindering my doodling........so many WIPS...needing so much love....dying all alone.....
such le sigh i have, my darlings...such le sigh...... -____-
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oh, and i am still going to get those old The Catalyst chapters up, i have just been a slow potatoe........yeah i spell potatoe with an e, what of it? HUH?! I AM A REBEL OF SPELLING AND GRAMMAR!!! I SPELL DEFINATELY WITH AN A, INSTEAD OF AN I !!! YEAH, WHAT OF IT??? THAT'S HOW I ROLL MAN!!!
yeah - 3-
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to lighten your obvious woes at my annoying propensities, have this marvelous piece of greatness
soooooo...i have a few things to mumble at you all because i felt i should reassert my presence as not dead as well as fill all you delicious minions with new information to add to your lists of me . u .
topic numero uno --not to be mistaken with the pizza or game--
**ignore my ugly fingers XP **
the last few months I have been making a lot of these little crochet hearts, they are easy and cute, and keep my fidgety hands busy whilest i watch things; perhaps one day i shall get a few more pics of those...
anyways, this particular hearty i made as a valentine's gift for one of my dear friendlekins, who DESPISES valentine’s day…so, of course, i sent her this purple heart o 3o <3
after i had taken these, i did decide to sew in a loop of yarn at the center dip of the heart bumps so that it could hang for i knew that she would inevitably loose it in the chaos of her room, but i then spaced on taking a picture once i finished it T - T i can sense that you are likewise feeling the pain as this oversight, never fear, someday, after extensive and costly therapy, you shall be able to move on...but only with the help of heavy medication *nodnod*
Now, this pattern is NOT MINE!!! It belongs to Pepika.com where i found this adorable thing ^-^
….granted, i very rarely can seem to get it exactly like the instructions, so i ‘add lib’ as i go XD sometimes they look pretty nice, as i believe this one does, and sometimes…eh…not so nice *cough* now, i do know it is hard for you to understand that i could be so minutely incapable of perfection, but do not worry, that aforementioned therapy will allow you to come to grips with it, yesyes *nods like a thoughtful bearded rabbit*
subtopic numero uno --again, stop thinking this is pizza for playing, that would be messy and ruin the tastey wonders of the pizza--
following along with the prior crochet talkings, i have another current piece for, in fact, the exact same hooman being :U subdue your amazement for me to continue...
as hard as it may be for you minions to believe, this is the first headband i have made in years, therefore the reason it looks so much bigger band-wise, seeing as my stitches have become much tighter since that once up on a time the band does not stretch nearly as much and so had to be larger to fit properly *nod*
she is particularly fond of cats, an immense love that borders on creepy and off putting at times... but she is my dear friendlekin and obviously must be off her rocker in order to be able to withstand my sparkling insanity o 3o
this is why i tried to do a cat-like image for the decorative feature of the head piece, i am not that fond of how it turned out --calm your panic attack-- however she seems to adore it and whence she slips it on her brain case it will surely imbue her with the magical power of my marvels *throws legos like confetti*
el topico numero doce..o --STOP THINKING OF PIZZA!! >:U --
several nights ago i was working on doing some more character concepts for two OC's of mine which had yet to be given a face, and as i made the small circles for where i wanted to put the eyes... i. could. not. stop. myself. from seeing this face ' o 3o '
thus, i added a temporary little pair of duck lips and took a pic in order to amuse my future self, something i am sure you unwitting followers take much enjoyment from, so i shall take a moment of silence for you to bask
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relatively sufficient now? excellent excellent.
now, of course, it is even more humorous due to the fact such a small, goober face is on a clearly masculine and not cartoony figure…at least, this would be my opinion to myself... *nods to nonexistent, yet still quite dapper, mushroom on my shoulder*
but i must regretfully inform you all that this once marginally decent bust turned into a mess of horrid ugliness that i cannot in all consciousness, and a little less consciousness, show any living being without suffering physical turmoil... -___ -
oh, hush hush my lovlies, no need to get your panties depicting me in a bunch, these things do happen with such sketchy pieces and i let it flutter past me as much as possible...yes, indeed, yes yes..yesssss T 3T
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that is all for the time being my dears, and so, i leave you with this glorious gif to soothe your woes and grow your mounting destabilization of common sense and sanity :D
