Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
I STILL CANNOT SCAN THINGS
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I AM LOSING MAH MIND!! YOUR BELOVED MASTER IS LOSING HER MIND!!!! LOOK! LOOK AT MY MIND!
THERE ARE FREAKIN SQUIDS IN THERE! HOW THE HELL, MINIONS!?
Alright, you can cease your excitement, for i tricked you. Now that i've ensnared you with my clearly devious trap, you shall go ahead and continue reading. Yes. You shall.
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Bleghs, my dears... -____-
I do apologize for the lack of things going on, i have been having technological issues again...you wouldn't believe the ones actually. It is literally absurd yet disturbingly expected due to my evident lack of luck.
Any of you who have read these silly things, which of course you do because it is mandatory, but anyways, do you recall my postings about computer and laptop issues? Well, guess what. Nearly those exact problems have returned just in time for the new year! Isn't that just fabulous? Is it not the most wonderful turn of events to ever occur? I know that's what i think. What else would i think about it? Obviously.
No. No. I totally lied. I am sure you couldn't tell that i was lying, but i was. It's okay. I know you're mad, but i think you will survive. Don't quote me on that though. Because i am probably lying about that as well. Not sure.
Well then, much like before, my laptop has started randomly restarting for no reason i know of. It is not quite the same as before, there is no specific reason i can recognize coming up when the report that i understand practically nothing of appears, though i suspect it could be a similar one that plagued me back at the later part of 2013. So far it has done this five times, the last one was literally a few hours ago. All this has re-inspired a grand amount of paranoia about loosing my files, so i have backed up many things quite a few times...in fact, every time i add or edit anything i move it over to my flash drive. I cannot lose things or i will die inside. And then where would you all be? I know you can't live without me. *creepily pets*
Along with that, the monitor of the computer i use for scanning and editing my drawings has returned to not responding. Which is marvelous. Now i cannot scan anything. And this lack of ability to scan has rather put me off of working on, well, anything... So i have thusly not been working on much. I do have a few doodles, just doodles, and i think only one of them i will even be putting up here and dA, one i might but i don't know yet, and then the others are absolutely NOT APPROPRIATE for this site and i would never get away with on dA. But they will go somewhere *cackles* ;3 Everything else though has been put off because of the underwhelming sense of productivity that has come on with this recent turn of events.
I wish this had not occurred, it rather ruined my attempts to complete many of my waiting WIPS. But of course that would happen. I cannot make goals for myself without them being sufficiently dashed. Sigh..................
i know not when things may start working correctly, or if they shall simply die and leave me to mourn. You all should prepare a delectable sacrifice for the technology overlords in the hopes that your leader may be saved from this chaos. This is a chaos i do not need, nor want. My preferred chaos does not damage my laptop. That is a big no no.
Anyways....that is what's going down in my realm. Thought i should give an update here since there isn't much of any in my art.
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sooo...have this to ease things, i suppose...cause i post these things all the time now apparently... o-o
and, no, it's not funny, but it is adorable and touching and has a cow
sup mah minion home bros *gang sign* *suddenly attacked by a roving band of interracial gangs bent on destroying my self esteem with hurtful comments...also with large blunt objects*
sooooooooooooooo...i have started getting up my very backed up pile of doodles, right now most are old and meh ones, but soon there will be newer pieces for ye all to rub your eyes on in glorious reverence to me *flails gaily*
NOW BE GONE AND STUFF
YEAH o 3o
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oh, and so my merokins doesn't murder me, we have started doing minecraft vids that don't suck as much as the first ones...so then, here is the link to our youtube channel --> MissGamingGal
go there...love it...have inappropriate dreams about it..tell your friends..tell your enemies...throw sticks at your loved ones...yes...yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss * 3*
you can completely ignore those minecraft vid links, that series is over...it was terrible and didn't go over well to begin with XP
my merokins got a new, better, bigger computer and we are getting a new server from a different host *nod* one that is widely known among the minecraft community and from the looks of it is the only one which has mods/plugins available... and we terribly need the teleport mod T_T mero keeps running off and getting lost and/or dying and respawning in the middle of nowhere and we spend most of our time trying to find eachother rather than being able to record, and by the time we do something happens with her computer and i have to leave as the server is hers, and upon returning all we had done is partially not saved..... -___- so.freakin.annoying.
