Before I start I just want to thank everyone for their support of my latest picture “crack chorus” sorry I haven’t been able to reply to comments, it was too...
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Happy 4th everyone!
I hope everyone had a really good holiday. Mines were okay, my mood have been bouncing up and down for the last few days now. Last week I was feeling really optimistic with a lot of small annoyances. But now I’m i...
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I just came back from going out and find some much needed inspiration for life in general today. The last day or so I felt completely alien to everything around me. As if I just moved in a new family, house, and this planet as a whole. I just felt so weird and withdrawn from the world as if I didn’t fit in and just didn’t belong. I didn’t want to talk to anyone or socialize on the internet at all. I just wanted to go upstairs and be by myself for the rest of forever. I hate feeling that way too because I want to be happy and grateful for life and etc etc (fluff crap I know) but lately I just wasn’t “feeling it”. Today I had a very good time out. Probably not as good as other days but it was still good. I feel wonderful now and I can continue on and not feel like s*it.
So while I was heading to drunken donuts and crossing the street, a lady called me over. The first two times I ignored her just incase she was those less then sane homeless people but when I decided to go to her and she didn’t seem that way at all. At first I thought she was going to ask me directions since she had a map and was telling me about some places she came from. Then she was saying how her grandma had a stroke and she was coming from the hospital her grandma was in.
Needless to say I was trying to feel her out because people pull a lot of crap to get a dime out of you. She continued to say that she needed 7 dollars to get to a New Jersey bus to get home since the fares and fees ate up her money at the hospital. Her cell phone was dead and she was at the verge of tears. I really felt for her and she seemed legit with her story. She kindly asked if I could give her anything so she can get home. I’m going to be honest and say that I did felt some pressure to give her some money since I didn’t want to seem like a jerk or anything. Then I don’t want her to be telling the truth and I just walked away. At the same time I was more then willing to give her my last 5 bucks I had on me (I had a 20 as well but that was my moms). Not because I just wanted to get out of the situation but I did wanted her to get home. Christ, I couldn’t imagine how bad she must of felt. God forbid if I was in such a situation, I would feel like total shit too. She even told me that I looked a sober jersey girl (I’m from Philadelphia, PA and New Jersey is not far from us) and she didn’t want anyone to embarrass her about this. She also didn’t like the fact she was asking for money from strangers.
At the end it was only natural to give her the five dollar bill that was I had in my pocket and even if she was a REALLY good scammer. I am HELPING some one in need and I always keep that in mind when I’m giving a stranger money. She was so grateful that I gave her the money too; it really does make me feel good even now. She said she will ask someone else for the rest of the fare she needed. Then she asked me if she could have a hug, which I was more then happy to give her. :) She wished me a good day and to have her grandma in my prayers. I did the same to her. I really REALLY hope she makes it home safe and she didn’t take me for a ride. I really felt awkward and concerned that I gave up my money to a scammer but I feel really good about it now. I even decided to treat myself with a coolatta at D&D (was going for a small coffee) with my moms 20 dollar bill on the way home haha!
I think that deed alone really made me feel better about everything in life and it isn’t just one big anus trip. Good things does happen when you least expect it (you might be that good thing) so you minds enjoy yourself while you wait for it. :)
JUST SKIP THE RANT PART IF YOU LIKE PLEASE. ^_^0
I’m seriously ready to kill my computer. I’m trying to do the simplest thing in Photoshop and it takes AGES for the computer to keep up. Then I was...
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The Candy Sanctuary Fan Page is now open!
After a few exhausting days working and messing with my fan page, it is now complete and I can start updating my craft and art status in one place. Take a look, promote, become a fan if you can.
A lot of my pictures I wanted to work on have been put on hold as well. I’m pretty worn out too, I was rushing a bit at the end then being on the computer all day for days really sucked the energy out of me. So I’ll take a break from the nets and get creative again with more atcs’s, clay cakes, sai, and photoshop! XD
Oh yeah in more exciting news I just ordered envelopes and gift bags for my business. They should be able store my charms and things safely with a touch of cute to it. And even MORE exciting news my shower is fixed! The shower was broken for months so we had to take baths. NO ONLY THAT but we had to fill the tub (which the coating of it is chipping off btw) with water from the bathroom sink and then pour it into the tub. The pipes of the shower/bath would leak every time someone would turn it on. Even the ceiling started leaking. *A* But its fixed now and my family can have showers again. All thanks to my dad that paying for it all since my mom LOVES to NOT do anything or slow poke on things that needs to be done in the house.
I guess that’s all I have to say for now. I’m going to get off here eat, have me an ice cream cone, and take me a much needed rest from the working on the net.
