Please call me izioy =] i enjoy talking about anything and everything so post comments and i'll do my best to return the favor =].
I love many things and i'm pretty chatty... i'll speak about my life and the boredom that keeps me writing =]! enjoy my page thankyou 
so boredom
boredom
actually scratch that
my day had begun with my mom telling me to wake up get ready b/c we're going to the park
HELLO
i like to run and i've been dying to go running there
so i woke up got ready went with them to the park
WOKE UP
theres still snow/ice on the ground
ughhhhhh
gosh jez
ughhhh
p.s. i did fall at the end of the WALK i couldnt even go running everything was covered
it was so sad ='[
but then after we went to like a thousand stores
okay i have a question for everyone
you know that everyone has their tiny embarrasing little secret that they have because its like something that only a child or a baby would do but you do it anyway
yea i'm pretty mature yatta yatta but i happen to still love this one extreamley babish thing
a bottle, YES I'M AWARE I'M TOO OLD FOR ONE but what the hell i have my moments
i'm still 5 on the inside , so i bought one
any way then we went to this oriental furniture store
OH MY GOD it was the most gorgeous things in the entire world i wanted to buy everything
so sad we bought nothing
so we left and well
i came home and have been bored for the rest of the day gosh i dont know
i'm gona go clean like the loser that i am.
yes hello another not really interesting school day all i could say is that my spanish teacher left my class off the hook and she didnt teach and gave us a free period. unfortunately i couldnt even sleep ='[ so sad and i was tired too it was 1st period
other then that i really spent my day waiting for my day to just end i couldnt even look forward to my english class because my teacher was absent
ughh and left a reading and answering assignment which was basically impossible to finish before the bell because i have dirtbags that cant shut up for their own lives which is just so annoying holly crap
then after school i went to GSA which is one of my favorite clubs because the teacher that runs the club is one of my favorite teachers ever
shes so totally insightful
afterwards i left early because my dad wanted to go to the movies and we watched PUSH which i posted about so check it out www.theotaku.com/worlds/movie793
anyway
other then that i'm so happy we're going again to the movies to see
he's just not that into you
OMG i've been waiting to see this movie since christmas time i'm so happy its finally in the movies =]
AWHHHHHHHHH
Valentines day is finally comming up
='[ how sad once more i'm left with no one on this loving day
ughh how i dred the day of love where everyone has someone and i'm just left empty-handed
with only my daddy to give me a card and some chocolates hmmmmm no wonder i'm such a chocloholic live with no true love but the songs of your writing it leaves you only one other love to take up your time while you type, write or draw , in other words all that it leaves you with is your chocolate! every kind =]
well i hope everybody out there has their lovely partner to share that love day with!
well i dont know today didnt really start off that well for me it was a real shame ='[ i decided to sleep in by a minute or two i ate my breakfeast first then i toke a shower, got dressed, fixed my hair and i had to put on my flippin contact lenses ughhhhhh i almost missed the bus because of them!
i got to school blah blah blah CRAP my contact lens FELL out of my left eye OMG i was freaking out i had to walk around with one eye closed to get to the nurse so i could put the contact back in my eye!
later my day got better! i went to gym found out i got a 98 YAY that means i'm going to be on principals honorrole this quarter so i'm pretty jolly bout that
then i picked out my nyssma piece to sing and its such a totally awsome song, its called whats the use in wonderin !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmyHZA4GAk8
so yea i'm excited for that very much =]
other then my nerdy self
i've been pretty much bored and have just been trying to update as much as i can!
hello !
okay so my post below my jacob has finally set me free but i have no attachment to this jacob anymore
so quickly so strange but truly i have no need for his communication
i feel sort of weird, sometimes lonely but i'm doing absolutely awsome at school !
so i'm pretty cheery about that
i'm kinda sad because i have no sport to do right now and this leaves me with out distractions.
my edward has lost his bella but i'm not a bella , i'm no ones bella, thats fine too but but i've been obsessing with the other book by stephine meyer The Host so i consider my self a melanie!
i'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself but when i find my Jared i will only belong to him and no one else, no mix ups , just right
and thats only a dream because life is never that simple !
well thats all for now with love
- izioy
so i've finally found my ray of sunshine
my jacob
so strange because he's so unperfect
so strange because i'm not sure what will happen
more strange because my edward has found a different bella
more strange because i've fully been pulled away from my edward and its been afixiating trying to remove him from my memory
i dont want to forget edward
i havent tried remembering him though
but my edward is fully a ghost in my life as though he's fully disappered
my jacob is strange i feel so drawn to him
my jacob is very liberating and i feel as though around him all my emotions want to just splurrr out
my jacob has romanced me and i feel like i want to take a plunge
the only reason i am falling is because my handle my angel my edward as mierly disappered
the only reason i am falling is because the ghostly figure of my edward is so hard to bare without
the only shadow i see of him is his bella that romes around my halls
the only feeling following me with this shadow is pain and broken souls trying to repair my heart
the only feeling is sadness and i wish it wouldn't remenis
the only happiness is letting those emotions free and it only happens around my jacob
jacob i am not sure of you but you have surely free'd my soul it is merely held down by your hand waiting to pull me into a kiss
once this kiss has been complete
it is my soul to be set free
only your kiss could set me free
