I DON”T want to see, watch, talk about, or BUY the effectively dramatic, sometimes beautiful and occasionally even EMOTIONAL anime called RomeoXJuliet.
I DON”T want random anime box sets volume ...
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Before I start I just want to thank everyone for their support of my latest picture “crack chorus” sorry I haven’t been able to reply to comments, it was too...
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Happy 4th everyone!
I hope everyone had a really good holiday. Mines were okay, my mood have been bouncing up and down for the last few days now. Last week I was feeling really optimistic with a lot of small annoyances. But now I’m i...
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Aye guyssss…
Nothing much here, a lot of my supplies is coming in so if you want to hear about that hit up my Candy Sanctuary world.
I made a new ATC last night and I love it. I don’t think I want to trade it XD. It’s the same character as my last picture holding a paint brush. Crap, which reminds me that I need to post my cards and my clay cakes… I think I’ll do that later. Oh yeah! Unknown Rumors made a club for ATCs so go check it out and be super cool like the rest of us.
Last night was super awesome. While I was working on my newest card my drunken mother insisted on BLASTING her music to the high heavens down stairs. My dad brought over his big ass sound system last year and decided to keep it in our house. YOU GUYS DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO GET A MATCH AND BURN THE SOB. I hate the piece of crap because all it’s used for is to blast shitty rap and R&B music. Not to mention it has all the fancy buttons and knobs so if you want to simulate an earthquake you’re going to have some ear drum busting fun. The thing that pisses me off is that when my mom drinks she becomes a big 10 year old. Selfish, needy, annoying, cold person that I can say I hate a lot. No aggregation here, I really do hate her when she drinks. :| She’s fine when she’s sober but wtf, she drinks everyday if there’s any alcohol in the house. She doesn’t go to work drunk or anything like that but any other time she at least drinks beer and it pisses me off. I can’t stand her, it’s like her aura aggregates my soul and I become a very pissy person. I told her about this a few times but it never leads to anything. Especially since she’s older and I’m concerned about her health. She tried to quit twice but she was back on it within 2 months. So much for that…
And to amp up the crap meter is when she HAVE to listen to HER music. She has to listen to it extra fucking loud and through half the night. I’m telling you no lie when I say this “I want to bash my head in till blood comes out my ears”. Not only to I have to deal with her but I have to deal with loud music that I hate. It doesn’t even have to be music I hate. I can like the song but annoyed at the fact that it feels like my head is going to explode because of everything that’s going on. My mom screaming and yelling enjoying her self, my sister trying to converse with her by more yelling since the music is so loud and my dad doing the same sometimes. Then it’s me wanting to burn down the house and murder the family because I’m so uncomfortable.
I know my mom works hard so when she drinks and stuff I don’t bitch. It’s her house she pays the bill and all that bull. BUT LAST NIGHT WAS SO UNCALLED FOR. Everything was vibrating to the music that was playing downstairs. They kept turning it up and even my sister was playing her system at the same time last night. The walls in the house are as good as printer paper so I can hear that shit too. Words can’t describe the hatred that harbored in my soul last night. Being kept up but constant loud music trying to focus on what I was doing made me want to cut wires and throats. I tried to drown it out with playing my own music but I can’t take the volume but so much. I use to love playing my music really loud years ago but I can’t take it anymore and it’s annoying in general.
I REALLY WANT TO LIVE ON MY OWN IN A BIG NICE HOUSE THAT’S QUIET ALL THE TIME.
Sorry about this rant about my mom and my god awful night. I just need to vent because its healthy and if I don’t I’ll choke a baby in my sleep. The one good thing that did come out of it was my new ATC card and the fact that I know how to blend colors with copic markers. I’m so in love with them and every time I use them I learn more about how to apply colors, shading, and lighting.
I wanted to say more that was non angry but this post is way too long already. I’ll post again in a day or two.
P.S- I officially renamed “feature fandom” to “feature fuck up” because its funny and true these days...I’m done now. XD
I can’t stand it when a really popular artist goes on every damn art site out there and get rave reviews. But never comment, follow, or even be active on site itself BUT post art.
This never surprises me since I’ve seen it for years; I get it and all that.
But it’s like a wtf to me.
I mean yeah, they can do what they want but if you’re joining a site, generally you want to be a part of it, mingle with other artists, and be somewhat active in the community. So why JUST post art and that’s it? I could easily say that they are just fishing for MORE popularity then just the one site that they are on, but I don’t want to be so judgmental. I know there are two sides of every story.
But seriously, seeing one artist on three art sites with monster popularity that barely does anything but post art really annoys me at best. But hey if my art had tons of mass appeal for no goddamn reason I would want to spread the disease too. At least I would want to do something with that power besides getting praise, free subs, and digital panties bringing thrown at me.
Then on this site there’s an artist that I freak’n LOVE like a lot. I took a look at the artist’s profile and to my surprise there were less then 200 comments, less then 200 art posted with over 10,000 hugs, over 400 subscribers and the artist been here since 2005. Then my stomach turned when the artist only had watched 7 other POPULAR artists that do the same thing. After that their art was good but I felt somewhat taken like a damn sheep.
It was like someone hit me upside the head with a baseball bat. Then I saw that the artist was on deviant art and was the cats meow there too… I TOTALLY DIDN’T SEE THAT COMING.
Pro tip: Don’t take the internets seriously, because the things you’ll see you will have to laugh at.
One last thing, this feature fandom crud makes me puke. There is yet another fan art that was on the front page THE DAY BEFORE…
Just for shiz and giggles what would YOU want to add to theO?
I would want something so level the playing field here or something. I don’t know, I been accepted the way things are on the internet so yeahhhhhh.
