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What does food really taste like?

Thu Apr 9, 2009, 12:05 AM

* Mood: Pain
* Listening to: "Kimagure Romantic"-Ikimono Gikari
* Eating: more like regurgitating =(

I haven't eaten a substantial meal for a while now. This started last weekish-I first lost my appetite. Then slowly I started to withdraw from food cuz it started to make me feel sick after I ate. Now, just the thought of food makes me want to throw up and almost anything I put in my mouth I end up spitting out because I can't swallow it-my gag reflex gets in the way. I've been eating mainly apples because they go down easier than anything else. I can't get a good night's sleep either-four hours tops. I stayed home from school yesterday because I had a painful headache and I felt like I was gonna throw up(I threw up a little after trying to eat cereal). So I went to sleep for a couple more hours, tried to eat again but it didn't happen, slept some more. The try-eating-then-sleep thing was repeated all of yesterday, with random emotional break downs in between. Am I transforming into an emo? Do butterflies go through this? Am I turning into a cutter-fly?? *shot* Nah, I'm not a cutter. I just hope none of this has anything to do with my now ex-boyfriend. That'd be pretty stupid if it were-he shouldn't affect my biological needs. The crying maybe, but that's gone(I think), but my food? I love my food. I miss my food. Can I have some food? Oh, wait, nevermind; don't wanna throw up on y'all. =/
So, have any of you gone through this before? D'you know how to fix it? I don't want to shrivel up and die yet. I'll do that when I'm, like, 100yrs old. =P

I've decided

I'm going to be a demi-human anime-fied Cheshire Cat =3
Right now I'm working on coming up with a costume design; I'm going out with my older bro's girlfriend to shop for supplies. I'm having difficulties with the design tho =( Wanna help? Advice wanted! X3

Gender Confusion

My brother showed this video to me and he mentioned that the woman could be him. I couldn't tell, so I've been watching it. The song is kinda catchy, but I've yet to actually discover if it's him or another chick. I think I actually caught a glimpse of some proof of boobage, but it could've been just his breast or something(since guys have that too). So...can you guys tell??

If the video isn't showing up, go here. I suggest watching it, it's quite fascinating.