Sup minions, how goes things?
Yeah whatever about you, this is about me.
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..no, shhhhhh shhhhhhh....i didn't mean that *pets intensely* you know i love you darlings, you know it......*whispers* you know... > 3<
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Anyways! I decided to pop up to announce that i have been contemplating changing my avatar!! :O Yes, i realize that is a tiny, random, not really worthy of mentioning change, however i wanted to say something about something. It also shows my existence and i have been trying to be better with assuring all of ye that i am, in fact, alive.
I suppose i also felt this could be worthy of a post because i so very very VERY rarely change my avatar here, or anywhere really. When i find something i like i tend to stick with it for a good long while. That actually applies to nearly every aspect of my life. o-o For example, I own several articles of clothing, wear only a few constantly, and some of them have holes in them--the two pairs of shoes i wear regularly both have holes and are falling apart--but i still keep and wear them all because i heart them and they are technically in tact. Plus some aren't things i actually wear outside...often...
Okay enough of my sloppiness.
*ahem* Ever since theOtaku had its huge overhaul and got rid of myOtaku, i have had a total of TWO avatars. Yup, two. And now i felt like it was time to change, not sure why, but i just did and so i am going with the flow of my feels. One should always flow with the feels. Unless it is about things that could get you arrested, then you probably shouldn't. First you need to make sure you won't get caught, THEN go with it.
For a long while i maintained this site as one where i show my love through imagery for my second OTP, sebciel--sebastian and ciel from the anime kuroshitsuji--which you no doubt noticed considering the theme of this little world of mine. They have also been what my two avatars featured since the myOtaku change. HOWEVER, i am considering having a sesskag avatar. I will likely be altering my age-long maintaining of avatars and instead trying to have new ones a little more often, so i will likely switch between the two, or maybe even have some OTHERS. GASP! OH MY! WHAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY?! I know, i know, it is a daring and unexpected announcement from your beloved leader, but never fret, i have not been possessed nor infected with parasites that alter my very nature. I was sure to lock the cage more securely this time.
Since my decision I have been working on a few sesskag avatars that had been lingering sadly in my files, unloved and yearning to be used, and i feel like since i have done so, one of them deserves to be shown. Some i have actually done a lot of work on. Why do some people make the weirdest color changes on things? I mean, Sesshoumaru isn't orange, why is he orange? *eyeroll* No idea... Currently i am debating between several, some i have done stuff too, and some i haven't touched and just simply have. ... GAH! What shall i do, sweetlings? WHAT SHALL I DO!? IT IS SO HARD TO PICK!!!!!!
There are nine that i am contemplating, which i CAN cut down to four i think...but of those four, three have at least two versions to choose from--cause they were ones i messed around with--...so it seems as though there are even MORE choices to be made....
UUUGGGGHHHSSSSSS WHY SO HARD?!
and being a llama just makes it harder!!
Soooooooooooooooooooooooo...the other night, in one part of the many dreams i had, there was a moment when i dreamt that i got onto this account and over half of my subscribers had left me! D: now i am not the egotistical type, in fact i am rather self depricating, but still! what on earth could have happened that so many peoples would leave me at the same time!! D:
twas a strangeness indeed, one i didn't actually recall until after i was going through my sites and came on here and seeing i had the same subscriber amount it reminded me of teh dreamy thing.
other things and stuff have been buzzing around my life, my sister recently graduated from high school...it merely reminds me of how it is over two years(getting closer to three) since i graduated and still i have not managed to get my footing into normal life. -___-
but good things are about, i have managed to weave myself into my writing again, which pleases me...i have gotten maybe half of my written notes from the laptop chaos into documents either new or already existing. *nodnod* and with this i have written a bit for a few of my fanfic stories. i re-read the few pieces i had written for an old SebCiel story i had in mind, i actually kind of liked it regardless of the editing necessary. i initially decided that i would never continue what i had in mind for it, but upon reading it again..i think i may try to figure something out with it. granted, since i had just started writing and did not take down notes on the story line, i don't remember it so much..kinda like a spotty memory of some life experience, images and flashes but nothing definitive. don't know when i would get to that though! XD i did write some on another two SessKag fanfics of mine, nothing big, but a little since the inspiration was there from the note inputs.
i really have got to hook up my scanner...i have so many arts that need to be scanned in, lest i drown in the growing numbers DX ..stupid self.....T 3T
whelps...just thought i would update whoever..or whatever seems to keep coming here...(i have gotten not quite 300 views since my last post or two o-o...what is up with that?)
twould seem all my lovlies are weirdos *pats* <3
