Please call me izioy =] i enjoy talking about anything and everything so post comments and i'll do my best to return the favor =].
I love many things and i'm pretty chatty... i'll speak about my life and the boredom that keeps me writing =]! enjoy my page thankyou 
okay so this friday hasn't been so bad to be perfectly honest
but its been weird
could've totally been better
i got to school late
i forgot i had a weekly assignment due
i had this total bebini(b-i-o-t-c-h) take something i wanted to do away from me, i wanted to read the questions during science for our homework so i wouldnt actually have to answer them so i asked and my teacher likes me so he said that was fine but the total bebini was like "i wana do the questions its not fair she goes all the time and i've never ever read before" okay whatever he knew i only went once before and then hes like "well she's reading" and then shes like "nahh she dont care , she'll let me read" UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i said nothing of the sort WHAT THE HELL i wanted to bash her face in so hard, but no i'm too stupid and nice to do anything of the sort and i just said "whatever it doesnt bother me at all" UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh, yes yes yes yes it soooooo bothered me like there was no tomorrow !!! I left that class feeling like crap because i hate that girl b/c shes so abnoxious and NOT smart and a total cheat !
ohkay continuing on my day i been on my total game for my u.s. history class so that was fine, i enjoyed that class
um... the next class was not that eventfull ... the class after that i had a sub which was one of my favorite art teachers, and she wants me in a lot of her classes but my schedule is not really allowing that at the moment w/e and i had a conversation with her about my future and what i wanted to do so it was interesting but a little strange because when i told her my plan i kinda made it seem like my dream was the last thing on my list and she told me to make that my first thing, but truth be told my dreams are the entire plan!
MY PLAN
so she told me i'd have to narrow it down because then i wont be able to reach my dreams , but everything about this is my dreams its not like i wont be drawing or writing because i'm in school or because i have a job
journalism is writing
i like learning about law
i have weekends i could draw and paint
i have books that let me unwind
everything about my future is my dream so theres no point in saying its the last thing on my list , i'd be living the life i've always wanted if my plan goes well, i mean i know my life wont be exactly as planed because you cant tell the future but they're just guidelines
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i saw watchmen ! check criticism blog to find out what i thought, i'm not sure if i'll write it out right now so maybe later on !
heyyy
so todays FRIDAY
FINALLY ....
NOTTTTTT
okay so i might as well be jumping off the walls happy because i want to sleep or stay up late and not have to worry about getting up extra early to do homework
BUT
the
NOTTTTTT part of my happiness is
well that its a total unhappiness
like i mentioned before that my step-siblings are here
welll i love them like mad
and well i have been spending a lot of time with them but sadly i dont even have tomorrow with them
and i wont see them for another month and two weeks
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
well they'll leave and my life will return to being an obliterating NOTHING that i was before only with the sadness of my Grandmother being in the state that shes in right at this moment so upsetting
but now the one time i have this brilliant light of happiness totally surrounding me for the past week, the light will disappear and once more
i will be thrown into the darkness of nothing
its my step brother and sister and i love them because they're the most annoyingly adorably adoring people ever and i love being their sister
so this upsets me like a mother losing her children
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
whatever !
i've had no magical experiences for a while and it seems like this years going to suck
so i finally figured out that there are only so little amount of people in the world that truly are good people, the people that will be themselves at all instinses not caring what type of group they're surrounded by
and MOST of the people i know and the people i'm surrounded by are totally bad
okay so whatever it sounds corny if you say "that guys bad because he drinks at parties" but still it counts because people in this world that know they're not supposed to do something and they do it anyway are bad people and people that drink at parties while they're underage are just posers that dont really know what life really is and they just see everything as in they have to do this to fit in but truth is you dont because people like the people that stand out and are themselves because its the person they can look at and see that they're just fine giving them the example of being a person on your own
everyone wants to be someone !
the people that try fitting in and think they're someone they're actually noone
because they're IN the GROUP not as an individual but as a cell in an organ
BE SOMEONE ---> someone = my FRIEND
furry chibi especially is =]
hating to see people stabbing my mom in the back at work pisses me off too
i mean seriously i feel like i've been pulling myself away from people
but the thing is i'm totally not!
i'm just stopping
stopping from the foolish falseness of everyone i dont want to be dragged into a false world that wont take me anywhere but down
well yea thats how i feel thankyou for litsening =]
so boredom
boredom
actually scratch that
my day had begun with my mom telling me to wake up get ready b/c we're going to the park
HELLO
i like to run and i've been dying to go running there
so i woke up got ready went with them to the park
WOKE UP
theres still snow/ice on the ground
ughhhhhh
gosh jez
ughhhh
p.s. i did fall at the end of the WALK i couldnt even go running everything was covered
it was so sad ='[
but then after we went to like a thousand stores
okay i have a question for everyone
you know that everyone has their tiny embarrasing little secret that they have because its like something that only a child or a baby would do but you do it anyway
yea i'm pretty mature yatta yatta but i happen to still love this one extreamley babish thing
a bottle, YES I'M AWARE I'M TOO OLD FOR ONE but what the hell i have my moments
i'm still 5 on the inside , so i bought one
any way then we went to this oriental furniture store
OH MY GOD it was the most gorgeous things in the entire world i wanted to buy everything
so sad we bought nothing
so we left and well
i came home and have been bored for the rest of the day gosh i dont know
i'm gona go clean like the loser that i am.
yes hello another not really interesting school day all i could say is that my spanish teacher left my class off the hook and she didnt teach and gave us a free period. unfortunately i couldnt even sleep ='[ so sad and i was tired too it was 1st period
other then that i really spent my day waiting for my day to just end i couldnt even look forward to my english class because my teacher was absent
ughh and left a reading and answering assignment which was basically impossible to finish before the bell because i have dirtbags that cant shut up for their own lives which is just so annoying holly crap
then after school i went to GSA which is one of my favorite clubs because the teacher that runs the club is one of my favorite teachers ever
shes so totally insightful
afterwards i left early because my dad wanted to go to the movies and we watched PUSH which i posted about so check it out www.theotaku.com/worlds/movie793
anyway
other then that i'm so happy we're going again to the movies to see
he's just not that into you
OMG i've been waiting to see this movie since christmas time i'm so happy its finally in the movies =]
AWHHHHHHHHH
Valentines day is finally comming up
='[ how sad once more i'm left with no one on this loving day
ughh how i dred the day of love where everyone has someone and i'm just left empty-handed
with only my daddy to give me a card and some chocolates hmmmmm no wonder i'm such a chocloholic live with no true love but the songs of your writing it leaves you only one other love to take up your time while you type, write or draw , in other words all that it leaves you with is your chocolate! every kind =]
well i hope everybody out there has their lovely partner to share that love day with!
ok so this person i'm alwaysssss talking about lol
i'm absolutely happy that this will happen
but i'm absolutely upset i wont be able to do anything till august
but its going really well
except i dont want to be the rebound for him at this moment ehhh
yea
