Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.
Have fun.
if you'd like, my darlings, check me out at one of my other existences:
[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]
[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]
I have been thoroughly, disturbingly, pleasantly obsessed and obviously drowning in fanart and fanfics of the pairing Kylux--Kylo Ren and General Hux from Star Wars: The Force Awakens-- since my initial descent into this delicious pairing quite a few months; it is my second OTP now, i love them (the actors too), leave me alone T 3T
Aaaaanyways, that is partially where i have been, just partially, like maybe 50% actually...soooo...yeah... The rest is...yeah.
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here is something humorous to disguise my clear lack of further explanation:
As the title of this brief update post states, i have put up the final two profile sketches i had!! WOO!!!! So no worries, you needn't endure them any longer *pat* Though i know you obviously liked them still...right? RIGHT? I hope so...
While this is still an update on that, i wanted to take a moment to vent a little upset i felt in regards to a recent development on my deviantART account. Since i began uploading again i lost two followers, then gained one, then lost one; oddly enough while in the interim of not posting anything i gained a few, and now that i have gotten back to it i suddenly lost three.
Of course i am not going to stop posting these types of pieces whenever i have them, it is MY account and i will post what i want, however it still saddens me that the three that left may have done so simply because of this. I obviously enjoy my art for myself, but i also like to know others enjoy them as well. And while ups and downs of followers is not new or uncommon on any of my accounts anywhere where such a thing can be done, this particular instance just sort of bothered me simply because of what i just said. Not posting-> i gain some, then start posting again-> i lose some. It is a bit of a minor blow to oneself.
Now, in all honestly, it does not bother me immensely, and i do not begrudge whomever it was that left, it was their decision and everyone has their reasons. But regardless of those realities, the slight nudge is just a current irk within me.
Yeah...well, anyways! All that cerealness aside (yes, i meant to say 'cerealness'), back to the topic at hand!
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Uhhh, actually, that is pretty much it...o-o
Whelp, stay tuned my sweets, for there is more stuff to come!! Hehe, it's like i'm a channel...you love to watch my channel, don't you ;3
EDIT: DARLINGS, I AM GOING TO BE POSTING PIECES AS I SCAN THEM!!!
I am scanning about two every night right now (i'd do more if i could, but i don't have the time), and i have over 20, so it will take a little while to get them all, but as i scan things in i shall be posting pieces. Also, i have several that aren't technically 'finished,' like, they need hands and such...
...i always put off doing hands.........hands hate me...i love them and they hate me....
...why hands....why........i love you so much....just let me love you......LET ME LOVE YOU....
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Soooooooo... of course, all of you dears must keep in mind that the majority of these pieces are doodles/practice sketches, and yes, there are a few more of my gradually becoming infamous profile sketches. Sorry not sorry. T 3T ...........................sorry....
YUP THEN!!! I shall update when there is more to ramble on *nod* ^-^
GUESS WHAT
YOU MUST GUESS...HAVE YOU GUESSED? GUESS! GGGGUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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Okay? Okay. So, the other day my mother dearest and i FINALLY got to checking out the desktop computer (yeah, i know...FINALLY), and you will not BELIEVE what that damn thing did...that's right, IT RESPONDED! :O YUP! AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS THE FREAKIN THING ACTUALLY TURNED ON!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?! DO YOU!? yeah you do, you do my dears, yeah *pets in a slow, disturbing manner*
*ahem* However, just because the monitor turned on DOES NOT mean i trust it for even the tiniest of seconds T 3T This is probably the dozenth time this thing has done this (though not even close to this long), it is an ancient ten or so year old piece of evil incarnate and it has a horrible sense of humor if you couldn't tell. Ughs, all my unamusedness is palpable...
yes, you see right, i would drop a cake just to express my immense distaste
BUT, anyways, i shall be going to try and get to scanning as much as i possibly can before this miraculous change in the universe screws me over again...if it hasn't already..........oh my gosh if it has i will develop and then have an aneurysm D:< EDIT: nope, no worries, i just checked, it's still responding
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aaaahhhhhh...i am soooo wondrously pleased, my sweetlings o 3o
look, look at my joy!!!
i cannot even express how greatly i needed this, guys...i really...really did...
oh my sweetest darling dears...
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now, i most certainly do realize it is late in the day, but midnight has not yet passed and so this posting shall be applicable; enjoy my moment of relatively timely wishing upon you of dayness that is this one
and therefore...
