Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
Remember when i said i had been intending to post a post about updating and stuff?
Yeah, it was in my last post. You remember? Good, good.
Anyways, here it be.
So i wished for you all to know that i am still working on things, as i have said numerous times before, it is all just slow...very...freaking...slow...ughs T-T My slowness is a curse, save me my darlings, save your beloved leader.
Here are some things i am working on currently--they are both sesskag related: ---
They link to the tumblr page i posted the WIP(s) on *nod*
I have several other pieces, both fanart and original that are either complete but i am not ready to get up yet, or incomplete and need to be finished--mostly hands and shading...i take soo long to get to those things sometimes -__-
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I have also been doing a great deal of writing lately, which has admittedly been taking up a lot of my 'free' time. Also on friday i shall be leaving for a week of vacation, though while on it i do intend to try and doodle/write, regardless. We shall have to see how much of that actually occurs though...
Here is Part Two, because of the stupid reasons as i mention in Part One below...T 3T
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Choice Six:
Original- 1- 2- 3- 4-
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I think i may cut out Choices Four and Five; and Choice Six is the one i am having the most decision troubles with. I realize you sweetlings may hardly, if at all, see the differences in the some of the multiple version choices, but i do and the slights are ones i see well and are stuck with choosing from.
Whelps, anywho, that is what i am in the middle of...then the stupid images had to be stupid...it's like there is an image limit. WHY, WHY....JUST...WHY...DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I POSTED AND DELETED THINGS!? SERIOUSLY!?
UUUGGGHHHSSSS!!!! WHY EVERYTHING SO FRUSTRATING AND HARD?!
As the title of this brief update post states, i have put up the final two profile sketches i had!! WOO!!!! So no worries, you needn't endure them any longer *pat* Though i know you obviously liked them still...right? RIGHT? I hope so...
While this is still an update on that, i wanted to take a moment to vent a little upset i felt in regards to a recent development on my deviantART account. Since i began uploading again i lost two followers, then gained one, then lost one; oddly enough while in the interim of not posting anything i gained a few, and now that i have gotten back to it i suddenly lost three.
Of course i am not going to stop posting these types of pieces whenever i have them, it is MY account and i will post what i want, however it still saddens me that the three that left may have done so simply because of this. I obviously enjoy my art for myself, but i also like to know others enjoy them as well. And while ups and downs of followers is not new or uncommon on any of my accounts anywhere where such a thing can be done, this particular instance just sort of bothered me simply because of what i just said. Not posting-> i gain some, then start posting again-> i lose some. It is a bit of a minor blow to oneself.
Now, in all honestly, it does not bother me immensely, and i do not begrudge whomever it was that left, it was their decision and everyone has their reasons. But regardless of those realities, the slight nudge is just a current irk within me.
Yeah...well, anyways! All that cerealness aside (yes, i meant to say 'cerealness'), back to the topic at hand!
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Uhhh, actually, that is pretty much it...o-o
Whelp, stay tuned my sweets, for there is more stuff to come!! Hehe, it's like i'm a channel...you love to watch my channel, don't you ;3
oh my sweetest darling dears...
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now, i most certainly do realize it is late in the day, but midnight has not yet passed and so this posting shall be applicable; enjoy my moment of relatively timely wishing upon you of dayness that is this one
and therefore...
HAPPY DAY OF HEARTS AND CANDY AND BLOSSOM PLANT CREATURES AND OTHER CRAP <3
i am aware many are not fond of this little holiday, or prefer the nice alternative of singles awareness, or perhaps yesterday's parks and rec inspired galentine's day... HOWEVER some do enjoy it, even if ironically, and it also makes for a decent excuse to post something and revive the fact i still exist despite the loss of scanning abilities; if i had them i probably would have posted something somehow valentine's related...i even had one in mind that would have been nice, though it is more sweet and romantic, but, whelp, that can't happen *le epic sigh* it's okay, i know you are sad as well, but we shall push through this >:C
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have this valentine's short of a humorous nature, made by the classic and beloved Overly Attached Girlfriend on the best of days for her particular brand
enjoy my ever so sweet minions, you know i love you <3
Alright, you can cease your excitement, for i tricked you. Now that i've ensnared you with my clearly devious trap, you shall go ahead and continue reading. Yes. You shall.
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Bleghs, my dears... -____-
I do apologize for the lack of things going on, i have been having technological issues again...you wouldn't believe the ones actually. It is literally absurd yet disturbingly expected due to my evident lack of luck.
Any of you who have read these silly things, which of course you do because it is mandatory, but anyways, do you recall my postings about computer and laptop issues? Well, guess what. Nearly those exact problems have returned just in time for the new year! Isn't that just fabulous? Is it not the most wonderful turn of events to ever occur? I know that's what i think. What else would i think about it? Obviously.
No. No. I totally lied. I am sure you couldn't tell that i was lying, but i was. It's okay. I know you're mad, but i think you will survive. Don't quote me on that though. Because i am probably lying about that as well. Not sure.
Well then, much like before, my laptop has started randomly restarting for no reason i know of. It is not quite the same as before, there is no specific reason i can recognize coming up when the report that i understand practically nothing of appears, though i suspect it could be a similar one that plagued me back at the later part of 2013. So far it has done this five times, the last one was literally a few hours ago. All this has re-inspired a grand amount of paranoia about loosing my files, so i have backed up many things quite a few times...in fact, every time i add or edit anything i move it over to my flash drive. I cannot lose things or i will die inside. And then where would you all be? I know you can't live without me. *creepily pets*
Along with that, the monitor of the computer i use for scanning and editing my drawings has returned to not responding. Which is marvelous. Now i cannot scan anything. And this lack of ability to scan has rather put me off of working on, well, anything... So i have thusly not been working on much. I do have a few doodles, just doodles, and i think only one of them i will even be putting up here and dA, one i might but i don't know yet, and then the others are absolutely NOT APPROPRIATE for this site and i would never get away with on dA. But they will go somewhere *cackles* ;3 Everything else though has been put off because of the underwhelming sense of productivity that has come on with this recent turn of events.
I wish this had not occurred, it rather ruined my attempts to complete many of my waiting WIPS. But of course that would happen. I cannot make goals for myself without them being sufficiently dashed. Sigh..................
i know not when things may start working correctly, or if they shall simply die and leave me to mourn. You all should prepare a delectable sacrifice for the technology overlords in the hopes that your leader may be saved from this chaos. This is a chaos i do not need, nor want. My preferred chaos does not damage my laptop. That is a big no no.
Anyways....that is what's going down in my realm. Thought i should give an update here since there isn't much of any in my art.
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sooo...have this to ease things, i suppose...cause i post these things all the time now apparently... o-o
and, no, it's not funny, but it is adorable and touching and has a cow
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