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I Fail at Onigiri =(

Sun Apr 26, 2009, 7:46 PM

* Mood: Stumped
* Eating: Collapsed onigiri

I'm currently making my 1st bento, but...I suck at rice balls(that's what SHE said-shot-). ANYWAY, I made cute li'l skewers a wee bit bigger than a toothpick with 2 mariccino cherries and 2 small cubes of green apple. Then I cut up some baby carrots and put vegetable sauce in a makeshift to-go packet(Press'n Seal is the shiz). Originally, I was making vegetable sushi instead of onigiri, but I won't have cucumbers or zucchinis until tomorrow. Plus, I didn't make the rice for it and the sticky rice for the onigiri was already in the cooker cuz of dinner. I'm sticking ube in the middle XD.
This bento I'm sharing with Minto cuz she'll just take my lunch anyways =P Love ya, Mo!
Okay the rice should be cool enough by now. G'bye and wish me luck!
-KF

What does food really taste like?

Thu Apr 9, 2009, 12:05 AM

* Mood: Pain
* Listening to: "Kimagure Romantic"-Ikimono Gikari
* Eating: more like regurgitating =(

I haven't eaten a substantial meal for a while now. This started last weekish-I first lost my appetite. Then slowly I started to withdraw from food cuz it started to make me feel sick after I ate. Now, just the thought of food makes me want to throw up and almost anything I put in my mouth I end up spitting out because I can't swallow it-my gag reflex gets in the way. I've been eating mainly apples because they go down easier than anything else. I can't get a good night's sleep either-four hours tops. I stayed home from school yesterday because I had a painful headache and I felt like I was gonna throw up(I threw up a little after trying to eat cereal). So I went to sleep for a couple more hours, tried to eat again but it didn't happen, slept some more. The try-eating-then-sleep thing was repeated all of yesterday, with random emotional break downs in between. Am I transforming into an emo? Do butterflies go through this? Am I turning into a cutter-fly?? *shot* Nah, I'm not a cutter. I just hope none of this has anything to do with my now ex-boyfriend. That'd be pretty stupid if it were-he shouldn't affect my biological needs. The crying maybe, but that's gone(I think), but my food? I love my food. I miss my food. Can I have some food? Oh, wait, nevermind; don't wanna throw up on y'all. =/
So, have any of you gone through this before? D'you know how to fix it? I don't want to shrivel up and die yet. I'll do that when I'm, like, 100yrs old. =P

I watch the Interwebz

I'm definitely in love with Taiwanese guys. I've given maybe 98% (at least) watching Taiwanese dramas online. Yes, yes-it's not anime, but I love getting to know the other side of the world other than Japan, y'know?

Actually, some of the dramas I was watching were adopted from manga.

I also watch a bunch of anime on the Interwebz as well-finished more than 5 series already over winter break 'til February and I'm commited to this other anime as well (Clannad). And I keep getting mad when I look at the updates and there isn't another episode uploaded-same goes for those Taiwanese dramas.
I have concluded two things so far-
1. I no longer watch live TV when I can simply open my laptop and
2. I'm marrying a Taiwanese guy.

KaidaFaye OUT!!!