SO, we shall be having a new series soon, with much better quality--we hope--
it shall have a fun and eccentric texture pack, and a few mods i should think yes *nodnod*
therefore, my minions, if you are minecraft obsessed as i, your leader and master, then you should check it out...whenever it occurs..AND when it does, i shall of course inform you as i have nothing else better to do o 3o
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in other, not as shiny news, i still have not yet scanned anything in AND have not been drawing much as it is...instead i have been minecrafting like the dork i am X3
i know i need to scan and lick the paper with my pencil, but i am such a moron, you know that things will continue to be generally slow...
BUT, i have been writing more than usual, nothing of the stories which i posted here and those shan't be restarted and rewritten and worked until much later yes, but fanfic related things will hopefully begin shaping and similarly, whenever those are begun online i shall tell all of ye faithful ones *pats affectionately*
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and now i frollic off, to continue with my ritualistic site checking, and hopefully after that mero will have gotten the server made, uncertainties, it is more difficult to do than the one we already made *strokes chin sagacously--I CAN MAKE UP WORDS, DO NOT QUESTION ME*
perhaps shall draw some tonight...may likely write, as i must awaken earlier than usual..hmm hmmmm *wanders off*
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okay, i give in, here is something awesome, cat, and window related...how i spoiler you T 3T
soooooooooooooooo, friday morning i was subjected to the experience of wisdom extraction
yes, you thought correctly dear minions, i am now no longer a bearer of wisdom teeth, i am without the toothy sagacity that one will later spend their entire lives trying to achieve once more, growing out the long beard and mustache for the stroking and twirling whilst in thought, eventually reaching such a maximum amount of inner power with which you can regrow your oral bones
HOWEVER
i seem to have been given the magical power of minimal to no pain whatsoever, merely the occasional dull aches... it would seem, though unsurprisingly of course, that my immense awesometastnicity has counteracted the normally imminent doom of continual days of oral agony, BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA >:D
Bow down to my power! Flail your limbs as my wondrousness fills your body!
the only downside that i cannot avoid regardless of my greatness, is the stomach clenching hunger which cannot be satiated due to my still withheld ability to eat normal foods...and therefore i have been living on milkshakes and water since the morn of surgery and i am certain a few more days shall pass before i can eat much food food... my mastication desires are saddened…SO FULL OF WOE *dramatically puts hand to forehead* although, due to the fact i have been sleeping most of the time, i have not been awake too much to experience the starvation pangs as of now *nods*
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WELL, now that my current life change is out of the way, i have something else to announce! YES, what is that strange statement you read? it is something for which announcing is relevant! :D
*ahem* i do believe i have mentioned before that for a while now i have been obsessively enjoying watching youtube videos of people playing the game minecraft--if not, then there you go, i have told you and you feel special--...because yes, i am one of those pathetic creatures who watches other people play games XD
for a long while i was maintaining my denial of wanting to actually purchase it as i am not particularly fond of computer games...all those keyboard combinations to know, blehblehBLEH >:U but, happening to get my friend merokins into the fascination with the game, she began to urge me into buying it with her so that we could play together and epically fail at our noobness, therefore, WE BOUGHT MINECRAFT!
we have only been playing for a bit more than a month now, and as we often get into the fleeting desires to be some of those awesome people online who do things that are popular amongst the masses, although us likely becoming the ones nobody will ever care about, but we want to do so anyways cause maybe who knows not really yeah...and, after this small amount of actual play, we decided to go ahead and try to start making our OWN youtube vids of us playing the lovely minecraft! *obnoxiously disturbing dance*
things are still a bit slow and bugs are desperately needing to be worked out, but we have begun and it shall hopefully become more interesting as time progresses, and we figure out the sound issues which are often turn offs to any potential watchers *nodnod* yesyes indeeds
Having told you of this joyous addition we have bestowed upon the virtual world, i link here the first two parts! they aren't overly great and sound quality fluctuates a lot, but tis a beginning, a thing with which all must endure!
NOW, LOVE THEM! LOVE THEM LIKE YOU MEAN IT, and like the video, comment, view it actually ON youtube—you know, i will just give the URL link and you shall have to make the effort to click it in order to see the vids...doooooo it--...make us feel important in the most minuscule manner possible o 3o
