Welcome to my endless enigma of pointless verbal ironies and useless information revolving around the existence of me, Itsu. Yes, I welcome you to Infinity. If you're scared, you needn't worry, I won't bite unless provoked otherwise...usually. Now enjoy your slow downward spiral toward the very core of my innermost being, well the psychotic section anyway.

Have fun.

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[Happy endings don't exist because the world keeps turning--
but you don't have to have an ending--
to be happy.]

[~We are all a little weird and
Life’s a little weird,
And when we find someone whose
Weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in
Mutual weirdness and call it Love~
~Dr. Seuss~]

WHAT IS THIS SORCERY!?

So my little minions, guess what....come on, guess >:3
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No, that's entirely wrong. I already filled my murder quota for this week..i mean, cough, ..eh, whatever.

In fact, I am preparing to get everything here and updated!
ISN'T IT SOME SORT OF INSANITY?!
ISN'T IT!?
ME! DOING THINGS!
RIGHT?!
Okay, that's enough thinking poorly of your master.
...Seriously. Stop it. *smacks your hands away from my face*

*ahem* Anyways, i did some prep work in my own overly OCD manner, and i arranged all the pieces that need to be put up. *nod*

And, my dear lovelies, there are approximately seventy doodles and drawings.
Yes. I'm not kidding. Seventy, SEVEN ZERO.

However, for you peeps on this site of ours, there will be about fourteen pieces that shan't be put up. Now these aren't going to be, because i will be having them stashed in my scraps on deviantART and therefore in a hidden realm of shame that only those with forethought to watch my scraps will see. But if you do REALLY want to see those old ugly things, if you go to my deviantART gallery and press the Browse or Scrapbook links at the topish line, you will be able to.
itsufer.deviantart.com
Do not have any expectations, let alone high ones.
Another thing to note in this general realm, there are a few more of the drawings which have adult content, primarily nudity, some sexual, which i won't be posting here either. If i truly adore a nudity piece then i may censor it for; but, for the most part, your perverse minds shan't be given the unmarked luxury on this site. Should you have a deviantART account, going to my gallery you would then be able to find them, but you must have that account to do so, seeing as i shall place them under the banners of mature content. *sigh* Yes, i know that i too am an ironic lamb of perversion, however i do not wish to incur the wraths of mods and subsequently be banished.

Back to the postables, do keep in mind that the majority of these are old, out of date, not my current style sort of things. I will say when the newest stuff appears though, never fear darlings. *overly affectionate, bordering creepy head patting*
Also, i can't say for sure how long it will take to reach that place of complete updatery considering the whole...seventy drawings issue. - _ -

There are a few pieces that still need to be scanned and i intend to do that either tonight or the next one oooooorrr.. the next one. Oh you know me, minions, procrastinatey and all. *mischievous snickers*

Whelps, that's all then i suppose. I shall go back to preparing for the obvious apocalypse which is surely to be coming after this absurd change in world dynamics that is me.

Be naughty, my pancakey ones of gooberdom. o 3o

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where have i been all your life?!

i know, i know.
you've all been suffering from severe withdrawal due to my lack of existence
well, i assure you, it is not because i hate you, no, i hate you for different reasons ha, kidding o Do..no seriously, i am o-o

i am just me, which as my brainwashed minions you would all know, and/or, not even notice either way as you are too lost in thought of my greatness, or pineapples..or..ketchup..

i do, however, sincerely apologize for my tendency to vanish off the face of the interwebs...i do not mean to hurt you, and i hope your shrines continue to have my face o 3o

ANYWAYS, i came on to say a little random nothingness, just to say hey, i still exist, i am working on things..kind of..and yeah...hi there mah minionizzles.....i should really stop trying to do that o-o

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behold the not so epic tale of a not so fascinating moment of my failness

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*ahem*

as per my usual self, i am quite fond of keeping my laptop files organized and neat, with complex systems of folders within folders within folders, etc.

so every now and again i go into my file tree and do some cleaning, as i am near constantly adding new images, plus there is the occasional double--or triple--which needs to be removed and/or measured up to the other(s) to see which is best; and then at times i must do some hunting to find the artist of images i have obtained--primary from tumblr--which did not have a source, however, despite the fact i dont just post these images and tend to use them personally, i still prefer to have the name so that i can properly title the work in my folder and for that 'just incase' i should ever use it i shall have the correct person to credit *nod*

well, i decided to do this tonight, for i had added several lovely sebciel pics and knew i recognized some but wasnt entirely sure enough if i had them or not...and thus began my tangent off into file workings... this can also lead to more additions due to jumping down one rabbit hole than another, though i do make my way back, but with more images for arranging XP

i have just now finished doing another round of this organization, mostly my images files, mostly 4 main folders in particular--i say main because the 'main' folders have folders within folders within folders...so there were many folders worked in, but overall most of what i did was in the four 'main' ones rather than a complete item overhaul--

all this took me 7 hours...SEVEN HOURS...