HAPPY DAY OF HEARTS AND CANDY AND BLOSSOM PLANT CREATURES AND OTHER CRAP <3
i am aware many are not fond of this little holiday, or prefer the nice alternative of singles awareness, or perhaps yesterday's parks and rec inspired galentine's day... HOWEVER some do enjoy it, even if ironically, and it also makes for a decent excuse to post something and revive the fact i still exist despite the loss of scanning abilities; if i had them i probably would have posted something somehow valentine's related...i even had one in mind that would have been nice, though it is more sweet and romantic, but, whelp, that can't happen *le epic sigh* it's okay, i know you are sad as well, but we shall push through this >:C
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ANYWAYS!
have this valentine's short of a humorous nature, made by the classic and beloved Overly Attached Girlfriend on the best of days for her particular brand
enjoy my ever so sweet minions, you know i love you <3
soooooo...i have a few things to mumble at you all because i felt i should reassert my presence as not dead as well as fill all you delicious minions with new information to add to your lists of me . u .
topic numero uno --not to be mistaken with the pizza or game--
**ignore my ugly fingers XP **
the last few months I have been making a lot of these little crochet hearts, they are easy and cute, and keep my fidgety hands busy whilest i watch things; perhaps one day i shall get a few more pics of those...
anyways, this particular hearty i made as a valentine's gift for one of my dear friendlekins, who DESPISES valentine’s day…so, of course, i sent her this purple heart o 3o <3
after i had taken these, i did decide to sew in a loop of yarn at the center dip of the heart bumps so that it could hang for i knew that she would inevitably loose it in the chaos of her room, but i then spaced on taking a picture once i finished it T - T i can sense that you are likewise feeling the pain as this oversight, never fear, someday, after extensive and costly therapy, you shall be able to move on...but only with the help of heavy medication *nodnod*
Now, this pattern is NOT MINE!!! It belongs to Pepika.com where i found this adorable thing ^-^
….granted, i very rarely can seem to get it exactly like the instructions, so i ‘add lib’ as i go XD sometimes they look pretty nice, as i believe this one does, and sometimes…eh…not so nice *cough* now, i do know it is hard for you to understand that i could be so minutely incapable of perfection, but do not worry, that aforementioned therapy will allow you to come to grips with it, yesyes *nods like a thoughtful bearded rabbit*
subtopic numero uno --again, stop thinking this is pizza for playing, that would be messy and ruin the tastey wonders of the pizza--
following along with the prior crochet talkings, i have another current piece for, in fact, the exact same hooman being :U subdue your amazement for me to continue...
as hard as it may be for you minions to believe, this is the first headband i have made in years, therefore the reason it looks so much bigger band-wise, seeing as my stitches have become much tighter since that once up on a time the band does not stretch nearly as much and so had to be larger to fit properly *nod*
she is particularly fond of cats, an immense love that borders on creepy and off putting at times... but she is my dear friendlekin and obviously must be off her rocker in order to be able to withstand my sparkling insanity o 3o
this is why i tried to do a cat-like image for the decorative feature of the head piece, i am not that fond of how it turned out --calm your panic attack-- however she seems to adore it and whence she slips it on her brain case it will surely imbue her with the magical power of my marvels *throws legos like confetti*
el topico numero doce..o --STOP THINKING OF PIZZA!! >:U --
several nights ago i was working on doing some more character concepts for two OC's of mine which had yet to be given a face, and as i made the small circles for where i wanted to put the eyes... i. could. not. stop. myself. from seeing this face ' o 3o '
thus, i added a temporary little pair of duck lips and took a pic in order to amuse my future self, something i am sure you unwitting followers take much enjoyment from, so i shall take a moment of silence for you to bask
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relatively sufficient now? excellent excellent.
now, of course, it is even more humorous due to the fact such a small, goober face is on a clearly masculine and not cartoony figure…at least, this would be my opinion to myself... *nods to nonexistent, yet still quite dapper, mushroom on my shoulder*
but i must regretfully inform you all that this once marginally decent bust turned into a mess of horrid ugliness that i cannot in all consciousness, and a little less consciousness, show any living being without suffering physical turmoil... -___ -
oh, hush hush my lovlies, no need to get your panties depicting me in a bunch, these things do happen with such sketchy pieces and i let it flutter past me as much as possible...yes, indeed, yes yes..yesssss T 3T
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that is all for the time being my dears, and so, i leave you with this glorious gif to soothe your woes and grow your mounting destabilization of common sense and sanity :D
