Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
Alright, you can cease your excitement, for i tricked you. Now that i've ensnared you with my clearly devious trap, you shall go ahead and continue reading. Yes. You shall.
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Bleghs, my dears... -____-
I do apologize for the lack of things going on, i have been having technological issues again...you wouldn't believe the ones actually. It is literally absurd yet disturbingly expected due to my evident lack of luck.
Any of you who have read these silly things, which of course you do because it is mandatory, but anyways, do you recall my postings about computer and laptop issues? Well, guess what. Nearly those exact problems have returned just in time for the new year! Isn't that just fabulous? Is it not the most wonderful turn of events to ever occur? I know that's what i think. What else would i think about it? Obviously.
No. No. I totally lied. I am sure you couldn't tell that i was lying, but i was. It's okay. I know you're mad, but i think you will survive. Don't quote me on that though. Because i am probably lying about that as well. Not sure.
Well then, much like before, my laptop has started randomly restarting for no reason i know of. It is not quite the same as before, there is no specific reason i can recognize coming up when the report that i understand practically nothing of appears, though i suspect it could be a similar one that plagued me back at the later part of 2013. So far it has done this five times, the last one was literally a few hours ago. All this has re-inspired a grand amount of paranoia about loosing my files, so i have backed up many things quite a few times...in fact, every time i add or edit anything i move it over to my flash drive. I cannot lose things or i will die inside. And then where would you all be? I know you can't live without me. *creepily pets*
Along with that, the monitor of the computer i use for scanning and editing my drawings has returned to not responding. Which is marvelous. Now i cannot scan anything. And this lack of ability to scan has rather put me off of working on, well, anything... So i have thusly not been working on much. I do have a few doodles, just doodles, and i think only one of them i will even be putting up here and dA, one i might but i don't know yet, and then the others are absolutely NOT APPROPRIATE for this site and i would never get away with on dA. But they will go somewhere *cackles* ;3 Everything else though has been put off because of the underwhelming sense of productivity that has come on with this recent turn of events.
I wish this had not occurred, it rather ruined my attempts to complete many of my waiting WIPS. But of course that would happen. I cannot make goals for myself without them being sufficiently dashed. Sigh..................
i know not when things may start working correctly, or if they shall simply die and leave me to mourn. You all should prepare a delectable sacrifice for the technology overlords in the hopes that your leader may be saved from this chaos. This is a chaos i do not need, nor want. My preferred chaos does not damage my laptop. That is a big no no.
Anyways....that is what's going down in my realm. Thought i should give an update here since there isn't much of any in my art.
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sooo...have this to ease things, i suppose...cause i post these things all the time now apparently... o-o
and, no, it's not funny, but it is adorable and touching and has a cow
Soooooooooooooooooooooooo...the other night, in one part of the many dreams i had, there was a moment when i dreamt that i got onto this account and over half of my subscribers had left me! D: now i am not the egotistical type, in fact i am rather self depricating, but still! what on earth could have happened that so many peoples would leave me at the same time!! D:
twas a strangeness indeed, one i didn't actually recall until after i was going through my sites and came on here and seeing i had the same subscriber amount it reminded me of teh dreamy thing.
other things and stuff have been buzzing around my life, my sister recently graduated from high school...it merely reminds me of how it is over two years(getting closer to three) since i graduated and still i have not managed to get my footing into normal life. -___-
but good things are about, i have managed to weave myself into my writing again, which pleases me...i have gotten maybe half of my written notes from the laptop chaos into documents either new or already existing. *nodnod* and with this i have written a bit for a few of my fanfic stories. i re-read the few pieces i had written for an old SebCiel story i had in mind, i actually kind of liked it regardless of the editing necessary. i initially decided that i would never continue what i had in mind for it, but upon reading it again..i think i may try to figure something out with it. granted, since i had just started writing and did not take down notes on the story line, i don't remember it so much..kinda like a spotty memory of some life experience, images and flashes but nothing definitive. don't know when i would get to that though! XD i did write some on another two SessKag fanfics of mine, nothing big, but a little since the inspiration was there from the note inputs.
i really have got to hook up my scanner...i have so many arts that need to be scanned in, lest i drown in the growing numbers DX ..stupid self.....T 3T
whelps...just thought i would update whoever..or whatever seems to keep coming here...(i have gotten not quite 300 views since my last post or two o-o...what is up with that?)