...there are times when this OCD and perfectionism thing i have going on can truly warp reality for me...actually...that happens a lot..a lot........but..anyways...

after all this time, the only bit of anything left in my mind is that i am so hungry voraciously right now...

i was going to eat the shake i had in the freezer whilst watching some of my youtube vids, however it is now 7:30 am and there is no time left for ice cream -____-

EDIT: it is now 11:50 am...i cant sleep, and even if i could i would only get about three and a half hours (from when i first intended, which was 10:15, now it is just a little more than two hours) as i have to shower and do all that post showering things that i do, since i apparently have a doctor's appointment at 6 pm and i am currently several days unshowered, and you can only go so long before it is blatantly obvious how disgusting you are......LE SIGH *flails wantonly in a puddle*

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i felt i had to share this with my world of nobody because it was an immense weirdness, one of those peculiarities which cannot go unspoken

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yup.
...this is my brain now...

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flipleguahpflignoplinggoo...or words T 3T

haven't been around much...not an unusual thing here of course, but true of most places *nod* i still lurk and come on everyday but i don't necessarily do anything but look at what's there and move on to the others before starting my working processi(yes, i LIKE to plural things for no reason with "i", seems more attractive to both the mouth and ear T 3T)

i FINALLY, like SO FINALLY, started my two necessary online classes and since i really haven't altered my sleep schedule like..at ALL, as i was hoping to try to, i tend to have most of my waking hours spent with working, brief periods of not working are generally spent doing something relaxing or completely different to clear my brain of the class nonsense. plus, admittedly, i probably do some of the lessons slower than necessary..i can't say for sure HOW i manage that, but i do o-o ..yeah..*shrugles*

sooooooooooo, i am working on my stuff for this week, and since i had been spending the last two weeks sleeping through at least one day of the week, not doing much the others, and then staying up from early friday morning to saturday night...and i just can't keep doing that, it's going to kill me or something i am sure. to try and purge this a bit, i wrote down the lessons i MUST do the day in the week in my calendar rather than what i generally did of writing in what i DID do that day, or a slash for doing nothing T__T i did that plan of action creation last night after deciding to not do more math and instead make a crochet thing for my mom whilst watching one episode of Undercover Boss that i hadn't seen and then rewatching episodes of I Survived... which i as i said had seen but not for a while sooo, some of them seemed newish in a way kind of maybe not really sometimes and ended up being awake till around 9am or so finishing the thing i was making my mother XP i am SUCH a dork buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttt i already know that and it seems even though everytime i make a little crochet creature i take a decent while, i always think i will be able to get done in just a a few hours..not like...five o _ o ANYWAYS that isn't important, just that i "wasted valuable working" time notice i put that in quotes, because it's a sugective phrase...as i would not consider it wasted, all of my time is valuable o 3o AHA *sniff* well so, get to the point i started this whole post for.....

i am starting my econ stuff, which eventhough i have had projects in i've managed to get them all done when starting a bit into the week given, but i get to the first lesson of the oh, five or six lessons to get done by saturday by midnight...and it is, no joke, A FREAKIN RESEARCH PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A. RESEARCH. PROJECT. D:<

i know i chose the accelerated pace chart, with the intent of getting done faster, since MY (hours of work spent on) arranged and personalized schedule according to the given time charts wasn't ALLOWED *eyeroll* yet the one i sent in for geometry WAS...stupid stupidness T 3T

luckily, at least, it isn't something that requires long indepth writings or any of that nature, just some basic answer these questions with minimum one-two paragraphs and present in some fashion (i am doing a blog, again, did it for another project) the one thing that makes it just...evil..it would be okay before...but no..the last required part...is to have...a stupid freakin damn WORKS CITED PAGE!!

EEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *runs in wild foaming circles of insane stupidity, pulling out hair, throwing rocks at bystanders, stealing celery, liking everyone's ice cream before they get too*

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...nah, i am just annoyed :/ but all that sounded WAY more interesting..and entertaining, and funny...i like humorous, it makes me giggle. ...........no, i know, you're surprised. but don't worry i have already had just under a gallon of ice cream(yes, if you are taking in the fact i lick one ice cream per person...that is, a LOT of ice cream) and so i must wait until i digest before going insane again, for the humor, as i don't want to throw up on you. HA, no, i just don't want to lose my icey cream bounty >:3

goodbye for now, watching Aliens 2 whilst working on fixing up some econ related word documents to prepare them for being printed and filed accordingly

OCD lifeless person has no life -____________-

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